Thursday, August 12, 2010

Heal Me 17

Sorry ;(

6awalt adry im sorry AGAIN i was spending my time with my cousins bas 7asayt ma9a5t-ha so i posted!  my laptop mu ra'9y it connects ma3a el mifi ely 3endena hnaak wella i was going to post ams :)

any deep questions relating to the story (walkmewithyou@hotmail.com) email me 


Ge3adna nsoolif each on her own bed till we drifted to sleep.

Alanoud woke me up to change then Hamad came to take me back home the doctor came to check one last time il 7emdellah everything was fine.

Days passed life got a little boring studying and more studying. I’d go to starbucks before university every morning drink coffee then I’d head for my first class and that’s all I did.  The guys would come hang out at our place every once in a while… it was the last day of university before Christmas break Hamad and his friends were leaving today To god knows where!

Me: HAMAD! Tara bada3t! its 9:30 o betro7on 11 u still didn’t pack! Didn’t shower o …

Hamad:  ENZAIN BAS! yeebly jan6aa ba76 el a’3ra’9 hathayl (he mumbled talking to the pillow yes wayha bl pillow o gam yet7acha instead of pointing 3al floor where his stuff were he pointed at the other side)

Me: enzain entt goum deshh shower!

Hamad: okkk …kany gmt

Re7t yebtla el hand bag while he was showering I packed his stuff because he doesn’t know how to pack 3adl bas e7athef bl bag!  Mako shy esma folding! I folded each shirt placed them on one side of the bag and the shorts on the other and put his other stuff in between

Hamad’s phone rang I peeked through the screen Incoming Call Bu Dhaarwa!

Me: shit shit! He’s here o Hamad still showering!

Hamad: SAAARAA ANSWER!!

Me: ;S okaaayy

I picked up

Me: aloo

Dhari: saraa

Me: yupp

Dhari: bu 7maiida 5ala9?

Me: taby e9ij tawa ga3ed o dash el 7maam

Dhari: waihhh enzain ana ag3ad bara an6er ya3ny?

Me: laish u wain?

I walked over to the door of the apartment and now I hear his voice on the other side of the door.

Me: heheheheh ok (I hung up as soon as I saw him)

........

Me: heey you!  (we greeted each other with fists gangsters way? get it ;p ?)

Dhari: heeyy

Me: 7ayak eg3ad ana bakl tawny ga3da ;p

Dhari: 8a9baan 3alaich bag3ad ;p

Me: laaaa 3ayal ogaf! (t5a9artlaa o wegaft jedama)

Dhari: mu bkaifech ;p

Me: ba3aad (I took a cushion from the closest sofa and threw it on his head)

Dhari: ta3alaayy yaal kalba

He chased me around the counter then around the sofa’s wela mashoof ela he jumps fog el long sofa o 9adny mn ba6ny, he turned me around so now I’m facing him and smiling

The way he held me brought sparks all over my spine. I tried to figure out what was that feeling. It was a feeling I never felt before. I hesitated to look at his eyes coz I didn’t know what might happen to me…

Dhari: sheftay shlon a9eedich bsohoola yaa 5re6yy ;p

Me: (I started punching him till he let go… trying to push those feelings I feeling away) haa ! HAMAAAD yalaah rfeejik yananyy

Dhari: ayaal shagool!

Hamad: kannny yaaay bas ta3alay take my toothbrush

Me: waay enta ma 3endik shay a7e6 feh ur toothbrush o shaving stuff…bayeeblik girlyy 3anono  bag 7ag hal ashya2!

Dhari: enzain saway elyy tsaweena 5an5aali9!!!

I went to my room to get my makeup bags to put his stuff ;p I got him my green one  which has tiny doggies printed on it 7adyy bafashla!

I went bag to his room put everything inside and carried the bag to the 9ala lay’3erkom tara hathy handbag wela ana wainny o wain asheel jann6aat sefaar :O ;;p

Hamad: 8awwwyyy 8aaawyy !! tsheel jan6a ;p

Me: e7meed rabik zain mny shaylat’ha mn hnaak

Hamad: 8a9baan 3alaiich I carry ur shopping bags mn el store laih el caar !!!

Me: mmm…bas that’s ur job … Sara’s 7amally :p

Hamad: rouu7aaaay zain ;p ela entay el 7amaltyy

Dhari: yalla goum 5anroo7 malna 5lg t’9alim el denya o e7na ma we9alna!

Hamad: yallah yallaaah

They went no goodbye wallah shy well I kind of kicked them out of the apartment.

Waaaayyy el7een shbasawy broo7yy! Way wallah 7amoood esawy jaaw madry I call all my friends to come sleep over wela enroo7 movie ok nroo7 movie then what? IFFFF waaaiiyyy shasawy el7eeen !

Those days were the borest of my stay here okay we laugh and do stuff funny moments and then what? mako shay ya3ny shwaya funny moments then ered e9eer mala8a mako fayda. 5alayt alanoud she sleeps over two days hnee o ana two days 3endaha then she came over for 2 days we had a bunch of movies we’d watch one after the other eat junk food fight over candy xD

Alanoud: we didn’t buy lots of candy all I see is chips! :\

Me: entay kila mnich

Alanoud: oh found one (she took the pizza ely 9ayer 3ala 7aalaw mn el chees)

Me: heeeeeeyyy hathaa maly ;p (I snatched it mn eedha and started eating)

Alanoud: I want a slice :(

Me: no just for soso :D

Alanoud: self-centered freak! :p

Me: :O im gonna kill you bas wait till I finish my teeny tiny pizza!

And that’s all we did basically…

Me: al3anoood! He’ll  be back

Alanoud: which he ? (wiggling her eyebrows)

Me: :O mmm my bro ?

Alanoud: u sure not dhari ?;*

Me: heeeyy  (I jumped and sat on her) what did u just say?

Alanoud: just admit it I know your in love with him !! and he’s too !!! (i got up )

Me: * sigh* is it that obvious *pfff *

Alanoud: heheh well kind of

Me: la bas 9ij I want them both :)

Alanoud: hahahha ok

Alanoud was just going to sleepover for today then she’s go back to her apartment tomorrow morning since they’ll be back.

We woke up really early in comparison to the past days alanoud left and I was all alone waiting for hamad to get back home, I went to check my phone I had a sms text from Hamad. It was now 9 : 30 am.

Sms from Hamad  (2 hours ago)

            Take care, we’re on our way (:

I decided to vacuum the living room and our rooms well I had nothing better to do!

About an hour later I decided to call and see if they were anywhere near home.

Dialing My Man ;*

The mobile has been switched off!

Me: ?? huh ! 7amaad never switches his phone off except on planes well that’s something totally different ……..


Like? shoot me with comments ;)

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Heal Me 16

ANA EB MA6AAAR BEIRUT!!! MY PLANE IS BORDING IN AN HOUR :D I CANT WAIT TO GET BACK TO KUWAIT!!! :D:D ADRY 7AAR O 5YAAAS BAS FEEEH NAAAAS EHNAAAK WALHAAAAAANAAAAAAAAA 3ALAAAAIHOOM !!! :** 

waaaayyyy!! ma9adeg bariid lekuwait 7addy 5ayfa the plane t6eer 3annyy ;( omg omg omg baridd lekwaaitt! tara ana yanaytt !! 



Me: nothing im fine see

I sat up showing I was okay not knowing that he meant something else

Dhari: not ur health im talking about me & you

Me: me and you ? (I asked showing confusion but he must have been sure as hell that I knew what he was taking about)

Dhari: is it about yeaterday?

Me: you………

Hamad came in cutting through what I was about to say.

Hamad: haalaa halaa gmtaay ashoof  (: matshoofin shar princess

and you blame me for loving him

He kissed my forehead and I pulled him for a hug and whispered

Me: thankyou my prince

I let go and waited for him to talk

Hamad: el pharmacy dude 3a6any wayed adweya o ketabt 3alaihom shoufay hatha 7ag before u sleep….mmm hatha gabl ma taklin which is 3 times daily…o hatha 7ag etha zadat ur 7arara so meta ma te3abtay u take it o yeblich el pill box 3ashan t7e6eena feeh :D..o ur sleeping here tonight bacher el 9b7 tredin el bayt

Me: mashkoor 7amood…..mmm ok

Hamad: el 3afu o etha ma sawaitlich kl hatha 7ag mno basawy? Ma 3endena ela e5t  wa7da

I smiled back u could say my smile took maybe my whole face! I was so happy about what he just said.

Dhari: saraa tara your phone didn’t stop ringing

Me: ohh 9ijjj! Yalah now ashoof my miss calls… oh il 3anood 7 miss calls ;/

I dialed her number bser3a because the last miss call was about 20 minutes ago

She picked up after the 1st beep!

Alanoud: saaraaa entyy weeen ! matredyy

Me: im sorry wallah im so tired and sick I dunno whats wrong with me e7na bl hospital

Alanoud: woooow too much for one day, which one ?

Me: which hospital hatha?  *looking from Hamad to dhari waiting for an answer *

Dhari: Mayo Clinic

Me: Mayo clinic  please alanoud please hnee for the night :(

Alanoud: ohh okay wallah I have nothing better to do than see you;;* yalla I’ll pack and be right there u need anything bbm…

Me: thankyou…. love you …bye

I hung up, Hamad took out a deck of cards and awe all three played Hand on my bed I love playing hand we used to play it in london me and mom at home belail when were both done and free. They settled on my bed one on my left and the other on my right I saw dhari blink to hamad while I was waiting for him 3ashan ege9

Me: laish ta8mez! Bnel3ab handd mu 8amza! 7emdellah wesheker I knew u were crazy from the first time I met you

Dhari: dash b3yoony shaay! Dgeega

He got up and ra7 el toilet to wash his eyes

The 6ab3an at the end Hamad won little did I know that wink was a sign of cheating in the game o el 7bayeb baygin both jokers! O klsa3a wa7ed mhaned ! o ana ga3da chny bgara madry wain allah ga6ny ! la o ba3ad they help each other ya36oon ba3a’9 the cards that they need :S proven fact don’t ever play cards with guys! They cheat and they look innocent

Dhari: ya 3aiinyy -370 , -280 , and 1600 xD hahahahha

Me: shraykom in7awla flooooos ;p xD

Hamad: gamaaay zaaaaiin 3ashan floosy troo7 BAAA777 ;p

Dhari: ee wallah ‘3al6anaaa bet7awleena floos!

Me: yallah goomaw el7een eyey el doctor wegool shno hathy mu maree’9a ga3da tel3ab hand o drp beedha ;p

True the drip was still on my left hand I was wearing the white see through robe bas it was so huge it didn’t show any curves of my body nor my figure. And when we were playing hand I sat on my knees giving the wall my back because mn wara its kind of open.

Alanoud: Heloo Heloo (she peeked in) I asked the reception for ur room #

Me: heeeyy! I miss you !!

Dhari: olaa awal ams shayfat-ha! :\

Me: awwaaaal ams mu ams!

I pulled alanoud into a tight hug faking a smile and whispering in her ear.

Me: do anything just get this dude outa my roooom!!!!

Alanoud: hahhaha soon soon

She sat on on the chair yam dhari on my left while Hamad madry shesawy eb my pills!! Seriously this brother I adore him!! I cant live without him he’s doing stuff for me that no one ever did, if I got a chance to be a princessi’d reject because in my world I think I’m living in that position right now his attitude is always good with me well only if he’s joking then we start fighting 8ashmara ;p and that’s all. To me he’s my brother, my best friend, and my prince. He belongs to ME yeah I repeat ME! I hoped that this life has been mine from long ago and not from just the past months ….

We chatted about a little about what the doctor said of coarse I was the one listening with the rest while Hamad explained everything and when he took a little time to breath in dhari cut him off.

Dhari: yallah ana mashy tabon shy

Hamad: afaa laish

Dhari: waray ga3da bacher wallah

Hamad: yalah 3ayal weyaak …te9be7on 3ala 5air bala she6ana swaair a3aref swalfich

Me: ;( I really didn’t want Hamad to leave bas kila mn hatha !! huff wenta mn ahla chub chub 7amaad!! Ya3ny balaah barake’9 bl corridor ma3a hatha ( and I pulled hard on the ube of drip I felt something moved from its place)

Se7abtah 7aill !  and I stood still because the needle 8azat my hand! O it hurts!

Hamad: shway shwaaay lay6ee7 !

And blood started flowing down from my hand ….on the other hand Dhari hit his hand 7ail bl 6oofa and ran to get the nurse! This time I think he’s really mad akthar mn ams I hate it when someone laman e3a9eb e6eg eeda bl 6awla 7ail! Like whats wrong with you dude are you crazy! El 6awla shako bafhaam ! and he did the same thing to the wall except i had a feeling he was imagining me instead of the wall ;\

Me: aayyy e3awerrr :’(

I started crying my hand still nafs el mokan rafa3t my legs so they did a triangleand the bed was the base I put my other arm on my knees and hid my face!

Hamad: laish sa7ba hatha swaaiiir ! ana loo mnche3em o 6ali3 wayed a7sanly :S (he said confused not knowing whether its his fault or mine)

Alanoud was trying to calm me by patting on my back and whispering “ wait the nurse will get here dear “….seconds later she did come I mean the nurse! She barged in.

Nurse: im gonna stop the drip and take the needle out (she said while actually doing her job I thought she was asking bas it turned out she’s just telling us)

She locked the tiny lock to stop the dip from flowing and pulled the needle 7ail!

Me: OUCH!

Nurse: I’m sorry but that’s the only way I’ll put plaster on it and the doctor will see you in a while here

Me: ok thanks

Hamad: sorry ?

Me: its ok it wasn’t your fault anyways

He came over for a hug I hugged him back.

Hamad: meshaina bu dharwa? Swaiir kalmeeny after ma t5al9on mn el dr! ok

Dhari: yallah

Me: okay

They left the doctor came he checked madry shsawa and thank god there’s no need for the drip anymore! 


like? ywaiilaa ely maysawwy comment! ;p ketabtlikom kl hathaaa bl ma6aaar !! 4 pages on WORD :p te5altaw el wa'93 wa7da 5ebla t6ag6eg b ma6aar !! xD