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I closed my eyes and backed up a few steps leaned against the wall and sat down putting my head on my knee caps and wrapping my arms around my head.

Little did I know that Dhari was holding a bucket of water soap!

Dhari: sorry but I really want to do this *devil *

And he poured the bucket over my head

Me: aaahhh!

Dhari: latchaathbeen mu bared, dafee

Me: bas maay o 9aboon!

The kids: ambaih aunty kela maayy :O

Me: oh this is not over mister (:

I got up walked passed him, he pulled my right arm, made me face him directly and held my other arm. And suddenly he lifts me upp!!!

Me: naaazilllnyyyy ambaaiihh

Dhari: gltay btsaween shay?

Me: eee baroo7 atsabaa7 AGAIN thanks to you

Dhari: ee 3abaly ba3ad

He placed me back down slowly.

That was when I learnt my lesson not to mess with someone double your size, because it’s just impossible for you to win the fight (:

I left the bathroom screaming “UNCLE DHARI 5AAYES”

I got in took a quick shower changed into my Winnie the Pooh pajama nightie, and let my hair down to dry off naturally.

I went back to the kids and Dhari in the other room to see them wearing their pj’s and ready for bed. Honestly I was BEYOND shocked!

Me: what? When? And how?

Dhari: shda3wa shgalooolich ;p

Me: omg impossible! *still shocked *

Dhari: ge3day m3ahom babadel waye

Me: they need milk

Dhari: done!

Me: HOW?

Dhari: mrt okhoch katba klshay 3al wrega ely 3al thalajaaa! (he shouted as he walked out of the room)

Me: OHHHH! ga3ed ta9demny

I totally forgot about that paper! Hahah Noura wrote it down in case I missed something out of the kids daily routine.

I turned off the lights and took the kids to the big bed. The layed down in the middle then started fighting over who wanted to sleep next to who. When Dhari came in the problem was solved!

He was wearing his white underwear top with checkered baby blue pj shorts. He looked so hot and I had to avoid thinking about that by telling him to get to the bed and be quite.

It was me, Feda, Farosi, then Dhari. Both of our elbows on the pillows facing each other except that the kids were in between. I covered myself and Feda with the pink quilt and handed Dhari the blue one, suddenly the kids clung to us and slowly drifted to sleep.

Dhari got up and came to my side.

Dhari: asheelha 3anch * and he carried feda slowly to her crib and tucked her in*

When he carried fares, fares woke up and didn’t want to let go. So I got up and carried him and walked around the room then put him back on the big bed between me and Dhari.

I got under the covers, and just when dhari wanted to get up Fares held his shirt.

Me: leave him here between us bs ana de5t

Dhari: yalah kk

He got under the covers as well and moved Fares to the middle, I placed my hand over farosi’s body and finally slept after a long day!

I was awoken by the amount of sunlight that came from the window, I turned to see a non-baby like arm on my waist wain ra7 faroosi!

I sat upright on the bed mn el 5ar3a, I realized that was Dhari’s hand, seconds later Dhari got up, ofcourse he doesn’t even remember having his arm on my waist...

Me: bsmellah, Faroosi waina wadaitah frasha?

Dhari rubbed his eyes and sat up…I’ve got to admit he looked so cute :( only if I could I hug him right there but again I have to act it out.

Dhari: shfeeech t3awethay mn eblees, nightmare?  Eee 5eft enfaq9a

Me: Eeeh, ok 5tera3t

He got up looked over the kids cribs and left the room, and came back holding a glass of water! 

CUTIE! And ofcourse me… well lost in my own world I suppose, legs crossed on the bed

He sat right infront of me and handed me the glass…

Dhari: samay o shrbay

I did as I was told and drank the water then he took it back to the sink and never came back, it was 6 am so I decided to go back to sleep before the munchkins wake up!

….

Something was attacking me, I'm gonna get hurt, this thing will leave bruises and wounds on my body. AND I started running as fast as I could to be safe away from this creature. I ran in the forest between canopies and bushes till I stumbled over a twig while looking back… and the creature got me

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

....

I woke up my heart beating so fast, sitting up-right and finding farosi on my lap, and Feda on my right and Dhari in the doorway laughing his heart out!

Me: so you are that creature that was following in my dream huh?

I pushed the kids back to lay down and tickled their tummies, till I heard ‘ATOUUB BAS KALAS’ !

Me: waaay I loveee youu!

The twins got up ran out and started giggling.

Dhari: entay elyoum Hahahaha walah film

Me: * I gave him that (this is not funny) stare* plus mafro'9 met3awed :p

Dhari: mo mshkilty shaklich 9aida (leaning on the wall) true ;p

I got out of bed walked past him and punched his karsh

Me: ana mu 9aida OK? *punch *

Me: AAAA7! My fist! Shno hatha *pulled up his shirt * :O SINCE WHEN O.O

Ok I never knew he started working out and he had muscles… sexy! :( 

Dhari: When did you ever touch my abs to feel how hard they were…yes he side-hugs me but i don't touch his body and actually feel his tummy :p

Me: just did

I walked to my room changed washed up and came back to the kids and Dhari in the living room, the kids were so into  Sesame Street I pinched their cheek

Me: Dhari mayshawgooon? :(

Dhari: hhh enshallah someday allah yarzegch eb your own kids ;)

Me: lets not go that far :D

Dhari: ta3alay g3day hnee khalich mn hal yahal :p * he patted on sofa *

I got up and sat beside him on the couch and pulled my feet up, then I leaned in to his body basically stuck to him and raised my head to see him smiling back with his arm over my shoulder.

Me: laman atzawaj abe albes ana w rayly w 3yaly nafs eshay bas my husband and son same shirt o ana o bnty same dress wenroo7 shalaih a7es such a cute family

Dhari: shgltay?

Me: olaa laykon tabeeeny a3eed bas khalas expired :p

Dhari: bs awal klmetain?

Me: laaiimaaaaan aatttzzawaaaaj *I said it slowly not realizing what was wrong *

Dhari: correction * laman NETzawaj, I'm marrying you whether you like it or not fahma?

I was taken aback, shyness took over me, 7ade sta7ayt I didn’t see that coming.

Dhari: ya3ny msta7ya? Okk 5ala9 bnaskit…

10 mins later after day dreaming about my future life and Dhari so into the TV with the kids playing on the floor right in front of us.

Dhari: elmara elyaya etha oboy dag o zafny bagool 7ag omy tdeg 3ala omich…

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We stayed at the mall till dark, so that we make sure not to come back to it again. I couldn’t remember any of the car ride, b/c I woke up as Dhary opened the car door for me.

Noura & I carried the babies as the guys brought up the shopping bags. We all chatted for a while as Dhary and Aziz started to plan for the weekend, which starts tomorrow.

Aziz: Dhary… Sara tgderon 3al yahal bro7kom 7ag hal weekend bas?

We both looked at each other and Dhary’s eyes were saying “say yes”, so I smiled and sat up.

Me: umm eee sure

Dhary:  ma 3endy mane3

Aziz and Noura smiled, I figured they wanted to relax and have a break from those midgets.

Aziz: ba7jezlena ana o Noura bnroo7 o nred likom el a7ad enshallah, bs Dhary etha tgdar teye tg3ad hnee 3ashan mat9eer Sara bro7ha weya el yahal

Dhary: ee la wala ehemik, ana mawjod… ta5thon sayarty? Mo a7san likom feha gps o klshay o 3ashan hal sayara feha ashya2 el yhal

I was about to let out a loud laugh from the way Dhary replied, he got too excited over them leaving which meant that he’d spend the weekend with me, without any supervision! hahaha

Aziz: yalah 3ayal 5oush, o mashkour matga9er

Dhary: hatha el wajeb… yala ana mashe tabon shay?

Aziz: la allah weyak

Dhary got up and left the apartment as I went after him to lock the door and we all headed to bed.

The next day was chaotic the kids were all over the place, Dhary was here, and Aziz and Noura were packing. I had no idea what kind of plan they had on mind for their weekend, and I didn’t bother to ask. Dhary and Aziz were putting the luggage in the car while Noura got a mini picnic bag and started shoving all kinds of snacks in it.

Unlike other kids my niece and nephew were so happy their parents were going away leaving them behind. They were actually waving goodbye while watching Sesame Street. Their mom and dad kissed them goodbye and left.

Noura: 7e6ay balich 3ala 3yaly :p

Me: mn9ijich a9lan el babysitter na6ra bara wara leshyar :p

Noura: ya kaalbaa (she said as she punched my shoulder)

Me: love you take care (I waved as she left)

Seconds later Dhary came up, messed around with the kids while I went to change into something suitable.

I wore my light blue jeans and my cute ribbon printed top with my comfiest Prada flats, and let my hair loose.

I walked out to find Dhary standing by the counter with the kids in front of him in their highchairs eating cornflakes.

Me: park 9a7?

Dhary: ee el jaw zain … 7a6aytlich cornflakes bs yeebay 7aleeb

Me: ga9 3alaihom?

Dhary: wallah ohma yaboon ana maly shghl (he said as he put his hands up like *maly shghl *)

I ate up two spoonfuls then changed the kids and walked to the park with Dhary pushing the stroller.

I was too busy bbm-ing AlAnoud as Dhary started asking questions trying to start a conversation. My replies were ‘hmm’ or ‘haa?’ after 20 seconds of being asked or told…which pissed him off

Noodie

That’s so cute!!! I'm starting to like him *hug *

Sara Al A

I KNOW RIGHT

Heyy no hugs he’s mine * devil face*

Noodie

Dhari & Sara mmm well I guess it sounds okay

As I was about to reply back, Dhary pulled my BB out of my hand and looked at the screen dumbfounded. My face turned into shades red! I looked at him innocently as he smiled devilishly, and placed my phone in his pockets.

Dhary: grounded no phone for the day :p

Me: haayy not fair

I crossed my arms and walked by his side as we got to the park and let the kids loose. (7asayt dogs mo awadem)

We scared the kids as they slid on the slides, chased them around the outdoor games till they lost all their energy and started mumble stuff that didn’t make any sense. We walked back home and made ‘ Mac o teez’ for the kids as they watched Barney (: (yepp that is Macaroni&Cheese)

I sat on the couch reading and flipping through my magazine as Dhary came and sat on the other end of the couch.

Dhary: ashoof 3a6eeny el majala a5af feha ashya2 wa95a ba3ad entay underage! *he snatched the magazine and ripped off the cover *!

Me: DHAAAARRRYY. Wai3 wai3 defasha! Awal shay ma5th talefony wel7in esheg majalety! *I got up and went to my room *

Ok I realize that I'm acting like a baby, but I seriously hate it when someone does this, I was so into that article!

I decided to shower after a day at the park and then changed into my leggings and the university pullover, I sat at the vanity applying perfume, wiping off makeup with my Johnson’s wipes. I pulled my hair up in a bun and applied lotion to feel fresh and clean. As I lay on the bed thinking I heard light knocks on my door.

Me: mno..

The door opened and the kids came running in, they sat on my bed and slowly started to talk one by one.

Farosi: amy Dhary say solly

Feda: he.. said solly

Me: okay * I hugged them real tight * kiss aunty bser3a!

They both pulled my neck from their opposite sides and kissed my cheek.

Me: yalah emshaw ensawy bubble bath weya yellow duck ba3dain enam!

I got up held their tiny hands and walked out of my room, and as soon as they saw Dhary they let go o my hand and ran to him.

Me: MA9LAAAA7AAAAA

Dhary: hathy cookie for you and you

He bribed them…why am I not surprised

Me: khalhom 3endk bajahez hdoum 3ashan asabe7hom

He nodded, I went to their room prepared pj’s underwear and diapers, and started the water to fill the tub.

Me: yalah bser3a mno awaaal

Faj2a mashoof ela earthquake bl sheqa Farosi yarketh o wara e5ta o warahom el giant (Dhary), maytin ‘97ek, atwaqa3 ‘3mai’9a :p

I quickly undressed the kids and threw their clothes eb wayh Dhary ely wagefly 9anam maysawy shay.

Dhary: hooob hoob shayfatny sallah

Me: saw shay mufeed eb 7ayatik tkfaa!

Dhary: laish tfa95een Faroos 3aib tshofin

Me: 6a3 hatha

Dhary: ee wallah 8aleelat adab

Me: :O

I whipped his back with Farosi’s pants o g3ad yeth7ak el kalb.

The kids jumped in as me and Dhary watched them and took pictures, bubble bath foam was everywhere, the kids splashed water on the floor on my face and ofc Dhary helped them do that.

Me: tawny metsab7a ya klaab

Dhary: mafeha shay 2 times a day, no harm

He said as he took foam from the tub’s surface and scrubbed it on my face, that’s when it became chaotic … 

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There you go... second post this week 3shan 5a6er 4 Ketakeet Emfarzineen

Love you all each and every one of you<3 enjoy

While Noura and I shopped the guys took the babies to the play place and watched them play. Nothing could’ve ruined our moment but those heavy bags we were carrying, so I called Dhary

Calling Dharyy… after the second ring… Connected:

Dhary: Sara?

Me: mmm Dhary wainkom?

Dhary: 9oub al3ab elyahal kamlaw seeda

Me: la bs bnrd lashya2 esayara so teye?

Dhary: eee yallah kane 5al teye om faris 7ag Aziz hnee wya el yhal

Me: ok

I hung up

Me: Nouri 5alay lechyas hnee Dhary yay, o Aziz hnak(I got up to point for her)

Noura: okk mashkoura ya 7lwa

Me: stop ur making me blush (:

Noura: ee 3ashan Dhary eshofich o y’97ak

Me: 5aysa ana lawareech rou7ay 7ag raylich yalah!

She laughed and went straight ahead. As she left Dhary came and helped me carry the bags to the car. In the parking…

Dhary: ya3ny lazm nrateb edaba?

Me: eee (I said while half my body was practically in the trunk)

Dhary: okay…

Ma we3ayt ela Dhary’s hands wrapped around my leg pushing me in the trunk and closing it! I quickly sat up crossed my legs and faced the trunk’s window with a puppy face…

Of course Dhary was standing there laughing like a fool, and about a minute later he leaned back on the car giving me his back as if I wasn’t there! By that moment I’d lost my patience and now staring at him giving him the *enshallah tfechly ya3ny * look. I pinged him and threatened that Aziz and Noura will sense that something’s wrong because we took so long here. And he replied coldly…

Dhary Al A

5oush tahdeed but no :D

Sara Al A

7aqeeeer, akrehik

Dhary Al A

No you don't, mmm ok I’ll have you do something for me then I might let you out

Sara Al A

You MIGHT? Yallah tell me 5al9ny

Imagine all that time wana lail7iny bl daba ma fachly eyaha 6ab3an and he’s still giving me his back.

Dhary Al A

Well you have admit something that you’ve always wanted to tell me

Sara Al A

Like what?

Dhary Al A

Like if you have feelings towards me.

I stared at the screen not knowing what to reply back, I'm so embarrassed he’s right in front of me. I’d rather admit texting but at least knowing that person isn’t around! Not having him standing right in front of me with a stupid window in between. I pulled my knees up and held my phone between my knees and digged my face in and started replying…

Sara Al A

Yes

I

Do

And you know so, I hate you right now!

As I was typing that I didn’t know that he’d turned and is now facing me. I looked up and met his eyes then I bit my lip feeling so utterly ashamed as he smiled and winked. He slowly opened the trunk and I got down trying to act lady-like as he closed it and walked after me heading back into the mall.

We walked by each other inches away, with not even one word of communication. We reached where they sat waiting and waited for the kids to come out, each came running out holding their shoes. I picked up Fares and turned him round so that he’s facing Dhary.

Farosi: uncle tooooty (joty)

Dhary: 3a6ny ashof (he held one and tried putting his feet in but he couldn’t) 3a6eeny asheela magdar alabsa

Actually that was funny but I couldn’t laugh, it's just a shoe

I handed him Faroosi and put on his shoes for then Dhary put him down and held his tiny hands while Feda sat in the stroller. We sat at the food court; we walked round to see what caught our appetite’s attention and went for it. We took turns in getting our food then sat back at the table to eat. When most of us were done eating Aziz asked

Aziz: Sara 3asa fakartay? La2ana erayal yay hnee 3enda dawra o yabe yg3ad weyach

I was shocked by what he said so I just tilted my head upwards and looked at him…

Me: ha …. Mmm Aziz’s ana maby atzawaj sha59 ghareeb 3alay, not considering the fact that he’s older than I am eb wayed

Aziz: 3ala ra7tich bs mayet6awaf

Noura: fee alf ghaira enshallah

She said as she winked

I was saved by Noura, who gave me a side hug as I smiled and looked at Dhary.

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Heal Me 37

More to come sorry... very busy

Dedicated to my new readers and Anonymous <3

My heartbeats are now so fast that I cant even feel them beating. I looked up hoping that person I bumped into isn’t Dhary. I looked up and thankfully I saw a dark skin toned gangster who was pissed at me …

Gangster: watch where yo goin’ gurl I aint watchin round fow ya

I looked up and apologized not giving him a chance to go on about what just happened. As the gangster took a step to his right and continued I saw that Dhary was standing right there in front of me… 2 meters away

He walked towards me

Coming closer

And closer

My heartbeats were beating fast! He stood there and started blurting out words FAST!

Dhary: shqaasdich betfaakreen?

I decided to stay strong and act as if there was nothing between us since our relationship is actually wrong and not stable, I really don't know what I should call him. Is he a friend? Brother’s best friend? Lover? Future husband? I'm lost.

Me: mm laish eb degeega tabeeny aredla 5abar? Akeed I have to think about it all right?

Dhary: ENTAY MN9IJICH?

Me: excuse me you don't have the right to scream at me

Dhary: A9ARE5 MA AA9AAARE5 WALLAH HATHA RAJE3LY! MATJAAAWBEEEEN!

Me: YOU are marrying YOUR COUSIN! I HAVE to find my ONE since you already know yours… o sma3t Aziz 7aram arfe’9a 5oush wa7ed

Dhary: O MN GAALIICHH ENY BATZAWAJHA

Me: eeee atzawejik wahalek ekarhony eb 3eeshty, you know I want a real family that appreciates me not one that hates me especially that I haven’t lived long with Hamad and never met my Father…

I couldn’t continue what I was saying, my eyes started tearing up, just saying Hamad’s name pinches in the heart.

Me: ju-st for-get –it (I said between sobs and turned around giving him my back)

He sighed and I could feel that he was following me suddenly I felt his manly arms wrap around my shoulder from behind me. I had trouble breathing while I was crying at the same time.

Dhary: ana mara7 atzawaj bnt 5alty ana abeech entay, ana a7ebich o abeech tkoonin mrty o tsaweenly cornflakes klyoum :D sam7eeny ana asef eny 9ara5t 3alaich bs 9edamteeny

He said as a smile formed across my face and tears fell, I slowly turned to see his handsome face.

Me: I didn’t know what we were and I was scared of losing you kafe ena Hamad ra7…

Dhary: allah yr7ma enshallah he’d be above right now laughing at both us zain chethy?

I giggle against my will as Dhary gave me a peck by my eyes, it's a weird one but I loved it anyways.

Dhary: rou7ay foug el7in jedamy o golay 7ag bo faroos 5al edawerlich rayal thany esma yabde bl “ض” o yentehe eb “ري”

Me: heheheh enshallah

Dhary: omy kanat t’hadedny 6oul el wgt enha tzawejny eyaha o tadry eny akraha O BAS o ana knt at6afar wa3a9eb I promise that is all, o omy ra7 t7ebich methl mat7eb Dhayo e5ty ;)

Me: knt ashofik t3a9eb 7ail 3ashan chethy alaft enk btetzawajha, o enshalah ur mom likes me

Dhary: bas LIKE ra7 t7ebich agolich! Tgoolinly like… yahh sarona shfeech :p

Me: hheheh sorry sorry

Dhary: yalah rou7ay namay bacher benro7 Mall b3eed shway o ChuckyECheese 7ag el yahal

Me: wanasa!

We chatted as we walked to the building and when we got there Dhary said his goodbyes and walked to his apartment which is 5 mins away!

I stood there looking at him till he was no where to be seen, a tall figure with perfect figures and perfect Kuwaiti “karsh” which I love most about Kuwaiti men <3 A Kuwaiti man is one with a perfect “karsh”, don't get me wrong bs 9ij ya3ny el machbous wain ra7!

I smiled shut my eyes and walked towards the elevator and in the apartment, Aziz had turned off the lights and had gone to bed already. I walked straight to my room, changed into a suitable pj and drifted off to sleep.

The next morning the twins were up so early that they ruined every dream I dreamt! I tried to sleep for another hour or so then I heard Noura bribing the kids…

Noura: rou7aw ga3daw aunty 3ashan nakl pancakes for breakfast!

F&F: OK mama

I knew immediately that she couldn’t find the recipes that’s why she told them to come wake me up to get it out for her!

The kids opened the door slowly and tip toed before they reached my bedi quicly pushed the covers away and scared them. They looked hilarious! Feda ran back to their mommy while Faroosi stood there and said “yuma!” I laughed so hard at him!

Me: t6arsheen e3yalich 3alay haa? Ne6ray youm mn layam bashayeshhom ega3donich 6 el 9b7

I shouted from my room as I entered the bathroom to wash up. I went to the living room to find the kids in their adorable gap pj’s watching “keke” yepp you guessed right its “Mickey Mouse Clubhouse”!

I kissed both of them then went to the kitchen to help Nora prepare breakfast, we messed around and she started teasing me about my relationship with Dhary. Just as we set the table and the kids in their highchairs, Aziz woke up.

Aziz: 9aba7 el 5aiiir

Noura&I: 9aba7 enour

Noura: yala 7abeeby sam tawna ga3deen 5oush ryog

Aziz: yallah yallah

He walked over to the table and kissed the kids on his way and sat by Noura. We ate breakfast peacefully then I decided to tell Aziz that I don't want to marry that guy who proposed. I waited for him to finish

Aziz: el7mdellah (he said as he was getting up)

I smiled as he got up and told us to start changing in 30 mins, Noura packed the kids bag with diapers and snacks while myself and the kids played around.

Me: Feda Faroosi come aunty buy for you horsey and you will wear today okay?

Horsey is Polo :| yes yes vocabulary isn’t that good with those two midgets

I took out their cute matching polo outfit and told them to show their mommy, they held it walked to their mom…

F&F: mama look aunty buy foll me holsey!

Noura: alaah very nice gltaw thankyou?

F&F: No :o

While Bbm-ing Dhary I heard them scream “Thankyou aunty” and so I replied back and Dhary said he was on his way!

Dhary Al

Mo talbesinly shay thayej and revealing

Sara Al

Wala ehemik albs 3abayty wanzl

Dhary Al

Mo tensain el neqab o hathak el gloves

Sara Al

Neqaby mashgog!

Dhary Al

5AY6EEEH!

Sara Al

Hahahahahah!

Brb changing

Mett mn el ‘97k while texting him, I quickly got up to change. I wore a yellow casual dress with a navy blue scarf and a pair of flats with my brown Mulberry bag. I applied simple makeup with a spatter of blush and mascara.

I took the kids downstairs with me to give Noura a chance to change and put the stroller in the car. As soon as we got down we found Dhary standing by the car. He was wearing a pair of jeans and a white Armani shirt, with sandals.

I carried Faroosi buckled him in the car seat and went back to see Dhary carrying Feda.

Dhary: e5theeha 3ashan ada5l 3arabanat-hom

I took Feda and got in the car. As soon as he closed the trunk Aziz and Noura came, and we headed to the mall, which was half hour away.

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I found my flash :D and added some stuff, edited it too and posted it!

Sorry if took so long :*

Enjoy <3 dedicated to Sara 'from ksa'

I woke to see him still by my side except his left hand on the bed leaning on it and his right one just on my waist.

Me: 9aba7 el 5air (I said as I stretched my arms)

Dhary: 9aba7 el nouuurr (he said as he bent and kissed my forehead)

I find this “thing” so cute when the man kisses his wife on her forehead! And I love it when someone does it for me!

I shut my eyes for a second to feel the passion

Dhary: gomay el7in ana na6rech a5er shay tnamin

Me: Mmm ma nmt kany gmt

I said as I got up and held his right hand for support. Then I walked to the bathroom and washed up and put my hair up in a bun, just to avoid messiness. I walked out to find Dhary sitting on my side of the bed, wearing one of Hamad’s boxers and his white underwear shirt.

We ate breakfast, changed into something else and then waited till it was time to go to the airport. I was so exited to see my brother, his wife and their twins.

When reached the airport, every minute passed felt like it was an hour. FINALLY I saw them walking out of the gate with their luggage.

I hugged my sister-in-law and then 3ziz and finally carried Feda and kissed Fares who was now in Dhari’s arms.

We updated each other all the way to the car, we had a lot of catching up to do. I missed everyone; Noura added some details about home and my mom. I miss my mom. It feels like ages since I last saw her. Enshallah I’ll get to see her soon.

Even though I didn’t live a very long time in Kuwait but I just felt it was home. My second home after the UK.

The whole ride home I was kissing the little munchkins none stop. They were enjoying it, and laughing along with me. However Noura kept teasing me, “yallah meta t9eerin om o tesh7enin 7ananich ib 3yalich” hahaha

I smiled but I knew that wont happened anytime soon since I overheard Dhary’s conversation on the phone couple of times that he was forced into marrying his cousin, which is obviously not me. I guess I'm too attached to Dhary, to having to think of marrying someone else. Having to get to know that ‘someone else’ is gonna take time too (:

Allah kareem enshallah

We got home … I showed 3ziz and Nora their room. They were so thankful about everything we got for them and the kids and said there was no need for most of it. But heyy I got too excited!

We sat in the living room chatting while the kids sat on the floor playing with their toys and being tickled by Dhary. At about sun set, Nora excused herself to go to her room to sleep. She was exhausted from the trip she wanted to get some rest. Noura and I tucked the kids in just before she slept, and so this leaves me Aziz and Dhary in the living room.

Aziz wanted to talk to me about something, he’s been trying to say since the minute they got here. I really don't know what he has to say. Allah yaster

Aziz: Sara b’3eetch eb maw’9oo3

Dhary was about to stand up to excuse himself but Aziz stopped him and said…

Aziz: Dhary ana ma a3tbrik ‘3areeb enta eb 7esbat o5y. Eg3ad abeek tesma3 eli bagoola 7ag sara, Sara ekhtk methil ma ehee ekhty

Dhary smiled and sat back down.

okay he’s making me nervous now! What’s going on here!

Me: Aziz what’s wrong? Is everything alright?

Aziz: la t7ateen maku shay ekhar3

Me: 3ayal goul shfeek g3d etkhr3ni!

Aziz: gabl sbou3een ta8admlich wa7d mn ahal obooi allah yer7ma … el rayal khoosh wa7d wel ne3m feeh. Sa2alt 3ana w may3eeba shay shtgoolin?

Aziz caught me off guard. Seriously I froze there for a second trying to realize what he said.

I looked at Dhary his face was Indescribable! I wanted to know what he felt about all of this!

Does he like me enough to marry me? any feelings towards me? anything!

Aziz was still talking about this guy and I have no idea about what he said, physically I was there but mentally I wasn’t I was lost thinking about Dhary & I, and whether I should reject that man and wait for Dhary to propose.

Me: Aziz madry enta faja2tni … can you give me some time to think

Aziz: ekhthay ra7tch mn 7agich etfakreen … w etha tabeen ts2leen 3an ay shay goleeli … bs abi mench mwafa8a mabda2ya 3ashan akalm el rayal agoola eyy hnee bas 3ashan etshofeena … teg3edin weyah tshofeen etha tabeena… etha mabaghaitee la t7ateen maku n9eeb … bs abeech etfakreen 3adel gabl la t36eeni rayich

Me: enshallah … (I stood up, I needed some fresh air) shway warja3 excuse me

I walked past both lost Aziz and shocked Dhary, grabbed my cardigan and opened the apartment door and ran all the way downstairs … I wanted to think this all out!

Walking slowly from street to street and back to our building I sat on that bench and started to think deeply…

So this is how this all is going to be.

Dhary mu n9eebi, I know his family won’t stop bothering him until he marries that girl they want him to marry.

What will happen to me then?

Even if he married me they wont like me at all!

Maybe I’m not ready for marriage just yet.

I need to focus on my studies but…

If it was Dhary he’s an exception, but I don’t think he wants to get married any time soon.

I was walking around in circles around the block again. As I stopped to catch my breath I was almost back to the building again.

I saw Dhary walking my way. I don’t think he saw me because he was going crazy both hands on his waist then held hold the back of his head and walk around just by the building. So I tried to hide behind some fences and poles.

I’m so not ready to face Dhary, not now!

I turned around giving him my back and closed my eyes tight hoping that he wouldn’t see me accidentally. I stayed there my eyes shut for about a minute or so. Then I looked back again at where he was standing and he disappeared.

Just as I turned the other way to go back to the apartment I bumped into someone, I lift my head slowly and…

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Improvement is all i can say that im posting two posts in two weeks time :D

heheheh there you go guys ;)

this one goes out to 4 Ketakeet emfarzineen because im going to buy chicks tomorrow :D

Professor: Lucky one

I took the last seat, plugged in my charger, and waited for class to start. As he started I listened carefully to my professor lecture and started taking endless notes. After 90 minutes class was finally over!

I walked out of class, grabbed my belongings and dumped them in my bag. Next thing I saw was Dhary right in front of class, standing there, waiting for me. His smile so innocent and that gaze I cant not smile when I see!

Me: heyy

Dhary: halaa …shloona el class

Me: as usual notes ege9on el eed :D

Dhary: 3ayal dam chethy yallah emshay a6al3ich

Me: hahaha ambaih 7asayt nafsy yahel

We started walking through the hallway and out to the car as we chatted about what is needed when they arrive.

Suddenly Dhary said….

Dhary: bs eyoun Aziz o mrta I'm moving out bag3ad eb sheqety

Me: la bs shloon …

Dhary: don't worry it’s getting cleaned ;)

Me: mmm ok

We finally got to the car and we’d decided to go to a mall then to Baby ‘r us and Target!

At Baby ‘r us we went to the cribs section to choose any 2 for the F’s, while I was in the process of picking out one and taking Dhary’s opinion his phone rang. He motioned for me to wait and that he’ll be back. However, his voice was loud and I could hear him from between the shelves, when he was on his way back to where I was I heard...

Dhary: ana gayelkom mabeeha ya5y dawrolaha ghairy ana shako abtelesh feeha!... ya5y ma7ebha !! 5alaa9!...yah qa9eb el zawaj…malkom shghl ana 7a6ha b3youni wain betroo7 ballah?… et6eeer? mathalan....5ala9 ana la3at chbdy mnkom yala fman allah….

Dhary: staghefrallah el 3a’9eem

…there I go trying to change the subject and acting as if I heard nothing

Me: shglt ayhe a7la

Dhary: e5thay ely e3ajbich saroon klha frash yahel

OK! I was just asking for your opinion moran! Ana lawareek el7in kl hatha you take it all out on me huh? Ok hayen bnshoof ely be3amlik zain hal ayam … asshole!

I called a staff member and got two of the same white classic cribs and the same white highchairs, two staff members are going to come tomorrow to put them up for us!

Lastly, we went to Target and got baby food and essentials for the kitchen.

The ride back home was silent, awkward and all; you can say. As we parked in our garage spot. I got down, and opened the trunk to carry something at least, I pulled one of the highchairs to carry with my left hand the other with my right to see him complaining…

Dhary: latshelin 5aleh ana ardlihom el7in

I ignored and walked to the elevator placed the boxes by the wall and went back again to help carry the rest. I carried some bags and Dhary was standing there by the trunk staring like what’s wrong with her? That’s what I want right? For him to apologize…

Da5alt kl el ashya2 bl elevator clicked for it to go up then I’d take all the stuff out o b6agag kaifa Dhary (:

The next day was boring like always, I went to uni attended my morning class then left to go wait for the staff to come fix the cribs for me. I went back to the apartment to find Dhary still asleep. I woke him up because one of the cribs is going to be in the there.

Dhary: meta byoun?

Me: madry

I answered without bothering to look him in the eye or actually looking at him. He grabbed something from the fridge and left, I didn’t see him after that … I arranged the cribs and put them into place, and placed the foods in their places; i.e fridge, cupboard, store…

That was how I ended my day… the next few days I wouldn’t see Dhary at all, except he’d come just before bed time pick some of his stuff and leave, still without communicating at all. I’ve gone shopping for the kids and got identical clothing for them out of boredom…

The apartment was spotless, everything was ready for Aziz, Noura and the kids, and I couldn’t wait till tomorrow

Finally at about 12 pm that day my phone rang and surprisingly it was Dhary calling…

Me: hmm

Dhary: Sara?

Me: hala?

Dhary: you9lon bacher at 4pm

Me: ee adry

Dhary: bayech esa3a wa7da bacher 3ashan nro7

Me: okay…

*silence *

Me: mm mashkour Dhary matga9er

Dhary: 7ayach 3ady shda3wa… shetsaween?

Me: sitting… bl 9ala… alone

Dhary: ya3ny ta3aaal tara ana ga3da bro7y :p

ya 7lw ely e7awel ethaye3 e9aglaa we’9a7ikny

Me: hahha shako -.- enta tfham klshay bl magloub mo mshkilty!!

Dhary: el7in 9rt ana el magloub?

Me: eeh!

Chna ba6aye7 el 7a6ab :\

Dhary: yallah fcheely el bab

Me: mamdaaak

Dhary: fecheeh agolich

Me: okk bbye

Dhary: *he hung up *

I opened the door to see him holding his phone and smiling that smile I cant resist! He is killing me slowly with his stares and the fact that he isn’t doing anything! Ughhh

He walked past me and patted my head… ok Dhary? Do I look like a dog to you? you don't pat humans heads mister!

I locked the door and joined him on the sofa for the next 3 hours, then I started falling asleep and I don't realize that I’ve slept on his warm chest till he woke me up and placed his left hand under my knee and the other behind my back and carried me to my room.

He placed me on my bed and bent down so that he was on the same level as my head

Dhary: yala ana mashe saroon ashofich bacher ok?

I don't know what got into me and made me say this…

Me: please stay Dhary

Dhary: la hdoumy hnak magdar

Me: 3endi some of Hamad’s clothes in the far end of my closet choose one for now w bacher elbs something else …please eg3ad

Dhary: mmm 7aathir mn 3yony hathy * points at left eye* gabl hathy *points at the right eye *

Ok. This was adorable!

He walked to the closet and found the boxer, then went to the bathroom to change, 5 mins later he slid beside me in bed. It felt so safe being in his arms, I turned to face him and smiled as I shut my eyes and slept.

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Finals, Mid-terms you name it...

contact me: walkmewithyou@hotmail.com

most importantly enjoy <3

I saved my essay, attached it to a new email page and sent it to my professor.

Then I sat there staring at the laptop screen blankly, thinking what to do now? Sleep? Study for my quiz? Or sleep?

OKAY sleep it is!

I closed the laptop’s screen and laid back on the sofa, pulled out the living room’s quilt and slept peacefully! I woke up to a VERY loud knock on the door that scared the HELL out of me!!!

I was so scared that I grabbed my phone quickly, ran to my room looking back every time checking if that FREEKY person broke the door or not yet! I locked my room door as fast as I could and held my phone and saw that I had 12 missed calls from DHARY!

I hit the green button to call him and said after the second ring when he picked up!

Me: DHARY SAKRAAAN 3ND EL BAAB! E6G 7AAAIIILLL SHASAWY! (and I started crying)

Dhary: LAAA LAAA !!

Me: Em-baa-laah pl-ea-se ta-3aal!

Dhary: ya 7ilwa, fchay el bab hatha ana

Me:…

Dhary: sarona?

Me: hmmm…9ij? Hatha enta? STOP KNOCKING ma a9adgik lazm we check awal gabl ma afchlik el bab!

Dhary: ok yalah ana babase6 bara

I unlocked the door and heard that something had it's weight against the door, I walked to the apartment door and stood there…

Me: put your phone on the floor (I said as I hung up)

Then I pinged him on Bbm and that was when I heard his phone buzz on the floor!

I quickly unlocked the door and swung it open!

Dhary: please don’t leave the key in the key hole, hang it on the hook 3ashan mayen3ad hal maw8if :p

Me: opss :( sorrryyy

Dhary: 3ady! 5ara3teeny 3alaich

He said as he got up and walked over towards me.

Dhary: sh-haal dmou3! Afaaa ! t5afin mny!

Me: I thought you were someone else *trying to talk in between sobs *

Dhary: *sigh * lat5afeen sarona I'm here

He said as he pulled me into a hug! Then he picked me up so that my feet no longer touched the floor and walked in and locked the door after him. It felt so warm and safe being that close to him, I just didn’t want him to put me back down and let go of this tight but comforting hug! Sadly, not everything you wish for happens and lasts. So he let go after locking the door and put his arm over my shoulder and we both walked to the sofas.

And so he changed the subject to avoid what might have came next.

Dhary: ana gltt akeed nayma! 7alaya el kesha (he said as he flung strands of my hair)

Me: 7araam 3alaik ana mo kesha! ):

I said quickly and started patting my hair from both sides to let those strands fall back.

Dhary: maynona? (he said as he held both my hands)

Me: 3ashan enamoun el yananwa

Dhary: haha chethy tnawmeenhom? Zain ma 6ayartay m5ich (he said as he let go and messed my hair) Ya7elo el kesheeeeeshh!

Me: hhaaaay

Dhary: ya5y 3ajebny kaify may9eer ya3jebny?

I stayed quite and as soon as I felt my cheek turning red, I placed both hands over my face and covered it! Next thing I felt was his hands over mine and he held them from my wrist. Suddenly he pulled my hands apart and said…

Dhary: Tiyaaa !

And we both burst into laughter!

Dhary: ya3ny lazm nl3ab weyach nafs faros o feda :p

Me: ee aghaar mnhom

Dhary: 5ala9 wala ehemich my attention kila 7agich ba3ad shtabin!

Me: hahaha

Dhary: 3ala 6aree faroos o feda, aziz kalamny elyoum o chena byona in about 10 days ;)

Me: REALLY :O? o mama?

Dhary: galy betroo7 UK o ohma qareraw eyon hnee

Me: bas shlon troo7 alone

Dhary: laa bero7on weyaha mrt 3amech o bnat-ha

Me: ohh okay coool…

Ok I really miss the United Kingdom some friends, and well home. I’m pretty sure mom is taking them to our house, and well she didn’t tell me which isn’t fair at all. I thought about it but then bribed myself till I finally forgot about it well not completely.

We sat on the sofas and watched TV for a while then I started falling asleep and suddenly waking up after 3 attempts of my head-tilting front, back and sideways.

Dhary: yala tnameen?

Me: ee ta3bana

And that was it; we both went in our different directions and slept

I woke up the next morning at 9:59am realizing that I have class in 30 mins and I had forgotten to set that alarm!

Me: SHIT la2 la2 klsh mo nag9a at-haza2

I quickly ran to the toilet taking off my Pj’s in the process… trying to act like multitask-ers. I brushed my teeth, washed my face, and washed to pray.

I Prayed then wore a pair of light jeggings, a t-shirt and my pair of classic brown uggs. Then I rushed to Dhary’s and pulled out his Arizona Navy blue pullover and rushed back out!

Dhary: WAIN? (he shouted from his room)

Me: CLASS IN 10 SEE YOU LATER! (and I shouted back)

I grabbed one of my plastic ‘Harrods’ bags and dropped my cardholder, phone, charger, Ipad, Ipods, flash drive, and Uni. papers/Notebook!

Me: BA5TH EL SAYARA!

I said as I took the keys from the hook and ran down the stairs fast, luckily no one saw that I was inches from slipping and tumbling down those stairs! I got into the car and zoomed to university. I parked in the closest parking spot and walked to class seeing that I had 3 mins!

As I walked past Kuwaiti guys who of course didn’t take their eyes off of me since I'm the only Kuwaiti girl on campus and one of 7 middle easterners. I gave them no attention at all and walked directly to class and THANK god I was just in time…

Professor: Sarah Al ……

I answered to my name as in entered class

Me: Present! (I shut my eyes for a second hoping that he’d let this one go)

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