Sunday, August 31, 2014

Let me in 3

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The next day was the arabian Safari trip, we went sand-boarding then on the wild life drive then the bedouin dinner. It was all amazing even though my shoes were all sandy but I had fun. 
Day two was skydiving, the soo very awkward experience, well I had to sit on a stranger's lap just before the jump...
That night we had dinner at a Seafood restaurant in Jumeira Beach we had to walk on the beach patio for about 10 meters then came the beautiful view of Burj AlArab. 
Our last two days we're spent at the mall I got souvenirs for my aunts and friends... Oh and my brothers were with me the whole timee! 

Then we went to Bloomingdales, I was scanning i didn't need anything anyways. 


.....: Daniiiii


I turned around to see a family friend that we used to travel with every summer! Shes about 4 years older than me she used to hang out with Nawaf and Nasser 


Me: Nouuufaaa 

I power walked over to her and hugged her tight

Nawaf and Nasser came 

Nawaf: okhhh fofa :O khubry feech 2004 

Noufa: hahaha shloonkom shakhbarkom 

All three of us: bkhaair entaw shlonkom

Noufa: dharoory tyon il gahwa weyay omy o oboy bystanson etha shafokomm! 

Nasser: yalla weyach fofa *chuckling*

Noufa: 3omry 24 sna tara *she gave him that look* 

Nawaf: youz 3nha *punched Nasser on his shoulder playfully* ela fofa ma 6ltay *he started joking around*

Noufa: kthr ma 3ayabtaw 3alay Dani 9arat 6ouly 
  
Me: 3aybaw 3ala khalg allah o ana aklha *i looked back at them while we were walking to the cafe*


We got to Armani Cafe and walked to the table, Noufa's mom greeted me with warm hugs while her dad shook my hands. 


Noufa's dad: 7yakom tfathilaww

Nawaf: allah y7ayeek 3my dam fathhlik

Noufa's dad: tara haa! Ilyoum 3ashakom weyana motgolon * he said as he pointed out his pointer finger*

Nawaf: hhh enshallah 3my 


We spent the rest of that day with them talking about life, routines, and the past. We joked a lot remembering our memories back in the days. It was a day well spent! 

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As we got up after dinner at Mizu to wish them a goodnight sleep....


Noufa: goumaw bacher 3al ryoug 3ad may9eer e7na bnafs el hotel o manshfnakom!

Me: bacher engoum

Nawaf: ee enshallah n76 alarm elyoum

Noufa: akeeed

Nasser: enshallah bngoum... Yayeen relax o tabena ngom ryoug findeq... Entay shno mn bashar(as in humans not the name)

Noufa: a9lan ana abe Daniaa bas entaw allah yhadakom safrat'kom 3a2elya o lazm waraha waraha

Nasser: glteeha saafraaatnaa! 

Noufa: okok 


Ana o Nawaf mayteen th7k 3alaihom, they always messed around with each other even when we were younger and sometimes when it got out of control Nawaf used to be Noufa's superman. 
Hahaha

We got to our room and Nasser hit the showers while me and Nawaf sat on the couch watching Tv


Nawaf: 5oush nas wallah 

Me: ha?... Eeee wallah ya7lailhom 5oush 9dfa

Nawaf: Noufa wayed teghayerat m7lawa o kbarat

Me: Noufa mn zman 7lwa -.-

Nawaf: eee bas ya3ny ghair el7in awal
Maskeen wahagta haha! At least now i know he likes her lol!

Me: ee eee fhamt...ana babadel wanam t9ba7 3ala khair 


I got up and squeezed his shoulder as I walked to the room. Cleared off the makeup, showered and dozed off to sleep

I miss my phone, just having it in my hands would be enough :( but i'll survive there's two days left anyways, not that I'm not liking it here but I feel disconnected somehow...


The next morning.

Noufa's point of view

Ana lawarekom 7a6een talefone il ghurfa do not disturb

I clicked the buttons on the elevator and marched to their suite and rang the bell TWICE!

Inside the suite

Nawaf: nwai9er ana mo gaylik 7e6 do not disturb shfekna mn housekeeping...

I hear Nawaf mumbling as I opened my eyes...shitties thats not housekeeping :| 


Noufa's point of view

Awal ma tba6al il bab 

Noufa: RIIISEE ANDD SHHH--INEE 


I was shocked but mesmerized by Nawaf who opened the door wearing pajama shorts and a white underwear top. His facial expressions slowly started turning into a smirky smile.


Noufa: ahmm mta tanzlon 3al ryoug enshallah 

I felt my cheeks burn from embarrassment 

Nawaf: dshay ga3day Dani wana ashof Nasser

Noufa: ok

I walked in as he held the door and went straight to the closed door which I assumed was Dani's room.


Dania's point of view

I knew that anytime soon Noufa's coming in so I sat up on the bed waiting for the door to swing open, smiling.
She came in and closed the door.


Noufa: allah yfashl 3dwich entay o okhoch *she was one mad woman*

Me: hahaha shsawaina

T5a9erat jdamy o bdat tet7al6am o t3aded eb a9ab3ha

Noufa: awalan gltaw bt76on alarm, thanyan shyfa shlon fashalt nafsy jdam okhoch, thalithan ENTAY LAISH MO LABSA

Me: gmt gmttt *I quickly got up and went to the bathroom before she could abuse me* 

Monday, August 25, 2014

Let me in 2


                


I woke up to the sound of the doorbell. 
I checked my phone and it was still early for me to wake up for the airport so i covered myself with the duvet! 
About 5 mins later Helen rushed in

Helen: Danii wake up! Your uncles all down! 

I quickly sat up straight

Me: what! :| 

Helen: Nawap nasser already down quickly they wait for you!!

Me: okok

7sayt ena elwath3 maysma7ly azra3hom i brushed my hair and tied it into a bun and washed my face wore a flowy dress and put on my casual black flats! 

I went down to our reception area and found my uncles with some of my old guy cousins they all sat there with there heads down and my brothers were just starring at them with questioning eyes. 

Me: esalam w3alaikom 

My eldest uncle who worked as a policeman replied as i walked over to kiss his forehead...

3amy Fahad: 7ayach yuba g3day 

I sat between my brothers

3amy Fahad: gabl sa3a eta9law 3alay elmror o nadony ashof jethath 7adth 9ar elyoum gabl sa3tain... Wely r7t shahadt 3ala jethat'hom ohma obokom o omkom


As soon as i heard those two last words i couldnt feel my bones i sat back and relaxed my head on the crown of the couch and pushed my arms off my thighs and left them loose on the side... 


Seconds later Nawaf held my right hand and squeezed it tight and Nasser squeezed onto my knee...

لا حول و لا قوة الا بالله... انا لله و انا اليه راجعون

3amy Fahad: 3atham allah ajrkom yuba

Kl ely 7awalainy bdaw egomon o e3azon ba3a'9 ana '9alayt eb mokany 3amamy e3azony o eboson rassy wala 7ta gdart agoum o shway shway bdaw ero7on khwany 6la3aw weyahom o 3yonhom matrosa dmo3

Radoly 3gb ma wa9lohom bara lmaina b3'9 o bchaina, Helen ga3da 3al daray eed'ha 3ala 7aljha o dmo3ha tanzl o Bshr wagf yamha metsanid 3al 6oufa o eeda 3ala rasa o yabchy...

Those days were the longest days of my life, all the people i've met my whole life showed up. The place was packed I stood there the whole time And decided to stay strong, i didn't shed one single tear throughout the funeral. 

Because I believed that this is what they're destined for and all i had to do is pray not weep

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Ma7ad ga9ar weyana taqreban klyoum lazm feh a7ad zayerna bl bayt my brothers both quit their jobs to takeover dads businesses. Our family friends klyoum m6arsheenlina nq9a. Ratabna elbayt fta7na kabatat'hom weya 3amaty gmna nwaze3 7ag el faqara o el thameen 5shainah lena thekra. 

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Mar 3ala wafat el ahal 5 ash'hor wel7mdellah 7alatna enafseya t3adelat lain ya lina 3amy Fahad elbayt o beda yfta7 ma3a khwany mawtho3 ezawaj.

3amy Fahad: Etha okhoy mo hnee eshof a7fada ana abe ashofhom... athnainkom ryayeel o el7mdellah mo ga9rkom shay la ana wala 3matkom bnga9er weyakom bs shoufaw mno tabon 

Nawaf: enshallah 3amy e9eer khair

Nasser: enshallah mta allah ktab 7ag Dania n9eeb ana wraha bas mara7 atzawaj gablha 3my 

3amy Fahad: khala9 enshallah mta ma bghaitaw shay ana obokom, yala tamrony 3ala shay?

Nawaf: la 3amy matga9r 

Nawaf o Nasser thlaw bl9ala 3gb ma 3my mesha fa r7t ajablhom shway

Nawaf: ana wedy aghayer jaw shway  Danii meta ejazat jam3tch ilkhaysa

Me: bgalna finals b3d sbo3ain b3dain n3a6l... Laish wain ebalik?

The last time i ever travelled with my brothers was like 10 years ago, Nawaf was a freshmen in University and that was the last. They always went to soccer camps in Manchester  and then they had their summer courses and travelled for short trips with their friends. Then they started working! So it might be a little awkward.... 

Nasser: shraykom nro7 Bali aw Maldives

Nawaf: na9or shsalfa shahar 3asal *36ah 5za ely shfeek ent* 

Knt bath7ak bas hawant ksar kha6ry Na9or bas it was good to hear them joking around for a bit

Nasser: khanroo7 Dubai mnha greeba o twanis o feha klshay

Me: ee wallah Dubai good idea 

Nawaf: 5oush bnsawy activities o shway shopping 7ag Daniatna *he winked* 

Me: hahaha 7bayby ma tga9ron 

Nasser: tstahlain ma3ndena ghairch

Yes! Ast7y laman ekalmony chethy...

Nawaf: bas la7'9a 3ndy shar6

Nasser: aamir

Nawaf: may2amr 3alaik 3adw...nou9al dubai kl wa7ed bg6 talefona bl safe 

Me: tamm! Shlon nlga ba3a'9 

Nawaf: mara7 nba3d 3an ba3a'9 

Nasser: khala9 ok 

I liked this idea it meant we're going to bond

I've been studying for finals a day at starbucks another at my friends house and somedays at mine. 

6ab3an bl jam3a awal ma twafaw omy o oboy edenya klha kanat tadry madry shloon ekhzony chny wa7da maksora bas ana mabayant ena feni shay mo ma3anata mayta th7k o farfasha bas wayhy o shakly 6abe3y bas sowalfy ma3a enas qalat gmt ag3ad weya my group of friends for 30 mins max 3gb my classes o ard elbayt marat n6la3 7ta ga3da bl jam3a ma ng3ad.

Ya wagt finals wel7mdellah qadamt zain le awal mara b7ayaty eljam3ya knt a76 7rty bl drasa wel7mdellah 5thayt eldarajat ely astahlha

3gb akher final byoum safarna Dubai r7na The Walk for dinner 

I was wearing a white dress with a pair of Hermes sandals, very simple makeup and my naturally dried hair

My brothers were in shorts and plain tops, Nawaf was bald with his guful and Nasser had dark black hair like mine and a dirty beard. 



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Friday, August 22, 2014

Let me in 1


                       



I've been on this world for 20 years now, I was the girl that came after two boys. While all the people that knew me thought I was the spoilt brat that Nael and Sana had. However I never saw myself like this. My parents spoilt all of us equally and only when we'd deserved it. They had no trouble at all parenting because of the strict rules we've been following under our roofless house. My two brothers Nawaf and Nasser were 11 and 8 years older than I was respectively.

I was that noisy girl in my teenage years that was why I was all always missed if I was absent from any gathering. Omy 3alematny 3ala shay ena el bnt lazm "Reelha 3ala reel omha" mo ma3nata ma6la3 with my friends or cousins la bl 3aks I do a lot! But when I have nothing to do I must go with her to her cousins and aunts houses. 

The driver at our house was here when Nasser was a year old and our nanny came when I was born, they're practically family Helen the Filipino and Bishr the Indian. The other nannies changed constantly 

I always complained about how much I want a sister and my mother and her own siblings weren't on good basis anymore for the past 7 years  

She never shed a tear when all that happened, well at least not in front of me. For that my dad nicknamed her as "The Woman of Steel". However, I was the exact opposite abchy 3ala ayshay I can't handle those moments they were too strong for me. 

She was more than a mother with me and I loved her more everyday, doesn't mean she knew all my secrets or whatever happened between me and my friends was all poured out to my mom NO I was clever I knew what to say and what to keep to myself. Bas kether ma knt ag3ad ma3a omy knt akbar mn 3omry bwayed. I was independent, mature and always got things done. 
It all started right here when dad got a call from his employee while we were on vacation, the three of us my parents and I.

Dad: el ma3ra'9 ebalish ba3ad 4 ayam... Waih chan gtly asmet'ha laih hnak bu waleed... Khala9 79al 5air ana adg a7jiz mashkour ya rayes 

Me: haw sh9ayerr 

7ady malgofa o magdar an6r 

Dad: el ma3rath ely baro7la eb Hong Kong 6la3 shahar 9 mo 10... Ha ya om Nawaf tyeen weyay o Dania trja3 7ag jam3at'ha

Mom: yaraby shlon ahayit'ha hnak bl kuwait bro7ha

Me: yuma wallah lat7ateny ana a9lan klyoum baro7 laih eljam3a a3adl eb hal jadwal o 3gb badawem intay shetsawin bl bayt bro7ich

Mom: wallah madry khala9 bu Nawaf saw ely eray7ik 

Dad called the travel agency and booked their flight to Hong Kong the day I head back to Kuwait.

Me: yalla yuma yuba ma3a esallamah ashofkom bl Kuwait enshallah 

Lmayt'hom o bist'hom and I made my way to my gate.
In the plane I read دعاء الركوب and slept. 

Both my brothers were here to pick me up as usual.

During those few days before my parents came back I'd go out with Sabacha and Dalya early till 9 pm, mom and dad would call everyday to check on me and the brothers
Running errands around Kuwait city, Shuwaikh, some tailors and specific clothing stores o klyoum khitamoha misk eb ma63am mn our favorites. 
Nino, Slice, Urban cafe ,Pizzeta and many more
We were all the same age and height! 
Thalatna mo mit7ajbin 
Ana o Sabacha louna aqmaj mn Dali ib wayed
Sha3ry kan aswad ohma sha3arhom afta7 
3yony kithr mahi qamja matfargon bain il pupil o loun 3youny. 
Dali sha3arha kisha o kila m2a5ratna wehya tsan3 bhal kisha!  

My parents are supposed to come home tomorrow morning it was a Saturday.

They said their flight was arriving at 10 am but it wasn't, because they were planning to surprise us...  





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Thursday, August 21, 2014

Anyone out there? Or is it just me...


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I've truly missed this peice of me