Sunday, January 29, 2012

Heal Me 35

Improvement is all i can say that im posting two posts in two weeks time :D

heheheh there you go guys ;)

this one goes out to 4 Ketakeet emfarzineen because im going to buy chicks tomorrow :D


Professor: Lucky one

I took the last seat, plugged in my charger, and waited for class to start. As he started I listened carefully to my professor lecture and started taking endless notes. After 90 minutes class was finally over!

I walked out of class, grabbed my belongings and dumped them in my bag. Next thing I saw was Dhary right in front of class, standing there, waiting for me. His smile so innocent and that gaze I cant not smile when I see!

Me: heyy

Dhary: halaa …shloona el class

Me: as usual notes ege9on el eed :D

Dhary: 3ayal dam chethy yallah emshay a6al3ich

Me: hahaha ambaih 7asayt nafsy yahel

We started walking through the hallway and out to the car as we chatted about what is needed when they arrive.

Suddenly Dhary said….

Dhary: bs eyoun Aziz o mrta I'm moving out bag3ad eb sheqety

Me: la bs shloon …

Dhary: don't worry it’s getting cleaned ;)

Me: mmm ok

We finally got to the car and we’d decided to go to a mall then to Baby ‘r us and Target!

At Baby ‘r us we went to the cribs section to choose any 2 for the F’s, while I was in the process of picking out one and taking Dhary’s opinion his phone rang. He motioned for me to wait and that he’ll be back. However, his voice was loud and I could hear him from between the shelves, when he was on his way back to where I was I heard...

Dhary: ana gayelkom mabeeha ya5y dawrolaha ghairy ana shako abtelesh feeha!... ya5y ma7ebha !! 5alaa9!...yah qa9eb el zawaj…malkom shghl ana 7a6ha b3youni wain betroo7 ballah?… et6eeer? mathalan....5ala9 ana la3at chbdy mnkom yala fman allah….

Dhary: staghefrallah el 3a’9eem

…there I go trying to change the subject and acting as if I heard nothing

Me: shglt ayhe a7la

Dhary: e5thay ely e3ajbich saroon klha frash yahel

OK! I was just asking for your opinion moran! Ana lawareek el7in kl hatha you take it all out on me huh? Ok hayen bnshoof ely be3amlik zain hal ayam … asshole!

I called a staff member and got two of the same white classic cribs and the same white highchairs, two staff members are going to come tomorrow to put them up for us!

Lastly, we went to Target and got baby food and essentials for the kitchen.

The ride back home was silent, awkward and all; you can say. As we parked in our garage spot. I got down, and opened the trunk to carry something at least, I pulled one of the highchairs to carry with my left hand the other with my right to see him complaining…

Dhary: latshelin 5aleh ana ardlihom el7in

I ignored and walked to the elevator placed the boxes by the wall and went back again to help carry the rest. I carried some bags and Dhary was standing there by the trunk staring like what’s wrong with her? That’s what I want right? For him to apologize…

Da5alt kl el ashya2 bl elevator clicked for it to go up then I’d take all the stuff out o b6agag kaifa Dhary (:

The next day was boring like always, I went to uni attended my morning class then left to go wait for the staff to come fix the cribs for me. I went back to the apartment to find Dhary still asleep. I woke him up because one of the cribs is going to be in the there.

Dhary: meta byoun?

Me: madry

I answered without bothering to look him in the eye or actually looking at him. He grabbed something from the fridge and left, I didn’t see him after that … I arranged the cribs and put them into place, and placed the foods in their places; i.e fridge, cupboard, store…

That was how I ended my day… the next few days I wouldn’t see Dhary at all, except he’d come just before bed time pick some of his stuff and leave, still without communicating at all. I’ve gone shopping for the kids and got identical clothing for them out of boredom…

The apartment was spotless, everything was ready for Aziz, Noura and the kids, and I couldn’t wait till tomorrow

Finally at about 12 pm that day my phone rang and surprisingly it was Dhary calling…

Me: hmm

Dhary: Sara?

Me: hala?

Dhary: you9lon bacher at 4pm

Me: ee adry

Dhary: bayech esa3a wa7da bacher 3ashan nro7

Me: okay…

*silence *

Me: mm mashkour Dhary matga9er

Dhary: 7ayach 3ady shda3wa… shetsaween?

Me: sitting… bl 9ala… alone

Dhary: ya3ny ta3aaal tara ana ga3da bro7y :p

ya 7lw ely e7awel ethaye3 e9aglaa we’9a7ikny

Me: hahha shako -.- enta tfham klshay bl magloub mo mshkilty!!

Dhary: el7in 9rt ana el magloub?

Me: eeh!

Chna ba6aye7 el 7a6ab :\

Dhary: yallah fcheely el bab

Me: mamdaaak

Dhary: fecheeh agolich

Me: okk bbye

Dhary: *he hung up *

I opened the door to see him holding his phone and smiling that smile I cant resist! He is killing me slowly with his stares and the fact that he isn’t doing anything! Ughhh

He walked past me and patted my head… ok Dhary? Do I look like a dog to you? you don't pat humans heads mister!

I locked the door and joined him on the sofa for the next 3 hours, then I started falling asleep and I don't realize that I’ve slept on his warm chest till he woke me up and placed his left hand under my knee and the other behind my back and carried me to my room.

He placed me on my bed and bent down so that he was on the same level as my head

Dhary: yala ana mashe saroon ashofich bacher ok?

I don't know what got into me and made me say this…

Me: please stay Dhary

Dhary: la hdoumy hnak magdar

Me: 3endi some of Hamad’s clothes in the far end of my closet choose one for now w bacher elbs something else …please eg3ad

Dhary: mmm 7aathir mn 3yony hathy * points at left eye* gabl hathy *points at the right eye *

Ok. This was adorable!

He walked to the closet and found the boxer, then went to the bathroom to change, 5 mins later he slid beside me in bed. It felt so safe being in his arms, I turned to face him and smiled as I shut my eyes and slept.

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Monday, January 16, 2012

Heal Me 34

I know 6awalt 3alaikom 7ail so sorry:(

going to reply on everyone's comments right now :*

Finals, Mid-terms you name it...

contact me: walkmewithyou@hotmail.com

most importantly enjoy <3


I saved my essay, attached it to a new email page and sent it to my professor.

Then I sat there staring at the laptop screen blankly, thinking what to do now? Sleep? Study for my quiz? Or sleep?

OKAY sleep it is!

I closed the laptop’s screen and laid back on the sofa, pulled out the living room’s quilt and slept peacefully! I woke up to a VERY loud knock on the door that scared the HELL out of me!!!

I was so scared that I grabbed my phone quickly, ran to my room looking back every time checking if that FREEKY person broke the door or not yet! I locked my room door as fast as I could and held my phone and saw that I had 12 missed calls from DHARY!

I hit the green button to call him and said after the second ring when he picked up!

Me: DHARY SAKRAAAN 3ND EL BAAB! E6G 7AAAIIILLL SHASAWY! (and I started crying)

Dhary: LAAA LAAA !!

Me: Em-baa-laah pl-ea-se ta-3aal!

Dhary: ya 7ilwa, fchay el bab hatha ana

Me:…

Dhary: sarona?

Me: hmmm…9ij? Hatha enta? STOP KNOCKING ma a9adgik lazm we check awal gabl ma afchlik el bab!

Dhary: ok yalah ana babase6 bara

I unlocked the door and heard that something had it's weight against the door, I walked to the apartment door and stood there…

Me: put your phone on the floor (I said as I hung up)

Then I pinged him on Bbm and that was when I heard his phone buzz on the floor!

I quickly unlocked the door and swung it open!

Dhary: please don’t leave the key in the key hole, hang it on the hook 3ashan mayen3ad hal maw8if :p

Me: opss :( sorrryyy

Dhary: 3ady! 5ara3teeny 3alaich

He said as he got up and walked over towards me.

Dhary: sh-haal dmou3! Afaaa ! t5afin mny!

Me: I thought you were someone else *trying to talk in between sobs *

Dhary: *sigh * lat5afeen sarona I'm here

He said as he pulled me into a hug! Then he picked me up so that my feet no longer touched the floor and walked in and locked the door after him. It felt so warm and safe being that close to him, I just didn’t want him to put me back down and let go of this tight but comforting hug! Sadly, not everything you wish for happens and lasts. So he let go after locking the door and put his arm over my shoulder and we both walked to the sofas.

And so he changed the subject to avoid what might have came next.

Dhary: ana gltt akeed nayma! 7alaya el kesha (he said as he flung strands of my hair)

Me: 7araam 3alaik ana mo kesha! ):

I said quickly and started patting my hair from both sides to let those strands fall back.

Dhary: maynona? (he said as he held both my hands)

Me: 3ashan enamoun el yananwa

Dhary: haha chethy tnawmeenhom? Zain ma 6ayartay m5ich (he said as he let go and messed my hair) Ya7elo el kesheeeeeshh!

Me: hhaaaay

Dhary: ya5y 3ajebny kaify may9eer ya3jebny?

I stayed quite and as soon as I felt my cheek turning red, I placed both hands over my face and covered it! Next thing I felt was his hands over mine and he held them from my wrist. Suddenly he pulled my hands apart and said…

Dhary: Tiyaaa !

And we both burst into laughter!

Dhary: ya3ny lazm nl3ab weyach nafs faros o feda :p

Me: ee aghaar mnhom

Dhary: 5ala9 wala ehemich my attention kila 7agich ba3ad shtabin!

Me: hahaha

Dhary: 3ala 6aree faroos o feda, aziz kalamny elyoum o chena byona in about 10 days ;)

Me: REALLY :O? o mama?

Dhary: galy betroo7 UK o ohma qareraw eyon hnee

Me: bas shlon troo7 alone

Dhary: laa bero7on weyaha mrt 3amech o bnat-ha

Me: ohh okay coool…

Ok I really miss the United Kingdom some friends, and well home. I’m pretty sure mom is taking them to our house, and well she didn’t tell me which isn’t fair at all. I thought about it but then bribed myself till I finally forgot about it well not completely.

We sat on the sofas and watched TV for a while then I started falling asleep and suddenly waking up after 3 attempts of my head-tilting front, back and sideways.

Dhary: yala tnameen?

Me: ee ta3bana

And that was it; we both went in our different directions and slept

I woke up the next morning at 9:59am realizing that I have class in 30 mins and I had forgotten to set that alarm!

Me: SHIT la2 la2 klsh mo nag9a at-haza2

I quickly ran to the toilet taking off my Pj’s in the process… trying to act like multitask-ers. I brushed my teeth, washed my face, and washed to pray.

I Prayed then wore a pair of light jeggings, a t-shirt and my pair of classic brown uggs. Then I rushed to Dhary’s and pulled out his Arizona Navy blue pullover and rushed back out!

Dhary: WAIN? (he shouted from his room)

Me: CLASS IN 10 SEE YOU LATER! (and I shouted back)

I grabbed one of my plastic ‘Harrods’ bags and dropped my cardholder, phone, charger, Ipad, Ipods, flash drive, and Uni. papers/Notebook!

Me: BA5TH EL SAYARA!

I said as I took the keys from the hook and ran down the stairs fast, luckily no one saw that I was inches from slipping and tumbling down those stairs! I got into the car and zoomed to university. I parked in the closest parking spot and walked to class seeing that I had 3 mins!

As I walked past Kuwaiti guys who of course didn’t take their eyes off of me since I'm the only Kuwaiti girl on campus and one of 7 middle easterners. I gave them no attention at all and walked directly to class and THANK god I was just in time…

Professor: Sarah Al ……

I answered to my name as in entered class

Me: Present! (I shut my eyes for a second hoping that he’d let this one go)


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