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Abdulrahmam: shfeech ga3d achayk 3ala elbaby! 

I gave him that side stare with my straight lips. 

7aqeer ya3ny goul bashof shfeech 3gb el vomiting la eshof el baby shlouna...

We got to our house and a smiled formed as soon as I saw our wooden white door, I missed it! We walked to the door and my mood flipped 180 degrees. Better of-course!

Me: yaa ahl baaayyt ana yeeet 

Abdulrahman was so shocked, I'm always quite with him and so he's amazed as I revealed the real me. Noufa and my brothers were in the living room they all looked at us and smiled and got up as I walked to them with Abdulrahman behind me. 

Nasser: kanaa kaanaa 

Me: hhaha.... Nafnouuf esme7eely bas bakhth mokanich 

Noufa: 7alalich 

Abdulrahman: afaa ely lga a97aba nsa a7baba 

7abtik elyarada bipolar husband, a7b khwany akthar mnik a9lan

Nasser: haha ma3lish kanat e5tna gabl lat9eer mrtik

Abdulrahman: KANAAT 

We all laughed at how Abdulrahman blurted it out!

I sat between my brothers and Noufa was on the right single couch and Abdulrahman on the left arm chair.

Noufa poured coffee and tea, and sliced the cake and distributed the deserts. 

Abdulrahman: la mashkoura bas gahwa kafy ma akl 7lw

Me: eee ambaih tkhayelaw khalty galatly 7amany wohwa 9gheer ajarib awakla piece kakawa yatfilha! O laih elyoum may7b el sweet!! 

Nawaf: lalaa 9ij 3aad 

Abdulrahman:  masra3 elwalda ftha7at'na 

Nasser: e5tna ma tga9r eb tse7eb el sowalif 

And they all laughed at what Nasser said... Then Abdulrahman threw the bomb that I was planning to say in a nicer way 

Abdulrahman: Dania hach hal 7aba ekhtheha 

Me: ayeebly mayy waye 

Nasser: khalch ana ayeeeb (He sat as he tapped on my thighs)

Nawaf: 3sa ma shar?? (He said as he faced me)

Me: wallah knt a7s ib dizziness a lot o 3gb el tests galoly iny 7amil 

I looked down at my ring and started pulling it out and pushing in back in its place. 

Nawaf: ooohh 3al baraakaa wallah o btsaweena khawaal

He pulled me in for a hug and kissed my forehead as I peeked to see Abdulrahman smiling at us and Nasser came back with water and was like

Nasser: maa sma3t sh9ar 

Nawaf: e5tik btsaweek uncle * he used that accent lebanese people use*

Nasser: khala9 3ayal om Nasser asameech aw om Na9eera 

Me: waayy Nasser hahahaha Na9eera ba7lamik 

Nasser: 36aitech ekhteyarain o 3ad kaifech hhhh 

We all laughed then got dismissed for the nap after tea. I pulled Abdulrahman's hand that was rested on the armchair and held it as he walked behind me to my room. 

I had to show my brothers I'm deeply in love with him, I guess! 

As soon as we entered my room I let go of his hand and showed him the bathroom which was in the walk in closet, I changed as he went in the bathroom and as I was pulling my pj pants up he unlocked and pushed the door open! And I held my tank top over my naked chest!

Me: wayy Abdulrahman knock pleaaase ya3ny 

Abdulrahman: ba3ad ana 3umry ma shft a7ad e6g elbab etha by6la3 mn el7amam!!! 

He said as he came so close to me that I backed away and my head hit the wooden cupboards hard! 

Me: ayy qamith abe albs!

Abdulrahman: ghumaiitha mo tbadleen... 

He said as he walked away whining in a very low tone. 

Bedaina te7el6m

He walked to the room and I went after him as I quickly wore my tank top, he was fixing his Ghitra and Dishdasha on the chair and took off his mkasar. I got under the sheets and waited for his highness. As he walked to the bed I remembered the door and lights 

Me: elbaab mo magfol and the lightss off pls

Abdulrahman: lala maby anam 9ij akharb noumty 

I tricked him and we slept! Its called magic ladies *wink wink * 

B 

BE

BEE 

BEEE

BEEEE

BEEEEP

I started pushing Abdulrahman off of me to go shut his alarm up! 

Me: ya3ny t76 alarm o tga3dny gblik laish mo ana brtaa7 ( I WHINED) 

Abdulrahman: mo ana 

I opened my eyelids to see sunlight escaping my curtains trying to shine on my marble floor! 

Me: ABDULRAAAHMAAN 

He jumped and sat up!! 

Abdulrahman: BEESMEELLAAAH SHFEEECH T9AR5EEN CHETHYB TWCH BAWAL ELMISHWAAR

Me: gouuuum esa3a 7 el9b7!! 9ar ilyoum ithaany! 

Abdulrahman: lah lah lah qasaman bila maly khlg 

He said as he rubbed his eye trying to see what I see! 

I held his face with both my hands on his cheeks, he was shocked, and I moved his face to the direction of my windows. 

Me: shou-uuf 9ijjj 

Abdulrahman: obooooyyy ily ewareeny eshams

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Let me in 22

Its super duper long! So I hope no one complains :p 

Enjoy 

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Dania's point of view

I couldn't sleep, it took me more than 30 mins I THINK. I couldn't fiddle with my phone because I was trapped in Abdulrahman's arms all I did was breath. It was so dark too. I gave up of course and I slept. 

....: Daniaa... daniaa

I woke up to someone calling my name and moving strands of my hair away from my face.

Me: ana 36alt ma 3ndy jam3a khala9 latga3dony bas 

Abdulrahman: goumayy yuba wallah bas el adweya... Hahah yallah gomay

I woke up immediately half shocked half asleep, Helen wakes me up to take my meds well she's not here anymore.

I woke up thinking about both of them and I starred at the wall right in front of the bed, Abdulrahman left the room in his boxers. And came back with my meds and a glass of water.

I crossed my legs under the duvet and Abdulrahman sat right in front of me and started pushing out the pills from their packs. 

Abdulrahman: samay 

He held his hands out with the pills and one with the glass of water.

Me: bsmellah 

He stood put and left the pharmacy tray on the bedside table and kissed my forehead

Abdulrahman: namay tawenas 7 el9b7 ana baro7 eldawam n6reni 3al ghada 

I didn't bother replying honestly I was sleepy and all I wanted that moment was a pillow and a blanket! 

But he was fiddling around in the room and so I decided to stare at him, he shaved and showered, then came back to put on his dishdasha and ghitra. 

Then it hit me, will this last?  

I slept after Abdulrahman slammed the apartment door shut and woke up when I heard hard slaps on the apartment door!! 

I sat up with my heart beating soo fast, I was so scarred I didn't know who to call or if I should get up to see who's there. 

I started reading what I've memorized from the Quran as I slowly walking to the door! 

Me: bsmellah (I whispered to myself as I held the door-handle)

I was so shocked to see that the door won't open!! Then I remembered! 

As we got married Abdulrahman and I had this deal that when we leave we lock the door and when we enter we lock just to be on the safe side! And he definitely forgot that I lost my key! 

Me: mnoo? 

....: Danii u open door I bring your tings! 

Me: waaay Helen u scarred me! I don't have keys why are u here! 

Helen: Ur haasband he call he say to bring clothes por u! 

I laid my back against the door and smiled automatically, that was cute! 

Me: just leave them and he has keys when he comes he bring them inside 

Helen: majnooon ur hasband he lock door on u I tell nawap nasser 

Me: nooo Helen i will kill u! 

Helen: joookingg joking okk I go hab to make machbous

Me: okay byee thaankuu 

I went over to the couch then started to imagine myself putting makeup on and looking gorgeous with a hot casual outfit. 

Then I remembered my door was locked and I literally had no choice other than Abdulrahman's closet!! 

I huffed and puffed and decided to go shower and put my hair in a bun and wear his bathrobe till he comes, and as I was switching the TV the door was unlocked and my hubby (I guess) came in! 

Abdulrahman: esalam w 3alaiikom 

I ignored and starred at the TV.

He came and sat next to me and laid his back and tried side-hugging me! 

Abdulrahman: ta3baaan

Me: a7san. 

Abdulrahman: afaa! (he said as he pulled the bathrobe and making me fall right beside him)   

Me: 3ayall tagfil bab esheqa wana dakhl!!! (I crossed my arms) wakhrr

Abdulrahman: laaaahh! 

Abdulrahman started laughing, ana sakta an6ra ekhali9

Abdulrahman: wallaah ra7 3an balii... Ta3alay Helen yabatlich aghrath?

Me: mara7 ard 3alaik! Gafel elbab 3alay o ekalmny chna momsawyy shay 

Abdulrahman: eee shno ya3ny ka entay labsa roubyy ana maglt shay o ams labsa hdomy

I gave him that WTH stare with my eyes ready to pop out! 

Me: lala entaa momin9ijik (wegaft mn elqanafa o tkha9art jdama) 

Me: elyoum etha ma ksartly elbab yawaiiilik... Tara awal ana thya3t mfta7 o oboy yab najar kesara 

Abdulrahman: maby elbab ydeed 7asafa 3alaih 

Me: yasalaaam! 

I went to our apartment door to look for my stuff and found them behind the couch. Then I sat back with the duffel bag trying to see what she got.

I started pulling out the stuff out, there was 2 underwear sets, a sleeveless night gown that barely covered my butt and a dress that I usually wear when I go out for dinner with heels, except Hellen prepared them with Manolo's last but not least my toilet bag and makeup! The dress was sleeveless too!

I looked down so depressed and turned around to see Abdulrahman starring right back at me.

Me: wadny elbayt

Abdulrahman: laish enshallah 

Me: maby hal ashya2 Helen bkaifha mnagya

Abdulrahman: ana gayelaha t76 chethy

Me: abdulraahmaaaan! 

Abdulrahman: elyoum nro7 nshtry

Me: ya3ny el7in shalbis! Ana bl bayt tshof ako shay appropriate and comfortable! 

My eyes got watery and I got so shy because I didn't want him to see what I didn't want to wear either! I don't know why or how I became weak when I am around him! 

I got up quickly and walked to his room took out a shirt of his and went back to the bed.

Abdulrahman's Point Of View 

Dani was so emotional and I had zero energy to make an effort honestly, its all because of her hormones being all over the place

Gmt 3gbha o r7t 5thayt shower o r7t laha elghurfa eb fo6a 3ala 59ry la2ana malgayt el robe maly. Awal ma tla7aft la7atht enha she was hugging a pillow, ba3dain sema3t 9out ba6in yoo3aaan! Shft el wagt o tthakart eny gayelaha abe akl ghada weyaha! 

Abdulrahman: laish myaw3a baby-ee klshy yaby ta36ena fahma (36ayt'ha khaza) 

Dania: (I starred back) 

Abdulrahman: badlay yallah wallah you3an 

Dania's Point Of View

I decided to get up and wear what Helen got me and see if he's the jealous type, kinda testing him. 

Me: okay

Took me 45 mins to get ready, did I mention that Helen forgot to pack a bag :/ 

Abdulrahman was ready in 15 mins or 20, he went downstairs to see his parents while I got dressed!

I gave him a call and we met by his car, he saw me in the car and gave me a stare.

Sawayt rou7y mashft enathra 

Me: wain bnro7

Abdulrahman: Madry Arabella e7temal Ora aw Katsuya

6ab3an eb Arabella I felt so insecure, I didn't want to bother Abdulrahman with any guy starring but at the same time I felt awkward just holding a phone and nothing else.

We ate at Katsuya, Abdulrahman ordered his favs and we shared, I couldn't eat most of the dishes. I felt that I was inches from vomiting so I went to the bathroom and stayed there for 5 full minutes hoping the waiter took the food away already! When I came back Abdulrahman was waiting for the bill! 

We walked to the parking and a clot was already making its way out of my mouth and right onto the floor so close to Abdulrahman's car! I held his hand while I did and he quickly started massaging my back.

Abdulrahman: maykhalifff maykhaliff

He quickly unlocked the door and took out a tissue box, helped me in the car and called security to swipe the floors and came back. 

I looked the other way as he made his way back to me and placed a bag just under my legs. 

Me: abe aro7 baytna

Abdulrahman: enshallah mn 3yony bas etha nzalat dam3a mn 3ainich brdich baytna

I felt like a baby, he drove to my house and called my brothers they said they were there and are waiting for us for tea. 

As I was quite starring outside the window, reading the signs around the 4th ding road. Abdulrahman made me jump out of my seat as he touched my belly!

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Let me in 21

I looked at him with pure innocent shocked eyes my face as pink as radishes

Abdulrahman: bagolich shay, tara ana ma7b ashof sha59 a7ba za3lan o maygoly shfeeh

My eyes started getting watery I don't know whyy! However the strong inner self decided to show up

Me: latgoly hal kalam please... Because I know it won't last, you're just saying it to soothe me

I looked down at my hands and started fiddling with my wedding ring

Abdulrahman: 7abeeebty wallah entay fahma ghala6 wallah 

As soon as he said "7abeebty" my eyes teared and I pressed my hands over my ears not wanting to hear what he's saying.

He sat up straight pulling me up with him and hugging me tight as I was on his lap as hard and stiff as a rock! 

Abdulrahman: 6al3ay elyy bgalbich kelaa baba mo zain chethy matgolinly shfeech 

I slowly wiped away my tears and decided to speak up. 

Me: may9eer tgoly t7bny because you don't show it and you're never around 3ashan agolik shay a9lan

Abdulrahman: 7agch 3alaay... B3d shno?

Me: shlon tgool enta t7bny o enta a9lan tzawajtny 3ashan 3my o 5alty mo 3ashan tabeni a9eer mrtik, wetha mataby hal shay tara oho mo qaseb o ana ma7b shakh9 ynjeber feeni 

Abdulrahman suddenly laughed out loudly and tilted his head backwards and gave his forehead a hard hit as he laughed hysterically, I was so shocked that rude asshole! I was pouring my heart out and ALL HE DID WAS LAUGH...

I gave him a very cold "how rude" stare with my lips parting not knowing what to say at all 

I definitely did not expect him to laugh

Abdulrahman: wallah yananteni 

Me: wakher edik please bgoum 

Abdulrahman: maby ma khla9t 

Me: shnoo yahl ana mg3dny chethy o gbl shway tdaldighny wallah tara 3omry 20 okk

Abdulrahman: wsaaalim galbhom ily 3mrhom 20 (and he pinched my cheeks)! Awalaan 7ajiya ana ma7ad eb hal bayt yaqsebny 3ala shay ana mnageech (wink) 

Me: eee mashallah b3d 3ala kl hal bnaat ily etdaris'hom akeed btlgalik wa7da 

He looked at me shocked with questioning eyes 

Abdulrahman: Dania 

Me: mmm

Abdulrahman: intay ma tathkreeni? 

Me: shlon ansa il class kan r3b bnsba leyy 

Abdulrahman: ayy class! Ana atkalam 3an awal youm shftich feeeh

Me: eee bl jam3a! 

Abdulrahman: la2 intay shaklich nasya! 

His mobile rang and interrupted our talk, it was Shaikha 

He answered and kept the phone on speaker 

Abdulrahman: khaiir yuba mo 3aib daga n9 elail? 

Shaikha: lo tfkoona mn hwaaashkom chan ma dgaina! Omy tgool 5ff 3al bnaya latg3ad et9are5 o tkaf5 feeha tara mo e5tik bnt nas

Abdulrahman: wallah 3ad mrty o kaiify lo a6ba5ha machbous mo shghlkom

Shaikha: (shaikha let out the shocked scarred voice) and hang up

I was enjoying how Abdulrahman was playing along and tried so hard to hold my laugh so she couldn't hear me. 

Abdulrahman: ashoof stanastay 

Me: 7abeebty shaikha 

Abdulrahman: shno 9rtaw rab3? Mamdakom wallah 

Me: at least she's around when I need her...

I said as I pushed myself off of his thighs to land on my feet 

Me: ana banam t3abt 

Abdulrahman: t9b7een 3ala khair 

Me: wnt mn ahla

I was walking to my room hoping that he would reach there before me, grab my arm and tell me please don't go stay here with me lets fall asleep on the couch but was that gonna happen?

I held the doorknob and twisted it, but the door was locked! 

Me: Mmm wain mfta7 el ghurfa! 

Abdulrahman: madry ana mn rja3t o elghurfa magfola! 

Me: ok great o ana madry wain mfta7y a9lan 

Abdulrahman: dawreeh

Me: mathkr wain 76ayta Abdulrahhhmaaan 

Abdulrahman: khala9 yuba namay eb dary  bacher ndawr la2ana 7ata ana dikht o bacher dawam 36ayt wayed offs abe akhal9 el manhaj! 

I stood there giving him the "you definitely out of your mind" look with my hands on my hips.

Abdulrahman: take it or leave it, you have no choice 

I went to his room to check out the environment in there I guess, his bed is smaller! And narrower, how am I gonna be able to sleep like that. Aahhh

I came out to the living room again as I saw him gathering his belongins

Me: Abdulrahman 

Abdulrahman: shfeech 

Me: ma3ndy pj's

Abdulrahman: ba6lay elkabat o shoufelich shay 

I went back and all his weekend tops and pj tops literally got to half my thighs! It's too short to be wearing that around him and his shorts were too huge they fell off of my waist. I felt like crying right there! Then as I sat on his bed changing into the shirt I unbuttoned my dress that I wore yesterday to the hospital and as I was sliding the shirt on he came in! WITHOUT KNOCKING 

Me: wayy 6ig el babbbb 

Abdulrahman: kaify baity ma a6g elbab ebayty o darrry ba3ad (e7awl e6aferha)

Me: yasallaam 

I quickly covered myself with his duvet and waited for him to get dressed for bed so I can lay down and sleep. He took off his dishdasha and walked to his side of the bed in his extra tight boxers and slid in bed. Omg I hate him freakin' put on a shirt before I murder you! Maan that perfect muscled body.

Abdulrahman's point of view:

6ab3an g6ayt klshay'ha bdarha o gfalt el bab o elmfta7 5shaita eb bouky, o el7mdellah el56a meshat bl saleeem * sharbika* 

Abdulrahman: fe a7ad e'3arig rou7a b 3 mokhaaad?  

Me: wa7da 7ag rasy o wa7da eedy o thaltha bain reely laish tabehom? Ana shft'hom bl arth

Abdulrahman: la yuba 7lalich, 6afay el lait ako switch wara el komedeena 

Dania mataby tanzl mn el frash wathe7 msta7ya mn el tshirty ely momgha6y shay, thab7ha el7aya. 6ab3an temaqe6at o bl yallah w9elat switch el lait awal ma sma3t el click o 6fa el lait 7sayt ena she lost her balance 

G3adt mn sad7ty el muree7a o bsr3a gthabt'ha mn kh9rha 3ashan mat6ee7 

Abdulrahman: haaaa shfeech! 

6ab3an msakt ba6nha, o elbloza w9alt ergobat'ha zain ma 6gatny eny masik'ha

Dania: ahh I lost balance mashkour

Abdulrahman: la yuba 7yach bas shway shway 

Awal ma nsad7at bas ga3da o tetgalab many gader aghamith kl ma aghamith asma3 9out ela ehya galba o da3sa m5ada eb 9oub. 

Madayt eedi 9oubha s7abt awal mkhada ely lamat'ha o garabt ana 9oub'ha, o s7abt ely bain reelha o 7a6ayt reely mokanha. Lamayt'ha o asma3 dagat galbha o nfas'ha kan 3ala sadry o wath7 jdan enha khayfa o mt3ajba mny.

I whispered to calm her heartbeats and innerself questions.

Abdulrahman: az3ajteni wayed tet7rkain bas namay 

And just like that she rested her head on my shoulder while my head was on a pillow, she was so tiny compared to me. I breathed in her scented shampoo and slept comfortably for the first time in many years...

- Madliar

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Abdulrahman: bsmellah era7man elra7eem shfeech

He headed to the door 

 

Abdulrahman: banady el doctor

Me: abdulrahman... Eedik kanat barda

I think I whispered and thank God he heard it

Abdulrahman: kl hatha kan goosebumps?? 

 

He widened his dark brown almond shaped eyes at me. He walked over and sat on Shaikha's chair looking up towards my eye and holding my palm

Abdulrahman: asef bas khtara3t 3abaly jist shay o bdaitay tet7awilain khft mrty ga3da tet7awaaal 7ag shay tadreen ba3ad 5ayaly wasi3 

He was so serious at the beginning that as soon as I heard his joke, I started laughing along with him and pinching his arm as that was all I could've done. I think this was the first time ever that he ever made me laugh. I decided to forget what I've heard a few days ago and try live happily till it lasts. As I thought of it as a chance just to forget what I've been through. 

Abdulrahman's Point of View:

The sun was setting, Dania was asleep I got up to pray, I also thanked God for the baby growing in my Wife's tummy since the chaos in her room stole that thought away. She woke up just as I was folding the praying carpet.

Dania: taqabal allah

Abdulrahman: mna o mnch 9al7 la3mal tabin asa3dch o t9aleen?

Dania: eee law sama7t

Abdulrahman: mn3youny 

Yany e7sas ely ga3d a7rej Dania bas magedart amsk el romanceya ely bdakhly fa laish la2

Dania: mashkour 

We did and of course while she was asleep I asked the nurse to get us the meds she needed and I got the directions of each pill written on the box. I then asked the doctor to take her home tonight, he just made sure she ate well and lived her life normally. 

I helped her out of the lousy hospital dress and into her own, she made me shut my eyes again. I pushed her out of the hospital signing the papers by reception and out to the valet. Shaikha took Dania's car back home. My S Class parked at the entrance as I swung the passenger door open and pushed the wheelchair closer. 

Dania's Point of View:

Today I was his queen his princess his everything, thank God he didn't try carrying me out of the hospital! Really he was such a gentlemen, I on the other hand felt as If I were the luckiest wifey. 

He helped with the seatbelt! Adjusted my seat and fixed it to be as flat as possible for me to lay down. And well he shut the door and sat in his seat to drive us back home. 

The whole way back I was fiddling with the drip plaster, that nurse was definitely not delicate when pulling the plastic needle out.

Abdulrahman: chnha 3awrtich wehya tsheela 

Me: laa its fine 

Abdulrahman: klha cham youm o et9eer omorich zayy el3asal *wink* 

Me: heheh enshallah

 

I was feeling so dizzy, so I just closed my eyes as I was driven back home.

Abdulrahman's point of view 

Makent abe Dania tnam madry bas knt 7as abe ag3ad weyaha o asoulif o chethy. Bs namat 3la 6oul o ana ma7eb aga3d o athayeg a7ad bnoumta. We9alna o Dania ma g3dat, 3adatan bas adsh el freeej tfz o tg3ad! Shlt'ha o 76ayt kl el chyas eb 7thn'ha. Shayl reesha 6ab3an 

Dania's head got to Abdulrahman's shoulder, she was petite and the food she eats evaporates or maybe dissolves into water or something. So she was light and he can easily carry her.

Dania's point of view:

I found myself on the couch covered with my "Dania" quilt, my meds were on the tea table. I grabbed the bag and Abdulrahman was fiddling around in his room... I could hear him.

I have a really bad habit of reading about each med prescribed to me before actually using it, and so being myself I did this time as well

Every pill I read about was related to pain, sleep and supplements that are used during pregnancy!

I quickly searched period tracker on my phone and pressed on the icon as I prayed and shut my eyes hoping that this is a false alarm. 

Checked period tracker and found that my period was 9 days late 

Thoughts scenes and ideas started rushing through my heavy head as I realized that in 9 months I'd have a baby, but I'm a baby myself... A baby carrying her own baby

Then I burst out crying

  

Abdulrahman's footsteps started getting closer to where I was

Abdulrahman: daa-niaa shfeech!

Me: **crying** (totally ignoring his existence) 

All I thought at that moment was get out of my way you caused this! AND IM NOT READY FOR IT

Then I thought heyy do people Pms when their preganant! All I know is that my hormones are OUT of place so that's probably Pms or its' brother

I felt really sorry for Abdulrahman ever since we got married he was always put in a situation where I cried and he doesn't know how to help calm me down.

Abdulrahman: DAAN-IAAA *he shouted with gritted teeth and fuming eyes*

I started breathing quickly, looking at him straight in the eye with droplets of tears streaming down my cheeks. Waiting for him to speak I just stood there

Abdulrahman: etha feee shay mthaygich golily!!! KHALAA9 Ga6a3taay galby bachy madry shasawy mthl ma hal 7ayat ydeeda 3alaich ham ana ydeeeda 3alay!! Ard mn elsfaar algaach sad7eenich bl mostashfa! Golilyy ta7achayy sbo3aaain ta5theeen adweya mn waray o tgolinly 7asasiyaaa MN BAAAAI'9 !!! 

I started melting towards the floor grabbing on the closest living room chair and slowly sat on it.

Abdulrahman: أستغفر الله...اللهم طولج يا روح

And with that Abdulrahman stormed out of the apartment. 

I started using the meds the doctor prescribed and made myself a healthy dinner after doing some research on what not to eat and what to eat. Don't blame me I'm 2 months apart from being a 21 year old! Plus I didn't see it coming AT ALL! 

I called Helen and told her, she raised me after my own parents, she had to know. She was so happy, she wanted to move in with me! Lol

I decided not to tell Sabacha nor Dalooya, surprising them is better. And well my brothers and Noufa will know when I visit them.

I had dinner and rented a movie to watch on Abdulrahman's iTV. I watched Remember Me. Well maybe half of it

I then woke up as the cast was rolling up, to my shock Abdulrahman was on the other longer side of our L shaped living room. His quilt over him and his eyes shut. I looked at him with my guilty self, as why I keep snapping at this poor guy. 

Me: Abdulrahman abdulrahmaan abdulrahman abdulraahmaaaan....

Every time I call out his name I wait 15 seconds in between to do so again but he wouldn't wake up.

I was FED UP So I started tickling his waist and belly area till I saw his lips forming the smile I've rarely seen.

Me: shouuf 3ad ma9a5t'ha kl hatha 3ashan aga3dik mn nouma *continues tickling *

Abdulrahman held my waist up from the floor! From were I sat beside him to wake him and pulled me up on his tummy, I was shocked so I just froze as he lifted me on top of him!

Abdulrahman: shoufaaaay 3AAD ANA ELAAA EL TEDELDIGHH MAAAA AT7AMELAA 

and he started tickling me! 

3ad ana ma3roufa la7ad ejeeesny 7ata gabl la e76on eeedhom mokan ely edaldighny ana a9are5. 

Me: BAAAAAS WALLAAAH MAAAGDAAR (I screamed with a few kicks here and there)

All that and he was laid down btw.

Abdulrahman: GOULAAY ATOUUUB! 

Me: bssss aahhh wal lah 

Abdulrahman: btgooolin walaa  shlooon!! (Still tickling!) 

Me: Atouuuubbb aaaahhh khlaa9 

And he just held my pelvis straight at his face, one of my legs bent and the other dangling by the couch. My hair all over the place and I started to catch my breathe slowly as he shot me with the sexiest smile ever admiring the human being over his belly.

After the daydreams that raced through his brain, It got me shy I started to slowly get off of him. But he held my waist and pulled me back to my spot.

Abdulrahman: obb wain ray7a ma khala9t 

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-Madliar 

حسبي الله و نعم الوكيل

I'm sure that everyone has heard about the ISIS explosion at the Imam Al Sadeq Mosque. Everytime I hear, speak, read about anything related to it i get goosebumps. How can a normal human being wake up in the morning, know that he's gonna die and kill other people with him do such crime. 

May their souls rest in peace and may the ones hurt recover. 

This is obviously not an Islamic or humane group of people, not one religion around the world asks for its unions to kill innocent people that are at a Mosque praying. Mosques should make them feel safe emotionally and physically but instead their lives ended there. 

I really hope this tragic death doesn't take place anywhere else in the world. I loved how everyone here in Kuwait got united with one another showing their brothers and sisters that they do not accept such acts. Also, the neighboring countries for their condolences.

Peace be with you,

Madliar

Let me in 19

Abdulrahman's Point of View

I was in a hurry, I honestly felt bad that I cared less about the new life I got myself into. It's not that I hate it, I just had other necessities that came first.

 I've been consulting this company of a really close friend of mine that I knew back in Uni. This company felt like a growing baby to both us! Legally it was his, between us he's the founder and I'm the co- founder. I loved working for it, day and night whenever any idea buzzed through my busy head. 

So, those are just some habits that seem to be affecting my marriage.

I really wanted to have the company working well before I settle, marry and have a family of my own. However, my mother insisted that she was getting old and she wanted grandchildren! My partner Bader has 4 kids and well he's as old as I am. I guess my mom is jealous! Hah

I quickly rushed in the hospital leaving my S class at the entrance as if I, myself had an emergency. 

The reception desks were right in front of me, so I walked over to check which way to go!

Abdulrahman: esallamah w3alaikom... 7bayt a3arf ghurfat Dania Nael Al.... ?

Receptionist: please wait sir as I check for you

Another guy barged in between, wearing a doctor's scrub and well a white lab jacket.

Doctor: Dania Nael? 

Abdulrahman: eee

Doctor: tfathal ma3ay elmaktab ana doctorha... He's with me its fine thanks (assuring the receptionist) 

I followed him through the halls as he spoke about Dania's symptoms.

Doctor: 6ab3an ehya yatly wayeha me9far, o 6labt mnha ta7aleel gabl klshay glt at2akad shno feeha gabl ay dwa akteba laha, o mthl mat3arf el bnt qa9ir o s2alt 3an waly amrha o galaw msafir fa ana na6rik o lat7aty mako ela elkhair....tfathal 

I never nodded this much my entire life! Nodding as I walked after the Doctor!

We got to his office this walk was as if I'd gone hiking on Mount Everest, felt like forever till we got to his office! 

Abdulrahman: dam fathlik 

Doctor: elmohim mthl ma gtlik ehy qa9ir fa momkin ethbat 3elaqtik eb Dania etha sama7t

Abdulrahman: 6ab3an! 

I rushed through my phone looking for our marriage papers then I showed him the screen capture and he started giving me info. 

Doctor: Dania yat elyoum t3ani mn ... Ely fhamta mnha enha makhtha overdosage ( My eyeballs were about to pop out of my eye) of some painkiller pills which is bad for her so we've done some blood tests and she's on a drip which should be done by now  

He said glancing at his clock!

Ana sakit chna wa7ed 9akny 96ar 3aly asm3a mn el doctor

Doctor: hathy el blood tests tawha 6al3a mn el lab o glt chan taby tshof'ha gablha o tara ghurfat Dania 28 just down the hall

Abdulrahman: etha mumkin doctor

He passed me the envelope and I pulled out the papers and started reading, I traced every row to the average and breathed out relaxed as the results I passed through were normal. By the end of the column there was the allergy tests and the pregnancy test. 

Pregnancy + 

Allergy -

I automatically smiled! And tilted my head towards the doctor and handed him the paper.

He read through and congratulated me as I got up thanked him and shook his hand to walk out of the office.

Doctor: you can keep it! 

Khthayt lewrga o gmt

Madry shfeeny stanast wayed enha hathy kelha enshallah tkoun a3ra'9 pregnancy o mo shay thany.

6ab3an mstanis raye7 laih ghurfat Dania o awal ma we9alt aba6l elbab n9edamt b9out 9ya7 o lain we9alt el7mdellah mo shay chayed! Kanat lel2asaf Dania mraj3a (tkremun) o kanat tabchy wegaft mask lawrag beedi chfast'hom o g6ayt'hom blzbala o yatly Shaikha tsaserny hzayt rasy o ehy 6la3at '9laina ana o Dania o el nurses cleaning the mess. 

Dania's Point of View

Abdulrahman: ham ams makla bai'9?

He has always been weird with everything that escapes those full lips, is it that he doesn't think before he speaks, I'm not sure! So I don't want to know what he meant...

Abdulrahman: mako ela elkhair enshallah mafeech shay bas 9eray qaweya o trdeen elbayt 

A9lan hnee awnas mn elbayt

Shit looked better than my face today, I think. 

Abdulrahman was being all romantic, rubbing my back, fixing the headband shaikha got me, I felt like his baby. 

The nurse came to change my hospital dress. 

Abdulrahman: I'll do it and wait to take the other one please! 

He took the new dress, I was eager to see what he was planning on doing, since I've only been naked once with him on our wedding night! 

Abdulrahman was trying to make me lean forwards to he can pull the laces that held the dress together. But I kept my body hard and stiff so he couldn't do anything at all.

I really can be a devil sometimes.

Me: wakhr ana agdar abdl bro7y 

I gave him a look by looking up to his face, with my Christmas red eyes and wet eye lashes. 

Abdulrahman: etha tst7een basaker 3ainy bas khaleeni amsiklich eyah

Me: ma ast7y bas mabeek tshof 

Abdulrahman: khalas yuba glna bnqamith 

His tone got higher and he was obviously fed up

So I let him do it, and as he promised to keep his eyes closed, and of course I had to check if they really were and they sadly were...

As he got to the part where he had to tie the back laces into ribbons his cold hand touched my warm backbone and I got shivers that shook my upper body... Abdulrahman moved back scarred, he jumped half a step backwards! 

I get these shivers a lot! They're just like goosebumps yet there's stronger body motion along with them. 

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مبارك عليكم شهر رمضان لا تنسون ان شهر عبادة، ساعه لكم و ساعه لربكم

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Let me in 18

I headed back to the city with Bishr and Helen! We passed by the pharmacy to get some pain-killers since mine were gone. 

Two days passed and I've been visiting the spa for massages, it was so relaxing the lady was so gentle, there was sometimes where I actually fell asleep while at it!

Sunday night I asked Nasser to take me back to my place. 

I called Abdulrahman's younger sister Shaikha and she came to my apartment to hang out.

Shaikha: shno tshofin tv shows ma wedy ashof filim

Me: wallah ashoof wayed bas aghlabhom khale9aw bas shoufay eb iTV abdulrahman 7a6 ashya2 

Shaikha: laaaish tsameeen okhoy Abdulrahman *and she started laughing hysterically*

Me: haw 3ayaal shasameeh 

Shaikha: *still dying from laughter* 7aamanii mo abdulrahman 

Me: kaify ana basameeh Abdulrahman, 76elena shay nshoofa yallah! 

Shaikha: okk 7atan Julia tsameeh 7amanii 

Me: ana ghair *and i winked* 

She started Scandal we watched 2 episodes and then we started yawning so we headed to my room, I told her to sleepover since she was the youngest daughter and she has no one to hang-out with at home! 

As the clock stroke 4am I started twirling trying to find the comfiest position to sleep with the ugly pain. I couldn't, I fell asleep as I got really dizzy and sleepy. Then I would suddenly sit up from the pain around my back and abdomen! This happened at least 3 times, the last time Shaikha woke up scarred!  

I started crying, I had no idea what that is and the meds the doctor proscribed were not helping at all! 

Shaikha: smellaaah 3alaich Daniaa shfeech 

Me: abe aro7 el6abeeb shaikha please *i said between the sobs* 

Shaikha: anady oboy ewadeena? 

Me: lala entay 

Shaikha: ok gomay bakhth shay mn hdomich o bayeblich shay sarre3!

I nodded as she got up and wore an appropriate outfit and got me a dress she grabbed my bag and our phones and we left for the hospital at 6 am!

At every bump on the road I would get uncomfortable not knowing which area to grab to ease the pain.

We got to the hospital and to the emergency room and the doctor came in to diagnose me. 

 

Shaikha's Point of View

I left Dania with the doctor and started calling Abdulrahman I know its 7 in the morning in Dubai, but he had to know! 

However, he didn't pick up! 

Dania: dr madry shno feeni el 3awar masik thahry magdar anam .... Khthayt wayed pain killers mo rathy efech 

I stood by the door my arms crossed worried! 

Doctor: shkether makhtha 7boub o shno khthaytay bthab6 

Dania: 9arly sbou3 wana akhth Advil 

Doctorr: cham blyoum 

Dania: doctor eb youmain khla9t 1 box 

Doctor: shnooo 

The doctor stood up he was so shocked, his reaction was scary!! 

Suddenly the nurses came, they had Dania lay down on the bed and I followed they took us to a room and the doctor came along! 

Shaikha: doctor sh9ayer 

Doctor: lazm akhleeha hnee makhtha wayed 7boub hal pain killer enas matakhtha chethy! 

Shaikha: doctor ehy kanat wayed tet2alam ma namat elyoum klshway tfz 

Doctor: lazm a76 3alaiha drip b3d shway, la2ana 9ayer 3ndaha over dose! Awal shay basawy ta7aleel, 3gba el drip! Ehya ekhtich? 

Shaikha: la mrt okhoy o rayelh msafer 

Doctor: oboha mawjod? 

Shaikha: oboha mtwafy, rayelha yrja3 elyoum elthuhr 

Doctor: ana basawy ely agdar 3alaih lakin lazm el ta7aleel gabl klshay 3ashan a3arf 7alat'ha el97ya el drip ely ba76a bas eqwy edawra eldamaweya 3gb el pain killers o 3elaj el alam ekon ba3dain 

Shit Dania entay shmsawyaa eb 3umrich 

Shaikha: ok mashkour doctor

Dania's Point of View

Shaikha came and sat by my side, she held my hand and started reading verses from the Quran.

Me: sorry shaikha 

Shaikha: shhh wala klma namay entay ana hnee ga3da.

I looked at her and mouthed "thankyou" as I tried to close my eyes.

They came for blood tests then they attached the hospital drips to my veins. The doctor came in and asked for "the husband" to be here to see the blood tests results. Apparently, I'm not legal I guess...

Shaikha was so pissed, my phone rang just that second! 

Me: mno shayoukh? 

Shaikha: Abdulrahman

Me: rday 

She answered and gave me the phone! 

Me: laaa shayoukh entaay kalmeeh *pushing her hand away* 

Shaikha: okk .... Aloo 7amanii ....7mdellaah 3salamah...Dania ma3ay... Bmustashfa eseef...

Shaikha gave me back my phone: ambaih sada bwayhy 

Me: eee la2anch 9arga3teeh 

Shaikha: ba3ad shloon tabeeni agolaa hala 7uby ta3al e7na ga3deen ntsawag bl mostashfa 

Me: hahahaha law sama7tay hatha rayly 7uby 7ag raylich el mostaqbaly 

Ely ysma3ny begoul we're love birds... Who was I kidding

Shaikha: mabeeeh wee 7alalich 

Me: hehehe... Shayoukh zba--laa- 

And Shaikha was 5 seconds late I vomited all over the bed and it was dripping over the floor. I started crying and Shaikha called the nurses, the place looked disgusting. 

Because I was the luckiest girl on earth NOT Abdulrahman came in with the nurses. 

Abdulrahman was so shocked he stood by the door not knowing what to do. 

Shaikha went to his side and whispered something to his ear, he nodded and came to my side, I was crying with my hands over my face and the nurses on the other side trying to wipe the dirt away. 

Abdulrahman hugged my head and pulled me to his chest, and literally hugged my face. He didn't care one bit what would happen to his clothes.

Abdulrahman: ham ams makla bai'9? 

I looked up to his see his face with a huge question mark over my head...  

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Hello,

Im really sorry, I accidentally skipped a post and I just realized that, so I just added it in, its the 15th one so re-read 14 to 17 to fully understand what went on! 

Thankyou, 

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Let me in 15

Honeymooner's Suite...

I was literally about to die from the level of shyness I was in, don't ask, my phone was switched off, I was awake before him and I didn't want to wake him up. So I pretended to be asleep.

About 20 mins later I could hear him yawning and pushing the covers away. He went to the bathroom and turned the tap on and started showering. I decided to get up and not expect romantic actions from him. I started to gather my things from yesterday to make the room look tidier. 

He came out with a towel around his hips and another tiny towel trying to dry his hair with.

Abdulrahman: Dania

Me: na3am? 

Abdulrahman: an3am allah 3alaich... Tara elyoum bnro7 elbayt seeda 3gb 9alat el thuher 

Me:  bntaragag hnee 9a7

Abdulrahman: eee ryoug akeed 

There was no honeymoon spot for us, Abdulrahman had registered for the summer course this year and well Ramadhan was coming up. 

I left the things and got up to shower, then I prayed and changed because as I was done Abdulrahman had his Dishdasha on with Ghitra and shoes!! He was chilling on the couch watching the news. 

I got dressed and dried and curled my hair and applied bebe cream, eye makeup and lipstick and wore my dress and heels, then wore my pendant with earrings and walked out to where he was to buckle up the suitcases.

 

He got up and came over to me in a split second

Abdulrahman: 3nch...ana asakirha

Seconds later the doorbell rang and the concierge was here to take our luggage. 

We headed to the hotel's private breakfast room that was set especially for us, however they only had eggs and pancakes and I don't eat either but today I did, I didn't want to be the annoying picky wife.

Then we headed to the lobby. Abdulrahman's car was a Mercedes S class with black interior, the porter placed the bags in the trunk and opened the door for me as Abdulrahman drove off, we went to his parents house, where our apartment was. 

We went upstairs first to unpack.

Their driver helped Abdulrahman to carry the bags up and i walked after then with the carry on that had all my jewelry from last night!

As soon as we stepped in, Abdulrahman took my bag to our room and his bag to the other room which was locked the whole time I came to renovate the apartment before the wedding... I was confused.

Suddenly I started feeling uncomfortable so I power walked to the bathroom and started throwing up! ... THE EGGS FROM BREAKFAST  I thought

Ever since I was little I always cried when I threw up...

I started crying after I washed my face and sat on the side of the bathtub, my head dug into my hands.

Then I heard footsteps stomping towards my room and a knock on the door. 

Abdulrahman: Dania? Feech shay? Mumkin adkhal? 

I slowly calmed myself down

Me: la2 

10 seconds later he barged in! And came close to me...

I lifted my head up and the last pair of tears escaped my eyes

Abdulrahman: sh9ar Dania 

Me: ma 9ar shay * I wiped away my tears* 

Ever since my mother past away I never shed tears for anything, I also thought I can promise myself not to cry in front of anyone.

Stepped to his left and passed him to get to the sink... My eyeliner and mascara were all over the place! That's why he asked "sh9ar"  I thought. Lol

I washed my face he left the bathroom and I fixed my makeup

Then, I opened the suitcase and started putting back my gown and other necessities where they belong in our room, or maybe my room. Then I took out my jewelry and I didn't know where I can hide that. 

I went out looking for him.

Me: Abdulrahman? 

Abdulrahman: Hala 

Me: wain a76 mojawharaty 

He ignored and came near my door

Omg wth that's so weird

He went through to the walk-in closet and pulled one of the doors open. Then he made a path through my long dresses cabinet and I was surprised to see a mini room in there! It had luxury drawers and hooks and ring holders, watch holders, earrings... You name it! 

Me: mashkour ma tga9er 

Abdulrahman: 7ayach

And as he was about to leave he bumped into me because the exit was so tiny and the room was 1mX1.5m full of shelves! 

Abdulrahman: Dania

As he peeked back in the room

I looked at him waiting for him to say what he had to say 

Abdulrahman: passcode el bab 5,5,2015

This was the date we officially became husband and wife

At least that's cute right?

Madry laish bas a7b hal ashya2 el basee6a laman yathkerha shakh9 ana 76atla ahamya eb 7ayaty 7asayt ena ana mohema lah....

Dania: okay 

He left and I continued organizing, it took about 30 mins then I went back to the living room where he was. 

Abdulrahman: omy tdg tgol jehazich moghlaq? 

Dania: ee nsayt I switch it back on 

Gmt 3ashan ayeeba

Abdulrahman: ehya na6rat'na ta7at 

Dania: enshallah el7in nanzl

I switched my phone back on and put it on silent as we left our apartment and went through the connecting door downstairs, we had a separate door to our apartment as well.

We were looking for his mother but she wasn't inside.

I looked through the window and saw her outside by the pool drinking tea. 

Me: tara khalty bara 

He went out and I followed of course

Abdulrahman: esalam w 3alaikom hala yuma 

OmAbdulrahman: hala b7abayby el ma3arees

He kissed her forehead and I did too

Me: hala feech khalty 

She started chatting and of course talking about last night, and in between the talks with my mother in-law my phone kept ringing 

First it was Sabacha then Helen then both my brothers! 

I didn't want to interrupt the conversation with Abdulrahman's mom! It would be rude.

Everytime they called and my phone buzzed I would press the volume button to avoid the vibration and of-course after Nawaf's call which was the last of them ... I felt Abdulrahman's stares and avoided them

Let me in 17

I can hear his voice getting closer to where I stood, my eyes were tearing and I covered my mouth so they won't hear my breathing

Abdulrahman: el7in 7ataan 7ayaty bt3almony shlon a3eeesh'ha

And he twisted the doorknob open. I turned around And walked as fast as I could with my Gina's  tapping against their marble floor. 

Abdulwahab: Daniaa *regretful tone* la7thaa

I don't know why my heart started beating so fast and I felt my heart squeezing itself, and tears escaped my eyes, I even forgot the pain I've been going through. The question was, why was all that drama happening to me its not like he's the perfect lovable husband that has been pretending all these days, he haven't lied about a thing, but maybe because I realized now I'm the weight he carries on his shoulder.

La2ana el7in 3raft ena ohwa makan yaby ytzawaj! Tzawaj 3ashan ahala.

Thank God he was in his Dishdasha and I was ahead of him, I got to our flat and into my room and locked the door. 

Abdulrahman: Dania *knocks on the door* ena lellah wa ina elayh raje3oon *and he walked away* 

I was definitely ignoring, my face dug into the pillow, I cried a river

I felt UNWANTED

I was so hungry craving the food I had cooked for myself and Abdulrahman, but my dignity wouldn't let hunger ruin all this. So I slept, but my "nap" wasn't a normal one it was deeper.

I woke up at 12am the pain hasn't gone, I unlocked my door and found his suitcase open in the living room. The food was no where in the kitchen, he WASHED THE DISHES! My plate was in a container in the fridge... 

His suitcase was a mess, I looked through the windows his car wasn't there. I found a side note on the tea table

Dania, 

I have work in Dubai

We're leaving tomorrow

for 5 days, pack your 

suitcase, I'm at the 

dewaniya

-Abdulrahman

6ab3an el7in btrathy ahalik o ta5thny weyak chna hametek 3ad...

I didn't want to go, I went to his room and fixed all his mess and sprayed perfume that had a scent of bukhour. Then fixed his suitcase, there was no socks in there or underwear. I also folded his tops and put his suits where they belong.  

Just as I sat on the couch to switch the TV on, he unlocked our apartment door. 

Abdulrahman: elsalam w 3alaikom

Me: wa3alaikom esalam

I stayed still, he came and sat next to me on the couch.

 

Abdulrahman: sawaitay jn6tch? 

Me: ma7taj jan6a 7ag bayt oboy 

Wayh Abdulrahman galab mn el9adma

Abdulrahman: laish

Me: la2ana ma7b akon 3ila 3ala galb enas

Abdulrahman was taken aback from my response, he sat back and took a deep breathe.

Me: ana mn bacher banam eb bayty 

Abdulrahman : hatha baytich

Me: hatha baytik 

I got up and left to my room, my phone rang and I picked it up and walked back to the living room to get something to eat

Btw Abdulrahman was still in the living room starring into the wilderness

Me: Ahlaan ahlan 

Sabacha:  3ash mn sma3 hal 9out

Me: 3ashat ayamich! 

Dalooya: laaa walllaaah o ayamii anaaa!! 

Me: wayy yuma mn wain 6la3tay! 

Dalooya: mn ba6n omy! Jawbaay

Me: way dily o mily twa7daw fenii wallah 7atan entay a7bch 

Dalooya: layghar raylich o ykrahna 

Me: hahaha la klsh mo 9oub el gheera mtfahmin 

Sabacha: shrayech Danii bnsawy yam3a our moms want to meet om 7amany 

Me: l7thaaa shno hal esm ely smaiteeha eyah :) 

Sabacha: om 7amany!

Dalooya: shfeech e7na rb3 weyaha 

Me: yasalam, khala9 agolaha bas ltfashlony mafhoum?

Both: enshallah mama Dani 

Me: a7bkom bye! 

Sadaitah o el9ara7a madry shedour brasah hal rayal.

As usual I was in our room and he was in his, I slept late that night. He wasn't there when I woke up, neither was his bag. I found the credit card with my name on from yesterday, I left it on the counter and actually I kinda didn't need it too. A side note

Dania Use those from now on

-Abdulrahman

As I was about to leave I thought I must tell khalty Hana. I downstairs walked to her living room calling her name as she poured me some tea.

Me: khalty latkathrinn wallah tawny sharba

Khalty Hana: lala chayee ghair yuma

Me: heheheh eee wallah mako a7la mna 9dagtay

Khalty Hana: yuma laish ma tg3deen weyana hnee etha tkhafin bro7ich foug

Me: la khalty makhaaf bas wlaht 3ala khwany o Noufa

Khalty Hana: khala9 yuma ely yray7ich 

Me: khalty bghayt agolich bacher Sabacha o Dalooya 9adeqaty msaween yam3a 9gheera weya omahat'hom shrayech tyeen ma3ay nghayer jaw?

Khalty Hana: khala9 enshallah thakreeny el3a9ary

Me: enshallah khalty ashofich 3ala khair *I kissed her forehead*

I left to my parents house, as soon as I entered I felt HOME, even though it hasn't been a week yet till I moved out.

Noufa was in the living room, I sat with her we chit- chatted about my life then moved to hers and that was all, the boys came too. 

Nasser: haa 3yl wain Abdulrahman!

Me: bero7 Dubai 3nda shghl weya his business partner galy aye bas 5ft athil bro7y wayed wamil, o ba3daain walaht 3alaiikom

Nawaf: zaain sawaitay il bayt baytich wallah fagdeenich

Noufa: ee wallah 7abeebty Dani 

Nasser: 5a6rich shalaih bacher? 

Me: laish bacher khmees? 

Noufa: haa 36alna o nsayna layaam 

Me: hahahah eeee, khla9 ee why not 

Abdulrahman has sent me Whatsapps

-Now boarding

                                  -Ok

-I landed

                                 -Ok

Okay trust me, I don't care one bit. 

The next day I packed for Shalaih and got dressed for the mothers'/mother in-law gathering with Sabacha and Dalooya. I asked Nasser to leave at 10pm for shalaih since I had plans. 

I've informed Aunty Hana about it and she was ready just by sunset.

I got down and helped her with the doors to my car then we headed to Dalooya's house, she has arranged an out door seating tent with the most pretty details and accessories.

Aunty Hana loved them and they loved her too, I could swear that I felt as if she were my own mama. 

Of course I sat by her side, and as she asks for something I'd jump to get it for her before she even continues her sentence. As our gathering came to an end she'd said her goodbyes and I did too.

In the car

Khalty Hana: yazeenhom hal bnayat o yazeen omahat'hom

Me: yazeenich wallah ya khalty 

Khalty Hana: ya ba5ty feech mn chana o ya ba5at wlaiidy feech may79l mthlch

Me: 7abeebty khalty wallah mako mthlich *I held her palm and kissed it*

As I drove in the neighborhood...

Khalty Hana: yuma mo chna mt2a5r tro7in eshalaih

Me: laa khalty Nasser okhoy bemerny masoug n9 elail laih hnak

Khalty Hana: haa eee zain tsaween, nzlay 3abal ma you9al

Me: enshallah

I parked and helped her down, I waited in the living room with his parents and sister.

3amy Ahmad: ha 3my shlon el ahal, chna ma tabina ray7a 3ndehom ams

I got up and sat next him and grabbed his palm. 

Me: laa 7asha 3my a7ad 3nda ahal mthlkom o mayabehom

3amy Ahmad pulled my head towards his lips and kissed my forehead. 

3amy Ahmad : allah ya7f'9ch 3my 

Me: we5aleekom lena enshhallah 

My phone rang just in time, it was Nasser. I excused myself and left the house, and we drove off to the shalaih. 

11pm

Texting Abdulrahman

                         -I'm going to shalaih

-Now?

                        -Yes

-With

                        -Nasser

-Ok, TC!

                        -Ok

6ab3an ana ma esta2thant mna mn zoud el7ub, Esta2thant la2ana ohwa elmas2oul 3ny o lazm e3arf.

We bbq-ed, walked around the resort, played kout since Noufa completed the pairing issue, watched movies and lastly spent the weekend with my family. 

Friday night I noticed that I just had my last pill, shit. 

Saturday morning I was experiencing the worse pain of all, I couldn't walk properly, I tried fooling myself with Green Tea and herbs but nothing worked. I'm the kind of person that handles pain to the last minute, till I feel death coming then I'd tell someone I need a doctor. 

Saturday at 3pm right after lunch and after Nawaf and Noufa headed back to the city. I told Nasser I wanted to leave with Bshr since I had to run errands. 

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