حسبي الله و نعم الوكيل

I'm sure that everyone has heard about the ISIS explosion at the Imam Al Sadeq Mosque. Everytime I hear, speak, read about anything related to it i get goosebumps. How can a normal human being wake up in the morning, know that he's gonna die and kill other people with him do such crime. 

May their souls rest in peace and may the ones hurt recover. 

This is obviously not an Islamic or humane group of people, not one religion around the world asks for its unions to kill innocent people that are at a Mosque praying. Mosques should make them feel safe emotionally and physically but instead their lives ended there. 

I really hope this tragic death doesn't take place anywhere else in the world. I loved how everyone here in Kuwait got united with one another showing their brothers and sisters that they do not accept such acts. Also, the neighboring countries for their condolences.

Peace be with you,

Madliar

Let me in 19

Abdulrahman's Point of View

I was in a hurry, I honestly felt bad that I cared less about the new life I got myself into. It's not that I hate it, I just had other necessities that came first.

 I've been consulting this company of a really close friend of mine that I knew back in Uni. This company felt like a growing baby to both us! Legally it was his, between us he's the founder and I'm the co- founder. I loved working for it, day and night whenever any idea buzzed through my busy head. 

So, those are just some habits that seem to be affecting my marriage.

I really wanted to have the company working well before I settle, marry and have a family of my own. However, my mother insisted that she was getting old and she wanted grandchildren! My partner Bader has 4 kids and well he's as old as I am. I guess my mom is jealous! Hah

I quickly rushed in the hospital leaving my S class at the entrance as if I, myself had an emergency. 

The reception desks were right in front of me, so I walked over to check which way to go!

Abdulrahman: esallamah w3alaikom... 7bayt a3arf ghurfat Dania Nael Al.... ?

Receptionist: please wait sir as I check for you

Another guy barged in between, wearing a doctor's scrub and well a white lab jacket.

Doctor: Dania Nael? 

Abdulrahman: eee

Doctor: tfathal ma3ay elmaktab ana doctorha... He's with me its fine thanks (assuring the receptionist) 

I followed him through the halls as he spoke about Dania's symptoms.

Doctor: 6ab3an ehya yatly wayeha me9far, o 6labt mnha ta7aleel gabl klshay glt at2akad shno feeha gabl ay dwa akteba laha, o mthl mat3arf el bnt qa9ir o s2alt 3an waly amrha o galaw msafir fa ana na6rik o lat7aty mako ela elkhair....tfathal 

I never nodded this much my entire life! Nodding as I walked after the Doctor!

We got to his office this walk was as if I'd gone hiking on Mount Everest, felt like forever till we got to his office! 

Abdulrahman: dam fathlik 

Doctor: elmohim mthl ma gtlik ehy qa9ir fa momkin ethbat 3elaqtik eb Dania etha sama7t

Abdulrahman: 6ab3an! 

I rushed through my phone looking for our marriage papers then I showed him the screen capture and he started giving me info. 

Doctor: Dania yat elyoum t3ani mn ... Ely fhamta mnha enha makhtha overdosage ( My eyeballs were about to pop out of my eye) of some painkiller pills which is bad for her so we've done some blood tests and she's on a drip which should be done by now  

He said glancing at his clock!

Ana sakit chna wa7ed 9akny 96ar 3aly asm3a mn el doctor

Doctor: hathy el blood tests tawha 6al3a mn el lab o glt chan taby tshof'ha gablha o tara ghurfat Dania 28 just down the hall

Abdulrahman: etha mumkin doctor

He passed me the envelope and I pulled out the papers and started reading, I traced every row to the average and breathed out relaxed as the results I passed through were normal. By the end of the column there was the allergy tests and the pregnancy test. 

Pregnancy + 

Allergy -

I automatically smiled! And tilted my head towards the doctor and handed him the paper.

He read through and congratulated me as I got up thanked him and shook his hand to walk out of the office.

Doctor: you can keep it! 

Khthayt lewrga o gmt

Madry shfeeny stanast wayed enha hathy kelha enshallah tkoun a3ra'9 pregnancy o mo shay thany.

6ab3an mstanis raye7 laih ghurfat Dania o awal ma we9alt aba6l elbab n9edamt b9out 9ya7 o lain we9alt el7mdellah mo shay chayed! Kanat lel2asaf Dania mraj3a (tkremun) o kanat tabchy wegaft mask lawrag beedi chfast'hom o g6ayt'hom blzbala o yatly Shaikha tsaserny hzayt rasy o ehy 6la3at '9laina ana o Dania o el nurses cleaning the mess. 

Dania's Point of View

Abdulrahman: ham ams makla bai'9?

He has always been weird with everything that escapes those full lips, is it that he doesn't think before he speaks, I'm not sure! So I don't want to know what he meant...

Abdulrahman: mako ela elkhair enshallah mafeech shay bas 9eray qaweya o trdeen elbayt 

A9lan hnee awnas mn elbayt

Shit looked better than my face today, I think. 

Abdulrahman was being all romantic, rubbing my back, fixing the headband shaikha got me, I felt like his baby. 

The nurse came to change my hospital dress. 

Abdulrahman: I'll do it and wait to take the other one please! 

He took the new dress, I was eager to see what he was planning on doing, since I've only been naked once with him on our wedding night! 

Abdulrahman was trying to make me lean forwards to he can pull the laces that held the dress together. But I kept my body hard and stiff so he couldn't do anything at all.

I really can be a devil sometimes.

Me: wakhr ana agdar abdl bro7y 

I gave him a look by looking up to his face, with my Christmas red eyes and wet eye lashes. 

Abdulrahman: etha tst7een basaker 3ainy bas khaleeni amsiklich eyah

Me: ma ast7y bas mabeek tshof 

Abdulrahman: khalas yuba glna bnqamith 

His tone got higher and he was obviously fed up

So I let him do it, and as he promised to keep his eyes closed, and of course I had to check if they really were and they sadly were...

As he got to the part where he had to tie the back laces into ribbons his cold hand touched my warm backbone and I got shivers that shook my upper body... Abdulrahman moved back scarred, he jumped half a step backwards! 

I get these shivers a lot! They're just like goosebumps yet there's stronger body motion along with them. 

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مبارك عليكم شهر رمضان لا تنسون ان شهر عبادة، ساعه لكم و ساعه لربكم

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Let me in 18

I headed back to the city with Bishr and Helen! We passed by the pharmacy to get some pain-killers since mine were gone. 

Two days passed and I've been visiting the spa for massages, it was so relaxing the lady was so gentle, there was sometimes where I actually fell asleep while at it!

Sunday night I asked Nasser to take me back to my place. 

I called Abdulrahman's younger sister Shaikha and she came to my apartment to hang out.

Shaikha: shno tshofin tv shows ma wedy ashof filim

Me: wallah ashoof wayed bas aghlabhom khale9aw bas shoufay eb iTV abdulrahman 7a6 ashya2 

Shaikha: laaaish tsameeen okhoy Abdulrahman *and she started laughing hysterically*

Me: haw 3ayaal shasameeh 

Shaikha: *still dying from laughter* 7aamanii mo abdulrahman 

Me: kaify ana basameeh Abdulrahman, 76elena shay nshoofa yallah! 

Shaikha: okk 7atan Julia tsameeh 7amanii 

Me: ana ghair *and i winked* 

She started Scandal we watched 2 episodes and then we started yawning so we headed to my room, I told her to sleepover since she was the youngest daughter and she has no one to hang-out with at home! 

As the clock stroke 4am I started twirling trying to find the comfiest position to sleep with the ugly pain. I couldn't, I fell asleep as I got really dizzy and sleepy. Then I would suddenly sit up from the pain around my back and abdomen! This happened at least 3 times, the last time Shaikha woke up scarred!  

I started crying, I had no idea what that is and the meds the doctor proscribed were not helping at all! 

Shaikha: smellaaah 3alaich Daniaa shfeech 

Me: abe aro7 el6abeeb shaikha please *i said between the sobs* 

Shaikha: anady oboy ewadeena? 

Me: lala entay 

Shaikha: ok gomay bakhth shay mn hdomich o bayeblich shay sarre3!

I nodded as she got up and wore an appropriate outfit and got me a dress she grabbed my bag and our phones and we left for the hospital at 6 am!

At every bump on the road I would get uncomfortable not knowing which area to grab to ease the pain.

We got to the hospital and to the emergency room and the doctor came in to diagnose me. 

 

Shaikha's Point of View

I left Dania with the doctor and started calling Abdulrahman I know its 7 in the morning in Dubai, but he had to know! 

However, he didn't pick up! 

Dania: dr madry shno feeni el 3awar masik thahry magdar anam .... Khthayt wayed pain killers mo rathy efech 

I stood by the door my arms crossed worried! 

Doctor: shkether makhtha 7boub o shno khthaytay bthab6 

Dania: 9arly sbou3 wana akhth Advil 

Doctorr: cham blyoum 

Dania: doctor eb youmain khla9t 1 box 

Doctor: shnooo 

The doctor stood up he was so shocked, his reaction was scary!! 

Suddenly the nurses came, they had Dania lay down on the bed and I followed they took us to a room and the doctor came along! 

Shaikha: doctor sh9ayer 

Doctor: lazm akhleeha hnee makhtha wayed 7boub hal pain killer enas matakhtha chethy! 

Shaikha: doctor ehy kanat wayed tet2alam ma namat elyoum klshway tfz 

Doctor: lazm a76 3alaiha drip b3d shway, la2ana 9ayer 3ndaha over dose! Awal shay basawy ta7aleel, 3gba el drip! Ehya ekhtich? 

Shaikha: la mrt okhoy o rayelh msafer 

Doctor: oboha mawjod? 

Shaikha: oboha mtwafy, rayelha yrja3 elyoum elthuhr 

Doctor: ana basawy ely agdar 3alaih lakin lazm el ta7aleel gabl klshay 3ashan a3arf 7alat'ha el97ya el drip ely ba76a bas eqwy edawra eldamaweya 3gb el pain killers o 3elaj el alam ekon ba3dain 

Shit Dania entay shmsawyaa eb 3umrich 

Shaikha: ok mashkour doctor

Dania's Point of View

Shaikha came and sat by my side, she held my hand and started reading verses from the Quran.

Me: sorry shaikha 

Shaikha: shhh wala klma namay entay ana hnee ga3da.

I looked at her and mouthed "thankyou" as I tried to close my eyes.

They came for blood tests then they attached the hospital drips to my veins. The doctor came in and asked for "the husband" to be here to see the blood tests results. Apparently, I'm not legal I guess...

Shaikha was so pissed, my phone rang just that second! 

Me: mno shayoukh? 

Shaikha: Abdulrahman

Me: rday 

She answered and gave me the phone! 

Me: laaa shayoukh entaay kalmeeh *pushing her hand away* 

Shaikha: okk .... Aloo 7amanii ....7mdellaah 3salamah...Dania ma3ay... Bmustashfa eseef...

Shaikha gave me back my phone: ambaih sada bwayhy 

Me: eee la2anch 9arga3teeh 

Shaikha: ba3ad shloon tabeeni agolaa hala 7uby ta3al e7na ga3deen ntsawag bl mostashfa 

Me: hahahaha law sama7tay hatha rayly 7uby 7ag raylich el mostaqbaly 

Ely ysma3ny begoul we're love birds... Who was I kidding

Shaikha: mabeeeh wee 7alalich 

Me: hehehe... Shayoukh zba--laa- 

And Shaikha was 5 seconds late I vomited all over the bed and it was dripping over the floor. I started crying and Shaikha called the nurses, the place looked disgusting. 

Because I was the luckiest girl on earth NOT Abdulrahman came in with the nurses. 

Abdulrahman was so shocked he stood by the door not knowing what to do. 

Shaikha went to his side and whispered something to his ear, he nodded and came to my side, I was crying with my hands over my face and the nurses on the other side trying to wipe the dirt away. 

Abdulrahman hugged my head and pulled me to his chest, and literally hugged my face. He didn't care one bit what would happen to his clothes.

Abdulrahman: ham ams makla bai'9? 

I looked up to his see his face with a huge question mark over my head...  

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