Let me in 21

I looked at him with pure innocent shocked eyes my face as pink as radishes

Abdulrahman: bagolich shay, tara ana ma7b ashof sha59 a7ba za3lan o maygoly shfeeh

My eyes started getting watery I don't know whyy! However the strong inner self decided to show up

Me: latgoly hal kalam please... Because I know it won't last, you're just saying it to soothe me

I looked down at my hands and started fiddling with my wedding ring

Abdulrahman: 7abeeebty wallah entay fahma ghala6 wallah 

As soon as he said "7abeebty" my eyes teared and I pressed my hands over my ears not wanting to hear what he's saying.

He sat up straight pulling me up with him and hugging me tight as I was on his lap as hard and stiff as a rock! 

Abdulrahman: 6al3ay elyy bgalbich kelaa baba mo zain chethy matgolinly shfeech 

I slowly wiped away my tears and decided to speak up. 

Me: may9eer tgoly t7bny because you don't show it and you're never around 3ashan agolik shay a9lan

Abdulrahman: 7agch 3alaay... B3d shno?

Me: shlon tgool enta t7bny o enta a9lan tzawajtny 3ashan 3my o 5alty mo 3ashan tabeni a9eer mrtik, wetha mataby hal shay tara oho mo qaseb o ana ma7b shakh9 ynjeber feeni 

Abdulrahman suddenly laughed out loudly and tilted his head backwards and gave his forehead a hard hit as he laughed hysterically, I was so shocked that rude asshole! I was pouring my heart out and ALL HE DID WAS LAUGH...

I gave him a very cold "how rude" stare with my lips parting not knowing what to say at all 

I definitely did not expect him to laugh

Abdulrahman: wallah yananteni 

Me: wakher edik please bgoum 

Abdulrahman: maby ma khla9t 

Me: shnoo yahl ana mg3dny chethy o gbl shway tdaldighny wallah tara 3omry 20 okk

Abdulrahman: wsaaalim galbhom ily 3mrhom 20 (and he pinched my cheeks)! Awalaan 7ajiya ana ma7ad eb hal bayt yaqsebny 3ala shay ana mnageech (wink) 

Me: eee mashallah b3d 3ala kl hal bnaat ily etdaris'hom akeed btlgalik wa7da 

He looked at me shocked with questioning eyes 

Abdulrahman: Dania 

Me: mmm

Abdulrahman: intay ma tathkreeni? 

Me: shlon ansa il class kan r3b bnsba leyy 

Abdulrahman: ayy class! Ana atkalam 3an awal youm shftich feeeh

Me: eee bl jam3a! 

Abdulrahman: la2 intay shaklich nasya! 

His mobile rang and interrupted our talk, it was Shaikha 

He answered and kept the phone on speaker 

Abdulrahman: khaiir yuba mo 3aib daga n9 elail? 

Shaikha: lo tfkoona mn hwaaashkom chan ma dgaina! Omy tgool 5ff 3al bnaya latg3ad et9are5 o tkaf5 feeha tara mo e5tik bnt nas

Abdulrahman: wallah 3ad mrty o kaiify lo a6ba5ha machbous mo shghlkom

Shaikha: (shaikha let out the shocked scarred voice) and hang up

I was enjoying how Abdulrahman was playing along and tried so hard to hold my laugh so she couldn't hear me. 

Abdulrahman: ashoof stanastay 

Me: 7abeebty shaikha 

Abdulrahman: shno 9rtaw rab3? Mamdakom wallah 

Me: at least she's around when I need her...

I said as I pushed myself off of his thighs to land on my feet 

Me: ana banam t3abt 

Abdulrahman: t9b7een 3ala khair 

Me: wnt mn ahla

I was walking to my room hoping that he would reach there before me, grab my arm and tell me please don't go stay here with me lets fall asleep on the couch but was that gonna happen?

I held the doorknob and twisted it, but the door was locked! 

Me: Mmm wain mfta7 el ghurfa! 

Abdulrahman: madry ana mn rja3t o elghurfa magfola! 

Me: ok great o ana madry wain mfta7y a9lan 

Abdulrahman: dawreeh

Me: mathkr wain 76ayta Abdulrahhhmaaan 

Abdulrahman: khala9 yuba namay eb dary  bacher ndawr la2ana 7ata ana dikht o bacher dawam 36ayt wayed offs abe akhal9 el manhaj! 

I stood there giving him the "you definitely out of your mind" look with my hands on my hips.

Abdulrahman: take it or leave it, you have no choice 

I went to his room to check out the environment in there I guess, his bed is smaller! And narrower, how am I gonna be able to sleep like that. Aahhh

I came out to the living room again as I saw him gathering his belongins

Me: Abdulrahman 

Abdulrahman: shfeech 

Me: ma3ndy pj's

Abdulrahman: ba6lay elkabat o shoufelich shay 

I went back and all his weekend tops and pj tops literally got to half my thighs! It's too short to be wearing that around him and his shorts were too huge they fell off of my waist. I felt like crying right there! Then as I sat on his bed changing into the shirt I unbuttoned my dress that I wore yesterday to the hospital and as I was sliding the shirt on he came in! WITHOUT KNOCKING 

Me: wayy 6ig el babbbb 

Abdulrahman: kaify baity ma a6g elbab ebayty o darrry ba3ad (e7awl e6aferha)

Me: yasallaam 

I quickly covered myself with his duvet and waited for him to get dressed for bed so I can lay down and sleep. He took off his dishdasha and walked to his side of the bed in his extra tight boxers and slid in bed. Omg I hate him freakin' put on a shirt before I murder you! Maan that perfect muscled body.

Abdulrahman's point of view:

6ab3an g6ayt klshay'ha bdarha o gfalt el bab o elmfta7 5shaita eb bouky, o el7mdellah el56a meshat bl saleeem * sharbika* 

Abdulrahman: fe a7ad e'3arig rou7a b 3 mokhaaad?  

Me: wa7da 7ag rasy o wa7da eedy o thaltha bain reely laish tabehom? Ana shft'hom bl arth

Abdulrahman: la yuba 7lalich, 6afay el lait ako switch wara el komedeena 

Dania mataby tanzl mn el frash wathe7 msta7ya mn el tshirty ely momgha6y shay, thab7ha el7aya. 6ab3an temaqe6at o bl yallah w9elat switch el lait awal ma sma3t el click o 6fa el lait 7sayt ena she lost her balance 

G3adt mn sad7ty el muree7a o bsr3a gthabt'ha mn kh9rha 3ashan mat6ee7 

Abdulrahman: haaaa shfeech! 

6ab3an msakt ba6nha, o elbloza w9alt ergobat'ha zain ma 6gatny eny masik'ha

Dania: ahh I lost balance mashkour

Abdulrahman: la yuba 7yach bas shway shway 

Awal ma nsad7at bas ga3da o tetgalab many gader aghamith kl ma aghamith asma3 9out ela ehya galba o da3sa m5ada eb 9oub. 

Madayt eedi 9oubha s7abt awal mkhada ely lamat'ha o garabt ana 9oub'ha, o s7abt ely bain reelha o 7a6ayt reely mokanha. Lamayt'ha o asma3 dagat galbha o nfas'ha kan 3ala sadry o wath7 jdan enha khayfa o mt3ajba mny.

I whispered to calm her heartbeats and innerself questions.

Abdulrahman: az3ajteni wayed tet7rkain bas namay 

And just like that she rested her head on my shoulder while my head was on a pillow, she was so tiny compared to me. I breathed in her scented shampoo and slept comfortably for the first time in many years...

- Madliar

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Let me in 20

Abdulrahman: bsmellah era7man elra7eem shfeech

He headed to the door 

 

Abdulrahman: banady el doctor

Me: abdulrahman... Eedik kanat barda

I think I whispered and thank God he heard it

Abdulrahman: kl hatha kan goosebumps?? 

 

He widened his dark brown almond shaped eyes at me. He walked over and sat on Shaikha's chair looking up towards my eye and holding my palm

Abdulrahman: asef bas khtara3t 3abaly jist shay o bdaitay tet7awilain khft mrty ga3da tet7awaaal 7ag shay tadreen ba3ad 5ayaly wasi3 

He was so serious at the beginning that as soon as I heard his joke, I started laughing along with him and pinching his arm as that was all I could've done. I think this was the first time ever that he ever made me laugh. I decided to forget what I've heard a few days ago and try live happily till it lasts. As I thought of it as a chance just to forget what I've been through. 

Abdulrahman's Point of View:

The sun was setting, Dania was asleep I got up to pray, I also thanked God for the baby growing in my Wife's tummy since the chaos in her room stole that thought away. She woke up just as I was folding the praying carpet.

Dania: taqabal allah

Abdulrahman: mna o mnch 9al7 la3mal tabin asa3dch o t9aleen?

Dania: eee law sama7t

Abdulrahman: mn3youny 

Yany e7sas ely ga3d a7rej Dania bas magedart amsk el romanceya ely bdakhly fa laish la2

Dania: mashkour 

We did and of course while she was asleep I asked the nurse to get us the meds she needed and I got the directions of each pill written on the box. I then asked the doctor to take her home tonight, he just made sure she ate well and lived her life normally. 

I helped her out of the lousy hospital dress and into her own, she made me shut my eyes again. I pushed her out of the hospital signing the papers by reception and out to the valet. Shaikha took Dania's car back home. My S Class parked at the entrance as I swung the passenger door open and pushed the wheelchair closer. 

Dania's Point of View:

Today I was his queen his princess his everything, thank God he didn't try carrying me out of the hospital! Really he was such a gentlemen, I on the other hand felt as If I were the luckiest wifey. 

He helped with the seatbelt! Adjusted my seat and fixed it to be as flat as possible for me to lay down. And well he shut the door and sat in his seat to drive us back home. 

The whole way back I was fiddling with the drip plaster, that nurse was definitely not delicate when pulling the plastic needle out.

Abdulrahman: chnha 3awrtich wehya tsheela 

Me: laa its fine 

Abdulrahman: klha cham youm o et9eer omorich zayy el3asal *wink* 

Me: heheh enshallah

 

I was feeling so dizzy, so I just closed my eyes as I was driven back home.

Abdulrahman's point of view 

Makent abe Dania tnam madry bas knt 7as abe ag3ad weyaha o asoulif o chethy. Bs namat 3la 6oul o ana ma7eb aga3d o athayeg a7ad bnoumta. We9alna o Dania ma g3dat, 3adatan bas adsh el freeej tfz o tg3ad! Shlt'ha o 76ayt kl el chyas eb 7thn'ha. Shayl reesha 6ab3an 

Dania's head got to Abdulrahman's shoulder, she was petite and the food she eats evaporates or maybe dissolves into water or something. So she was light and he can easily carry her.

Dania's point of view:

I found myself on the couch covered with my "Dania" quilt, my meds were on the tea table. I grabbed the bag and Abdulrahman was fiddling around in his room... I could hear him.

I have a really bad habit of reading about each med prescribed to me before actually using it, and so being myself I did this time as well

Every pill I read about was related to pain, sleep and supplements that are used during pregnancy!

I quickly searched period tracker on my phone and pressed on the icon as I prayed and shut my eyes hoping that this is a false alarm. 

Checked period tracker and found that my period was 9 days late 

Thoughts scenes and ideas started rushing through my heavy head as I realized that in 9 months I'd have a baby, but I'm a baby myself... A baby carrying her own baby

Then I burst out crying

  

Abdulrahman's footsteps started getting closer to where I was

Abdulrahman: daa-niaa shfeech!

Me: **crying** (totally ignoring his existence) 

All I thought at that moment was get out of my way you caused this! AND IM NOT READY FOR IT

Then I thought heyy do people Pms when their preganant! All I know is that my hormones are OUT of place so that's probably Pms or its' brother

I felt really sorry for Abdulrahman ever since we got married he was always put in a situation where I cried and he doesn't know how to help calm me down.

Abdulrahman: DAAN-IAAA *he shouted with gritted teeth and fuming eyes*

I started breathing quickly, looking at him straight in the eye with droplets of tears streaming down my cheeks. Waiting for him to speak I just stood there

Abdulrahman: etha feee shay mthaygich golily!!! KHALAA9 Ga6a3taay galby bachy madry shasawy mthl ma hal 7ayat ydeeda 3alaich ham ana ydeeeda 3alay!! Ard mn elsfaar algaach sad7eenich bl mostashfa! Golilyy ta7achayy sbo3aaain ta5theeen adweya mn waray o tgolinly 7asasiyaaa MN BAAAAI'9 !!! 

I started melting towards the floor grabbing on the closest living room chair and slowly sat on it.

Abdulrahman: أستغفر الله...اللهم طولج يا روح

And with that Abdulrahman stormed out of the apartment. 

I started using the meds the doctor prescribed and made myself a healthy dinner after doing some research on what not to eat and what to eat. Don't blame me I'm 2 months apart from being a 21 year old! Plus I didn't see it coming AT ALL! 

I called Helen and told her, she raised me after my own parents, she had to know. She was so happy, she wanted to move in with me! Lol

I decided not to tell Sabacha nor Dalooya, surprising them is better. And well my brothers and Noufa will know when I visit them.

I had dinner and rented a movie to watch on Abdulrahman's iTV. I watched Remember Me. Well maybe half of it

I then woke up as the cast was rolling up, to my shock Abdulrahman was on the other longer side of our L shaped living room. His quilt over him and his eyes shut. I looked at him with my guilty self, as why I keep snapping at this poor guy. 

Me: Abdulrahman abdulrahmaan abdulrahman abdulraahmaaaan....

Every time I call out his name I wait 15 seconds in between to do so again but he wouldn't wake up.

I was FED UP So I started tickling his waist and belly area till I saw his lips forming the smile I've rarely seen.

Me: shouuf 3ad ma9a5t'ha kl hatha 3ashan aga3dik mn nouma *continues tickling *

Abdulrahman held my waist up from the floor! From were I sat beside him to wake him and pulled me up on his tummy, I was shocked so I just froze as he lifted me on top of him!

Abdulrahman: shoufaaaay 3AAD ANA ELAAA EL TEDELDIGHH MAAAA AT7AMELAA 

and he started tickling me! 

3ad ana ma3roufa la7ad ejeeesny 7ata gabl la e76on eeedhom mokan ely edaldighny ana a9are5. 

Me: BAAAAAS WALLAAAH MAAAGDAAR (I screamed with a few kicks here and there)

All that and he was laid down btw.

Abdulrahman: GOULAAY ATOUUUB! 

Me: bssss aahhh wal lah 

Abdulrahman: btgooolin walaa  shlooon!! (Still tickling!) 

Me: Atouuuubbb aaaahhh khlaa9 

And he just held my pelvis straight at his face, one of my legs bent and the other dangling by the couch. My hair all over the place and I started to catch my breathe slowly as he shot me with the sexiest smile ever admiring the human being over his belly.

After the daydreams that raced through his brain, It got me shy I started to slowly get off of him. But he held my waist and pulled me back to my spot.

Abdulrahman: obb wain ray7a ma khala9t 

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-Madliar