Heal Me 37

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My heartbeats are now so fast that I cant even feel them beating. I looked up hoping that person I bumped into isn’t Dhary. I looked up and thankfully I saw a dark skin toned gangster who was pissed at me …

Gangster: watch where yo goin’ gurl I aint watchin round fow ya

I looked up and apologized not giving him a chance to go on about what just happened. As the gangster took a step to his right and continued I saw that Dhary was standing right there in front of me… 2 meters away

He walked towards me

Coming closer

And closer

My heartbeats were beating fast! He stood there and started blurting out words FAST!

Dhary: shqaasdich betfaakreen?

I decided to stay strong and act as if there was nothing between us since our relationship is actually wrong and not stable, I really don't know what I should call him. Is he a friend? Brother’s best friend? Lover? Future husband? I'm lost.

Me: mm laish eb degeega tabeeny aredla 5abar? Akeed I have to think about it all right?

Dhary: ENTAY MN9IJICH?

Me: excuse me you don't have the right to scream at me

Dhary: A9ARE5 MA AA9AAARE5 WALLAH HATHA RAJE3LY! MATJAAAWBEEEEN!

Me: YOU are marrying YOUR COUSIN! I HAVE to find my ONE since you already know yours… o sma3t Aziz 7aram arfe’9a 5oush wa7ed

Dhary: O MN GAALIICHH ENY BATZAWAJHA

Me: eeee atzawejik wahalek ekarhony eb 3eeshty, you know I want a real family that appreciates me not one that hates me especially that I haven’t lived long with Hamad and never met my Father…

I couldn’t continue what I was saying, my eyes started tearing up, just saying Hamad’s name pinches in the heart.

Me: ju-st for-get –it (I said between sobs and turned around giving him my back)

He sighed and I could feel that he was following me suddenly I felt his manly arms wrap around my shoulder from behind me. I had trouble breathing while I was crying at the same time.

Dhary: ana mara7 atzawaj bnt 5alty ana abeech entay, ana a7ebich o abeech tkoonin mrty o tsaweenly cornflakes klyoum :D sam7eeny ana asef eny 9ara5t 3alaich bs 9edamteeny

He said as a smile formed across my face and tears fell, I slowly turned to see his handsome face.

Me: I didn’t know what we were and I was scared of losing you kafe ena Hamad ra7…

Dhary: allah yr7ma enshallah he’d be above right now laughing at both us zain chethy?

I giggle against my will as Dhary gave me a peck by my eyes, it's a weird one but I loved it anyways.

Dhary: rou7ay foug el7in jedamy o golay 7ag bo faroos 5al edawerlich rayal thany esma yabde bl “ض” o yentehe eb “ري”

Me: heheheh enshallah

Dhary: omy kanat t’hadedny 6oul el wgt enha tzawejny eyaha o tadry eny akraha O BAS o ana knt at6afar wa3a9eb I promise that is all, o omy ra7 t7ebich methl mat7eb Dhayo e5ty ;)

Me: knt ashofik t3a9eb 7ail 3ashan chethy alaft enk btetzawajha, o enshalah ur mom likes me

Dhary: bas LIKE ra7 t7ebich agolich! Tgoolinly like… yahh sarona shfeech :p

Me: hheheh sorry sorry

Dhary: yalah rou7ay namay bacher benro7 Mall b3eed shway o ChuckyECheese 7ag el yahal

Me: wanasa!

We chatted as we walked to the building and when we got there Dhary said his goodbyes and walked to his apartment which is 5 mins away!

I stood there looking at him till he was no where to be seen, a tall figure with perfect figures and perfect Kuwaiti “karsh” which I love most about Kuwaiti men <3 A Kuwaiti man is one with a perfect “karsh”, don't get me wrong bs 9ij ya3ny el machbous wain ra7!

I smiled shut my eyes and walked towards the elevator and in the apartment, Aziz had turned off the lights and had gone to bed already. I walked straight to my room, changed into a suitable pj and drifted off to sleep.

The next morning the twins were up so early that they ruined every dream I dreamt! I tried to sleep for another hour or so then I heard Noura bribing the kids…

Noura: rou7aw ga3daw aunty 3ashan nakl pancakes for breakfast!

F&F: OK mama

I knew immediately that she couldn’t find the recipes that’s why she told them to come wake me up to get it out for her!

The kids opened the door slowly and tip toed before they reached my bedi quicly pushed the covers away and scared them. They looked hilarious! Feda ran back to their mommy while Faroosi stood there and said “yuma!” I laughed so hard at him!

Me: t6arsheen e3yalich 3alay haa? Ne6ray youm mn layam bashayeshhom ega3donich 6 el 9b7

I shouted from my room as I entered the bathroom to wash up. I went to the living room to find the kids in their adorable gap pj’s watching “keke” yepp you guessed right its “Mickey Mouse Clubhouse”!

I kissed both of them then went to the kitchen to help Nora prepare breakfast, we messed around and she started teasing me about my relationship with Dhary. Just as we set the table and the kids in their highchairs, Aziz woke up.

Aziz: 9aba7 el 5aiiir

Noura&I: 9aba7 enour

Noura: yala 7abeeby sam tawna ga3deen 5oush ryog

Aziz: yallah yallah

He walked over to the table and kissed the kids on his way and sat by Noura. We ate breakfast peacefully then I decided to tell Aziz that I don't want to marry that guy who proposed. I waited for him to finish

Aziz: el7mdellah (he said as he was getting up)

I smiled as he got up and told us to start changing in 30 mins, Noura packed the kids bag with diapers and snacks while myself and the kids played around.

Me: Feda Faroosi come aunty buy for you horsey and you will wear today okay?

Horsey is Polo :| yes yes vocabulary isn’t that good with those two midgets

I took out their cute matching polo outfit and told them to show their mommy, they held it walked to their mom…

F&F: mama look aunty buy foll me holsey!

Noura: alaah very nice gltaw thankyou?

F&F: No :o

While Bbm-ing Dhary I heard them scream “Thankyou aunty” and so I replied back and Dhary said he was on his way!

Dhary Al

Mo talbesinly shay thayej and revealing

Sara Al

Wala ehemik albs 3abayty wanzl

Dhary Al

Mo tensain el neqab o hathak el gloves

Sara Al

Neqaby mashgog!

Dhary Al

5AY6EEEH!

Sara Al

Hahahahahah!

Brb changing

Mett mn el ‘97k while texting him, I quickly got up to change. I wore a yellow casual dress with a navy blue scarf and a pair of flats with my brown Mulberry bag. I applied simple makeup with a spatter of blush and mascara.

I took the kids downstairs with me to give Noura a chance to change and put the stroller in the car. As soon as we got down we found Dhary standing by the car. He was wearing a pair of jeans and a white Armani shirt, with sandals.

I carried Faroosi buckled him in the car seat and went back to see Dhary carrying Feda.

Dhary: e5theeha 3ashan ada5l 3arabanat-hom

I took Feda and got in the car. As soon as he closed the trunk Aziz and Noura came, and we headed to the mall, which was half hour away.

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