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A snack for y'all ❤️ 

I'm going through Finals atm, probably be back on Christmas for more. 

I might escape studying and write you a post maybe :* 

             

3amty Wafa2: Daniaa

Me: halaa 

I turned my whole body and head to face her, she walked towards me and held both my hands into hers. I freaked out a little but decided to not think ahead and just hear what she has to say.

3amty Wafa2: mn shahar ana kalamt Nawaf o Nasser eb mawthou3 

Me: eee? 

3amty Wafa2: o ohma st7aw egolonlich eyah fa 6lebaw mny agolich ma3a eny ma3arf abdy feh, bas ana gabl shahar eta9lat 3alay wa7da o bghetech 7ag walad'ha

Me: laih tekharajt e9eer khair 3mty kafy eny batkharaj mbacher

3amty Wafa2: ya yuma ma bga shayy *she held my hand and squeezed it* bagelich hal course bs bagy mna shahar!

Me: khala9 afaker wardlich khabar 

3amty Wafa2: enzain o mataben t3arfeen esma?

Me: hehehe... Ee shsma? 

3amty Wafa2: esma Abdulrahman 3umra 32 tgol shayfich o gayelaha mayaby ghairich!

Me: ya7laila... Khal ashawer Nawaf o Nasser o e9eer khair enshallah 

If it were for me I wouldn't get married, because well I don't think that a man is so much needed in a girls life. I can probably live off without one. But I remembered that sentence Nasser said when my uncle asked him if he wanted to get married but he insisted on doing so after me! 

I didn't want to keep him waiting if he had someone in mind. This was not the way I planned my husband and I, I want to know that person I'm spending my life with and if I choose this one that plan is just not going to work.

3amty Wafa2: Allah yakteb ily feeh ilkhair

Me: enshallah ameen, mashkoura *i hugged her as she left my room*

Memories of my nightmares came back on my mind, daydreaming of how it would've been if my mom was here to tell me about such things and how she would give me that talk.

Ana lazm akaml Nawaf o Nasser, they gotta do their detective job 

A week passed by and I totally forgot to talk to my brothers, well only because I'm not really in a hurry about the marriage thing! Even though I totally had nothing to worry about since most my classes in Uni were done explaining the course curriculum so I only had 2 out of 6 classes that I had to attend.

Till Aunty Wafa2 came in my room on a Thursday night which was a week after! When I realized why she's here!

5shayyt wayhy bain edainy!

Me: ambaaih 3amty 7ady nasya 3an shsma hatha el walad!

3amty Wafa2: latgooolin! 

Bser3a gmt mn frashy 

Me: kany kany el7in bagom as2al wallah

3amty Wafa2: haha wallah entay madry shfech 3adatan damch 7ar ela 3ala hal mawtho3 burod edenya! 

Me: hehehe yala kany 

6la3t o 6la3at waray she went to her apartment o ana r7t ashof khwany!

R7t 9alat el zwara o lgayt Nawaf, o Nasser se7abta mn ghurfta!

Nasser: shno elmawtho3 el muhem

They sat where I can see both their faces right in front of me!

Me: mmm salfat 3amty Wafa2!

Nawaf: el5a6eeb? 

I got goosebumps as he said that!! (He was winking like crazy)

Nasser: eeee wallah o kbaarna o gmna nen5e6eb 

Nazalt rassy mn elfashla, I can feel my cheek cells burning, I'm not used to hearing such things from my brothers, we only came closer after my parents past away!

Nawaf: hatha mo awal wa7ed 

Rfa3t rassy and my eyes wide open shocked 

Nawaf: hathak gabl ma agolich 3ana ohwa mo 5oush rayal fa raf'9a mn zman 3gb ma shawart 3amy Fahad

I was like okayyyy 

Nawaf: el aham ena hatha 5oush wa7ed kbeer bl 3mr bainich o baina 12 sena taqreban, shahadta Phd o mashallah mothaqaf 7ata safrata kilha dawrat o ohwa akbar khwana 3nda a9ghar khwan o khawat

Me: Mmmm bs mo chna kbeer 

Nasser: tara shakla wayed 6abee3y ya3ny mo mshayeb shfta eb dewaniyat ahal wa7ed mn eshabab o Dania age is just a number *wink*

Nawaf: la7'9a shqasdik ent ethany lazm kl wa7ed dash el 30 eshayeb?

Me: Haha!

Nasser: lala 7asha... Machena mshayeb mn gabl 5 sneen (Nasser whispered as he tilted his head) 

We all laughed and I got up to think about it in my room, after we said our goodnights!

6ab3an r7t el ghurfa o g3adt afaker bely galoh 3an "Abdulrahman" 

Nasser came in and started giving me advices on how I should decide on whether I want this guy or no.

Nasser: shoufay Dani intay fakray because this is the rest of your life we're talking about o 3a6ay 3amty 5abar if you want to see him first or not

Me: Mmmm okay ana akalm 3amty Wafa2!

Nasser: khal9 t9b7een 3ala khar yal ghalya

He got up and bent down to kiss my forehead and left.

I started thinking and tossing and turning on the bed thinking on whether I should give this guy a shot or not. Then I came to a conclusion 

It was 3 am 

I held my IPhone 

Tapped on the Whatsapp icon

Scrolled down looking for "Aunty Wafa2" 

And started to type

""عمتي وفاء تقدرين تقولين حق ام الولد حياها الله اهيا و ولدها عشان اشوفه و اقعد معاه و عقب ان شاء الله اقرر

SHIT ANA SHDAZAYT SHNO HAL MSG! WAI3 AFASHL 

Bedayt akafe5 nafsy mn elfashla msta7ya mn rou7y ba3ad ma3eraft shagool! 

Ya3ny lo na6ra laih bacher el9b7 mo ashraflich ya Dania 

Shfeha ya3ny etha gtlaha Face to Face

Lazm agol 7ag Sabacha Daloya!

I didn't have so much trouble finding our group chat! As soon as I found it I typed!

Me: SOMETHING BIG HAPPENED TODAY! You two better call me tmrw to see when we can see each other :) 

I placed my phone on the bedside table and took a deep breath and slept with so much on my mind!

-Madliar

Let me in 10

Been too busy lately, having to manage between two lives, bare with me xx

            

By the door

Me: wallah a7bkom wayed (group hug)

Sabacha&Dalya: e7na akthar!! 

Sabacha: latgolin chethy e7na khawatch 

Dalya: no thanks for homework

Me: hahahahhaa " "لا شكر على واجب

We died by the door as we laughed at Dalya's joke then said our goodbyes again with a couple of I love yous' and off I went to MY parents room.

I took a warm shower in their large bathroom, brushed my teeth, dried my hair and got into the sheets with fresh new pj's. 

I was so tired, in a matter of minutes my eyes were shut and were off in wander-land... 

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Took over me since That second my heavy head landed on that pillow...nearly every hour I would sit up trying to catch my breath.

Images of my parents popped up everywhere in my dreams, they weren't  the type I could remember. Because them being part of my dream was the priority of the whole dream.

2am 

2:47

3:13 

And 3:50! 

Then I gave up! 

I walked out of the room slowly and tiptoed to Nasser's room, I knocked on the door and went in.

Me: Nasser Naa..

Faz mn noumta o jabalny

Nasser: Danii! Shfeech! 

He sat up rubbing his eyes. 

Me: ga3da a7lm eb omy o oboy ma gdart anam please banam 3ndk

I was about to tear up as I asked him for that favor. 

I was so embarrassed. It was the first time ever that I slept next to my brother, after growing up i mean. I felt like a baby, no longer a lady. 

Nasser pulled off the covers on the other side and gave me a side hug.

He wore a shirt and threw a pillow between the two of us on his King sized bed and dozed off. 

Nasser: namay wana yamch latkhafin

Me: enshallah 

He was too tired to even discuss my nightmare or make me at least forget it happened for now.

I, on the other hand started thinking about those nightmares, and the actual meaning behind them. Then decided to sleep after several accidental eye lid slips.

The next morning I woke up and sat upright starring into Nasser's room, realizing that I kinda overslept my normal wake up hour. I am more of a morning type of person I love running errands in the morning, and well classes, I hate having to stay in Uni for a long time thats why my classes are back to back and in the morning. 

I got up and Nasser wasn't there, I walked to my room to change before my brothers got back from work. I had breakfast and was just going through my favorite shopping sites as Nawaf and Nasser came in.

Nawaf kissed a cheek and Nasser kissed my forehead

Me: shsawalkom el mohandes ya ma3areesna 

Nasser was lost, confused and shy all at once I could see it from his facial expression.  

Nawaf unfolded the rolled up paper in his hand and placed it flat in front of me keeping the sides from rolling by placing the remote controls on each side.

He explained how some walls were to breakdown and others were to build, my mom had her own sewing room, dads office, Nawaf and Nasser's game room, my playroom and our master bedrooms! All this was going to form 2 apartments. 

Me: 5oush wayed mratab klshay! Bas meta byabdon o shlon 3alaina

Nasser: tawny kalamt 3amty gtlaha benam eb bayt yady eb jana7 el thyof! 

Nawaf: wenshallah shahrain egol bash mohandes klshay khali9

Me: perfect o mta tabon nro7 hnak? O yabdon? 

Nawaf: ana wedy elyoum gabl bacher *he said as he tilted his head down*

Me: enshallah mn elyoum babdy ashel aghrathkom bas 6areshly manadeeb ewadon klshay el srdab 3ashan ma nta3eb Bishr! O shoufaw shno lehdoum ely tabonha wely matabona ba76a bghurfty o nagfel 3alaih

I felt like their mom, it was kindof weird that they keep asking for my permission somehow

Nawaf and Nasser got up and I went after them with Helen with big suitcases that we were going to send to my grandparents house, where we were going to stay.

That day was hectic, there was men all over the house Nawaf and Nasser were dead tired from all the moving around with the workers, they literally emptied all the rooms. Mover trucks came back and forth from our house to our grandparents house which was in the same area but in a different block! 

The only two rooms that weren't empty are the living room and mine! Nawaf and Nasser slept on the couch that night and I slept in my room and the next morning the living room was cleared. Most of the furniture was in the basement! And the rest we gave away. 

Nawaf's point of view

Dania lazm t3arf, ana elyoum bagol 7ag 3mty tkalimha! Nasser madry shyan6ir! 

^(What's going on Nawaf's mind)

R7t 7ag Nasser ghurfta o lahy weya el3umal, s7abta 3ala janb...

Nawaf: ent ma kalamt Dania 3adl?

Nasser: many 3arif!!

Nawaf: 5oush latkalmha elyoum ana bakhaly 3amty Wafa2 tgolaha, akeed t3arf bhal mowathee3

Nasser: zainn chethy raya7tny

36aita 6aga 3ala chatfa o ghmaztla o meshayt akaml shghly

Dania's point of view

That night we went to my grandparents house, where my aunt lived with her kids and husband and 3amy Fahad. My grandparents passed away a very long time ago, the house was rebuilt after that and apartments were made for my aunts and uncles to stay in.

Ofcourse, the house was open to all grandchildren and so that night mostly all of my cousins were there and when they left I went to the room to get ready for bed.

My aunt came in as I was untying my hair...

3amty Wafa2: danoya 7abebty nag9ich shay?

Me: la 3mty el7mdellah 3ala kl7al

She was standing behind me while I was starring at my face from the mirror, combing my hair and using my makeup remover...

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-Madliar