Heal Me 36

I found my flash :D and added some stuff, edited it too and posted it!

Sorry if took so long :*

Enjoy <3 dedicated to Sara 'from ksa'

I woke to see him still by my side except his left hand on the bed leaning on it and his right one just on my waist.

Me: 9aba7 el 5air (I said as I stretched my arms)

Dhary: 9aba7 el nouuurr (he said as he bent and kissed my forehead)

I find this “thing” so cute when the man kisses his wife on her forehead! And I love it when someone does it for me!

I shut my eyes for a second to feel the passion

Dhary: gomay el7in ana na6rech a5er shay tnamin

Me: Mmm ma nmt kany gmt

I said as I got up and held his right hand for support. Then I walked to the bathroom and washed up and put my hair up in a bun, just to avoid messiness. I walked out to find Dhary sitting on my side of the bed, wearing one of Hamad’s boxers and his white underwear shirt.

We ate breakfast, changed into something else and then waited till it was time to go to the airport. I was so exited to see my brother, his wife and their twins.

When reached the airport, every minute passed felt like it was an hour. FINALLY I saw them walking out of the gate with their luggage.

I hugged my sister-in-law and then 3ziz and finally carried Feda and kissed Fares who was now in Dhari’s arms.

We updated each other all the way to the car, we had a lot of catching up to do. I missed everyone; Noura added some details about home and my mom. I miss my mom. It feels like ages since I last saw her. Enshallah I’ll get to see her soon.

Even though I didn’t live a very long time in Kuwait but I just felt it was home. My second home after the UK.

The whole ride home I was kissing the little munchkins none stop. They were enjoying it, and laughing along with me. However Noura kept teasing me, “yallah meta t9eerin om o tesh7enin 7ananich ib 3yalich” hahaha

I smiled but I knew that wont happened anytime soon since I overheard Dhary’s conversation on the phone couple of times that he was forced into marrying his cousin, which is obviously not me. I guess I'm too attached to Dhary, to having to think of marrying someone else. Having to get to know that ‘someone else’ is gonna take time too (:

Allah kareem enshallah

We got home … I showed 3ziz and Nora their room. They were so thankful about everything we got for them and the kids and said there was no need for most of it. But heyy I got too excited!

We sat in the living room chatting while the kids sat on the floor playing with their toys and being tickled by Dhary. At about sun set, Nora excused herself to go to her room to sleep. She was exhausted from the trip she wanted to get some rest. Noura and I tucked the kids in just before she slept, and so this leaves me Aziz and Dhary in the living room.

Aziz wanted to talk to me about something, he’s been trying to say since the minute they got here. I really don't know what he has to say. Allah yaster

Aziz: Sara b’3eetch eb maw’9oo3

Dhary was about to stand up to excuse himself but Aziz stopped him and said…

Aziz: Dhary ana ma a3tbrik ‘3areeb enta eb 7esbat o5y. Eg3ad abeek tesma3 eli bagoola 7ag sara, Sara ekhtk methil ma ehee ekhty

Dhary smiled and sat back down.

okay he’s making me nervous now! What’s going on here!

Me: Aziz what’s wrong? Is everything alright?

Aziz: la t7ateen maku shay ekhar3

Me: 3ayal goul shfeek g3d etkhr3ni!

Aziz: gabl sbou3een ta8admlich wa7d mn ahal obooi allah yer7ma … el rayal khoosh wa7d wel ne3m feeh. Sa2alt 3ana w may3eeba shay shtgoolin?

Aziz caught me off guard. Seriously I froze there for a second trying to realize what he said.

I looked at Dhary his face was Indescribable! I wanted to know what he felt about all of this!

Does he like me enough to marry me? any feelings towards me? anything!

Aziz was still talking about this guy and I have no idea about what he said, physically I was there but mentally I wasn’t I was lost thinking about Dhary & I, and whether I should reject that man and wait for Dhary to propose.

Me: Aziz madry enta faja2tni … can you give me some time to think

Aziz: ekhthay ra7tch mn 7agich etfakreen … w etha tabeen ts2leen 3an ay shay goleeli … bs abi mench mwafa8a mabda2ya 3ashan akalm el rayal agoola eyy hnee bas 3ashan etshofeena … teg3edin weyah tshofeen etha tabeena… etha mabaghaitee la t7ateen maku n9eeb … bs abeech etfakreen 3adel gabl la t36eeni rayich

Me: enshallah … (I stood up, I needed some fresh air) shway warja3 excuse me

I walked past both lost Aziz and shocked Dhary, grabbed my cardigan and opened the apartment door and ran all the way downstairs … I wanted to think this all out!

Walking slowly from street to street and back to our building I sat on that bench and started to think deeply…

So this is how this all is going to be.

Dhary mu n9eebi, I know his family won’t stop bothering him until he marries that girl they want him to marry.

What will happen to me then?

Even if he married me they wont like me at all!

Maybe I’m not ready for marriage just yet.

I need to focus on my studies but…

If it was Dhary he’s an exception, but I don’t think he wants to get married any time soon.

I was walking around in circles around the block again. As I stopped to catch my breath I was almost back to the building again.

I saw Dhary walking my way. I don’t think he saw me because he was going crazy both hands on his waist then held hold the back of his head and walk around just by the building. So I tried to hide behind some fences and poles.

I’m so not ready to face Dhary, not now!

I turned around giving him my back and closed my eyes tight hoping that he wouldn’t see me accidentally. I stayed there my eyes shut for about a minute or so. Then I looked back again at where he was standing and he disappeared.

Just as I turned the other way to go back to the apartment I bumped into someone, I lift my head slowly and…

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