Heal Me 45 THE END

I've been a bad blogger lately but this year has been hectic for me o adry wayed mga9ra ib 7agkom basma3alaih intaw 6ybeen o i7na nestahl :p There it goes the last post of this story might be starting a new one soon!It has been a pleasure with your patience and kind words in your comments and on twitter :*I wont be able to thank each one by names and initials because i might forget one so this goes out to every single one out there reading this :DENJOY!

btw it's the longest post i ever typed... I think! :)

2 hours passed on a table with 3 strangers peacefully, we all got up said our goodbye’s and headed at our different directions after leaving the restaurant.

We got home washed up and got ready for bed, only to remember that I haven’t replied to Dhari’s text from the restaurant…

-Sara Al A

Let me know next time or I wont show up :)

-Dhari Al A

HAHA yeah we’ll see about that ;)

I had nothing to say so I drifted to sleep waking up for a long day of boring classes. Days and weeks passed of time that I spent mornings at university and nights with my mom and Dhari’s family! Aziz & Noura headed back to Kuwait a week after the dinner, my mom is leaving in two weeks.

I got to know Dhay more, my mom shopped with her mom while I took her to some amazing stores. It was a little awkward talking to my love’s sister but I managed.

Dhay: shetsawon hnee way deratkom matwanis klsh awal Dhari kan e7os feeni eb USA wayed amakin a7la mn hnee

Me: wallah e7na n7ous bas mostly ga3den eb sheqaqn a movies o chethy

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Noodie my one and only started counting the days till my 20^th Birthday

I don't know why but I was never excited about my birthday because I don't want to expect something big and then get that feeling of disappointment.

Classes, assignments, quizzes, midterms and finals.

Till it was finally the day before my Birthday and the weather was perfectly sunny when Noodie thought we should go tan at the Club since it’s a day before my birthday and she also booked the club’s private pool area. We stayed there for the whole day. Had the day to pamper ourselves with massages, manicures, pedicures hair treatments and so much more!

Noodie: wanna go for a guy to massage you or a girl *winking *

Me: NO thankyou! I’m pretty sure the girl is just fine *gave her that look ely CHUB* hahahha!

Noodie: MY FRIEND IS SO BORING *t5z el sgaf o ana a6al3ha chna mako shay *

The massage lady came massaged both we slept for 10 minutes during then woke up for the herbal tea and got up.

As we were getting up to go to the locker rooms and get back into our clothes Dhari called.

The last time I talked to him was 3 WEEKS AGO? Long time don't ask why but he was acting so weird!

Me: Dhariii is calling :/ last time he called gabl shahar! Haw many rada

Noodie: AMBAIH WTF PICKUP!

Me: Maby mo 3ala mazaja when he wants to call he does and he expects me to answer!

Noodie: You’re pushing him away! Then he wont call again STUPID

Me: you got a point, FINE!

I picked up after Noodie’s consistent blabber! She is the only one that can manipulate me easily.

Me: ……..

Dhari: alo sa-ar-aa  (he sounded so sick I started to worry!)

Me: aloo Dhari shfeek? wainik?

Dhari: ta3aleely esheqa ana ta3ban

Me: enshallaaah shwy wakoun 3ndk

I quickly hung up changed like a crazy person and told Noodie to hurry up she quickly changed drove us there, as soon as I saw his apartment building I had my hands on door handle and quickly got down as she parked in the drive way and ran up the stairs as fast as I could wearing beach flip flops a white dress over my swimsuit and water drops dopping off of my wet hair!

I tried to catch my breath on the last step and knocked twice on the door before I swung the door open.

And I FROZE

My hand still on the doorknob astonished.

My eyes looked around examining the place then fell right into Dhari’s eyes, it was so embarrassing when I'm under the spotlight and someone is starring  shyness takes over.

At the hard work that he has put into this, it was a romantic atmosphere with jasmine flowers all over the place, holding a big jasmine in his hand with a jasmine necklace! The lights were dim, and the table was set for two by the window with the curtains wide open.

I looked at Dhari standing by the sofa wearing not so formal clothes! Thankgod.

Wearing Lynen beige shorts with a white belt and a light blue lynen shirt with the top two buttons unbuttoned, he literally threw his phone on the sofa and walked over leaving 1 meter distance, while I stood there awkwardly holding a strand from my long hair and twisting it around my pointer till it got tangled and I had no choice but to let it go.

Dhari: 5ara3tich? Hehehe

Finally breaking the ice

Me: atwaqa3 ebayin mn lebsy * I said looking down at my now nearly wet dress*

He held my hand allowing me to let go of the doorknob as he shut the door still holding my hand and led me to the table.

Dhari: my plan ena elyoum ana awareech my cooking skills bema ena 6oul hal fatra 3raft ena 7abeebty fashla bl 6ab5 glt lazm athmenly mstaqbal gabl ma athoug el you3 eb kl a7wala

I covered my face and started laughing

Me: 7aram 3alaik asawy klshay bs enta maybayin eb 3ainik

Dhari: 3alay 3al nebyyy * he said as he held out his STOP hand jdam wayhy *

Me: 5ala9 5ala9 ana fashla a3teref  * covering my face*

Dhari: chef Dhari needs minutes to prepare the food maa’m

Me: take all the time youu need!...3ade arou7 I change? Ma a6awel

Dhari: ee o nashfay sha3rech seshwarich awal drawer tlgaina

Me: ok

I got up got into his room with my bag and quickly changed into underwear and dried off my dress and my hair, added eyeliner and just as I was about to put my hair in a bun Dhari knocked on the door and came in.

Dhari: yalahh ;)

As he was about to leave he looked back again and pointed at me while saying

Dhari: Dhari e7eb sha3ar Sara mafloool

Me: then sha3ar sara ra7 yenfal le3yonaa

Shit shit shit!!! Shlooon ana glt chethy? Afashl :S

I never knew how to flirt!! I think he was amazed… omg this is so embarrassingg

I walked out right after him, he pulled out the chair for me and pushed it in as I sat. Most of the time he would talk and I would blush at the most simplest things that he’d say not that I’m used to it or not but the fact that he planned this just took me away daydreaming about the future.

He served us each steaks with mashed potato on the side with mushroom sauce and sautéed veggies.

The came the molten cake that we shared, Dhari knew I loved breaking a molten to see the chocolate melt down from the heart of the cake.

But this one had no melted chocolate and the heart of the cake was hard, so I just put down my desert spoon and drank chef Dhari lemon with mint juice.

Dhari: Affaa shfeech mataklin msaweelich your favorite!

Me: Dhari latez3al bas yabsa bl middle mako chocolate! Ymkin lazm t76ha zyada bl feren?

Dhari: la ana met2akked jarbay again mn hal 9oub

Me: Mmm ok

I picked up the spoon o amry la allah ba3ad shasawy feeh akelha bdon chocolate ma3alaih wala eny akser eb 5a6ra maskeen ga3ed ye6ba5ly god knows mn meta o ohwa ejahizly hal menu :p

I kept poking the cake mo rathya! And I keep trying from each side till I took a try from the top and pushed the half off SHIT shsawayt DAAAFSHAAA

The molten broke in half and the hard thing that I was poking the whole time was a BOX! :|

My hand was still on that cake but I lifted my eyes to meet Dhari’s and his smile was plastered all over his face.

Dhari: Rathya enich tkonin Mrs. AlFlani?

I felt my face burning I think the rainbow was all over my face!

Dhari: esekout 3alamat el re’9a 9a7?

Me: 9a7

You cant believe how much I am in love with this guy no matter what he does I still love him, the way he changes the subject when he notices how I feel how he reads my eyes how I'm transparent when I'm with him it's just indescribable. I may not have had him in mind when I first met him, the way we met but right now I'm pretty sure that he is the one!

He held my hand and kissed it, as shivers ran up my spine, butterflies were all over my stomach. The he placed it back on the table with his hand over it.

Dhari: yalla ba6leeha 5anshof obo le3yal shemhabib

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I pushed the residue of cake that was on the box and picked it up, then I opened it and took it out from the cardboard wrapper and there was that jewelry box waiting to be owned.

It was ring a silver ring, I knew it wasn’t the wedding ring, it was from Tiffany and I noticed it had engravings so I took it out to read what was on there and it said.

“You Are Mine, & I am yours”  DS

@Madliarq8

Heal Me 44

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I opened the passenger door slowly placed the bag on the feet mat and closed it, and walked back without looking at him. I was so tempted bas shnsawy ba3ad.

As I clicked the button on the elevator I received a text & a BBM notif.

The text was from my mom the usual texts she’d send me every morning when she wakes up, ad3eya mn youm hadait’ha mawagefat even when she’s out of the country she still sends them. I love her!

The other was from the Devil Dhari, but this time it was a nice text.

-Dhari Al

Mashkoura matga9rin mnzman ma ghsalt hdoumy o 7sayt 9ij 9raw nthaf :) 

-Sara Al

Ana 6ayba wenta tstahil

(kan eyeely gabl tutor 3araby kil ma nkhale9 ba7asba egoly hal jumla wan7erej)

-Dhari Al

:|

That day ended with me sleeping in and waking up to find a letter on the counter.

Aziz & I are took the kids out today

You need a break after being my babysitter xoxo

-Noura

No, this can’t be happening! Why did they leave me all alone maby I want to spend time with them since Dhari is acting weird these days!

So I called it a lazy day! 

I checked my emails, saw warning(s) from university and sent them a fake Dr’s note from Noodi’s collection of fake slips, worked on missing assignments till the clock stroke 7pm!

I started to get worried, mom didn’t send me the morning ritual of a Du3a2 and she hardly oversleeps, it's rare that she does! I called Aziz and Noura to check if they’re coming back for dinner but no answer. Noodie was working on her final project and was trying to get rid of me. The last person that I would call was Dhari but I didn’t have the guts to do so.

I decided to chill and watch Tv and wait for anyone to show up. 2 hours later the door sprung open and the kids ran in to where I was sitting and started jumping up and down! I ignored with my legs stretched out on the tea table and the snuggie keeping me warm.

Unexpectedly I heard a very familiar voice that I missed SOO MUCH!!

…… : wainhe 7abeeebat omha

Mn el 9adma gmt o madry wain 7thaft elkambal bas hamy kan ashof omy o bas!

Me: YUMAAA * I ran to her and hugged her tightly*

Mom: 7beeebty wlaaht ana wlaht

And I cried like a baby… she was just the right person I wanted right now, I’ve missed her so much. 

Suddenly my mom joined in tears and Noura after her.

Noura: waay allah y5s bleesich saroonn bchaiteena glabtay wanasatna 3aza hehehehe

Me: * I kissed her forehead and pulled away wiping my tears* hehe

I welcomed her in, took out her clothes put them in the closet with mine and as I heard a word leaving her mouth I quickly walked over to her. To summarize all this, she was my queen and I was her maid.

This was when I connected the dots and realized that my mom was in the plane the time where I was worrying about why she hasn’t sent in the morning Du3a2 text. She is the cutest and I love her surprises!

Aziz: ha bo dharwa? …. Yallah enshalah 3a6ona ni9 sa3a o nilgakom hnak… 5oush… fe aman allah

He hung up

Aziz: yala 3ndekom ni9 sa3a o n6la3 ntlaga weya ahal Dhari Al Flani

Me: O.O!! Na3aam!

Mom: haw yuma shfeech?

Noura: latgoooolin Dhari ma galich?

Me: LA2!

Noura: Bada3! Emshay asa3dech

I took a quick shower 3umry ma tsaba7t eb hal sur3a Dhari ba6 chabddy! Ana lawareeh. Noura straightened my hair with big curls in the ends and picked out an elegant dress with my nude wedge and my yellow Prada classic. Extra simple makeup!!

Noura left me by the end to get ready herself and as I switched off the lights to leave my room while they were all waiting in the living room.

Mom: mashallah 7abeebty allah ya7fe’0ch o yas3edech ya rab

I went over to her and kissed her forehead.

Noura: *winking *

Aziz totally avoiding doesn’t know what to say and the kids are in their own world.

Aziz: e7mm yalah meshaina * as we stood up and we all followed*

It was a silent ride, mom enjoying the view the kids messing around till we got to the restaurant. Aziz called Dhari and I guess they were in there already, I didn’t bother asking I just followed.

We went in and the waiter led us to their table, a long table of 10 chairs was set.

Dhari’s parents and sister were there on the table with their smiley faces straight at us, even though I was so pissed and wasn’t in the mood for smiling back, I smiled because his family was the cutest!

His dad was informal pants and a tucked in shirt tall and handsome as an old man, mom was in pants a very formal top it was so funny how she dressed just like my mom, she’s cute and chubby!

His sister is met7ajba bas I really liked how she dressed she looked so elegant and pretty. Her body is average not thin or fat but fit!

And this was how we sat after a 3-minute fuss!

                        Dhari                        |            Bo Dhari

                        Aziz                        |            Dhay

                        Fares                        |            Me

                        Feda                        |            Om Dhari

                        Noura                        |            Mom

Ok this is the awkward thing EVER! It is the first time for me to meet them and this is how we’re supposed to get to know each other?

Dhay was so nice and o kila mebtasma mashallah 3alaiha,  on the hand I as soon Dhari looked at me I would look the other way. His mom and dad kept putting food on my plate and saying that I should eat “klch 3a’9am”.

Salfa tes7ab salfa, about my life then Dhay’s and Dhari’s and so on….

Till my phone that I kept in my bag the whole time buzzed and I took it out to read

خل اللي درى يدري ...

و اللي ما درى يدري ...

بـ أني صرت أحبك حيل ...

و تحبني يا بعد عمري ...

أحبك خلهم يدرون ...

شنو يعني يبي يقولون ...  

حبايب أي نعم و الله ... 

مثل ما أنتوا تشوفون...  

A smile left my face whether I liked it or not.

I tried so hard not to blush and I hope Noura was busy with her kids not to notice me!

I let my phone glide back in my bag and continued eating.

Dhay: ya7lailich wallah a5eeran shfnach

Me: heheh 7abebty 3ashat ayamich

Dhay: shloon ederasa hnee?

Me: lo yrd feni ezeman chan ma yeet bas experience entay wain tadresin?

Dhay: KU edareya t5arajt el course ely 6af!

Me: wanasa mabrook mnha lela3la enshallah

Dhay: allah ebarek feech entay ay sena?

Me: hatha 2^nd year waray darb

Dhay: athakrech shlon bt6eer hal ayam!

We laughed and continued eating, my mom and Dhari’s mom were chatting too while the men were too into politics and the economy. However, I felt someone’s eyes were on me and I knew for a fact whose they were ;)

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Heal Me 43

There you go :DIn this post you will find out why Dhari and I were acting weird. You have questions feel free to ask by mentioning my twitter account or Direct messages where i can reply right away ;) @madliarq8Everyone hates Sundays i hope this makes your days somehow...This one goes to @DanaSultan for being very understanding and caring these past months x ly cutie

I slowly opened the door and the kids were running around, and I was totally ignored.

I don't know if Dhari noticed me leaving my room because he was giving me his back skyping.

Only thing I heard was.

Dhari: wallah yanait… mahy 7ala ya3ny… bas 5al ashof ana wagolich ymkin ako  shay hnee hnak…

What the hell. Hatha she5arbi6, honestly I couldn’t even connect the dots, made zero sense so I'm just gonna wash the thought away.

I made a peanut butter and jelly sandwich the kids came and took a bite I took out a water bottle from the fridge and went to my room. I settled on catching up with my Tv Shows and calling it a lazy day.

You know when you just want to be busy and that you want to catch up on stuff but you don't actually watch the episode and your mind takes you far away , that was exactly what happened and I eventually slept!

I woke up to a knock on the door, I got up slowly pushed my laptop to the side and peeked from the side.

Dhari: ratbay elmokan etha ma3alaich amr, ana ray7 a5th Aziz o Nora mn elma6ar weya el yahal

Walah ma 3nda salfa

I shut the door, it’s rude I’ll admit it bs atmana he asks if I wanted to tag along!

I called Noodie o g3adt at7al6am, nothing better to do!

Me: ambaih bas laih meta I'm sick of this klyoum mood ana ma amshy 3ala mzaja
Noodie: it's more like enty “tmashena 3ala mzajik”
Me:………………………………* I stayed quite and thought *
Noodie: shfeech talk!
Me: I think I know why *my eyes went straight to my nails *
Noodie: OKAY? Tell mee!
Me: yabgara I'm pms-ing! I totally forgot about that
Noodie: Omg how are you ever gna explain that to him :/
Me: Madry! That’s your part! Shsawy!
Noodie: ………….
Me: omg! Byoun ba3d shwy and I still didn’t clean up and YES he just told me to clean up as if I was his maid! BYE * I hung up *

I was going crazy running around tidying up washing dishes sweeping the kitchen floors and worst of all the bathrooms and the washing machine, I washed all whites together and the colored I left on the side for tomorrow!

I took out the oven pizza and mac  ‘n’ cheese, theyre the only thing I end up cooking properly so I decided to need to risk it for anything else.

I was missing a salad! I quickly cut the lettuce, added canned corn, canned mushrooms, and cherry tomatoes. (Do not try this it was the only thing in the fridge) about the sauce I mixed vinegar and salt ::

I set the table added plates, spoons, knives and forks brought the highchairs by the table and it was ready! Then changed into something better not formal, but something acceptable for welcoming the brother and the sister-in-law. Then I added simple everyday makeup.

And as soon as I placed my butt on the couch the apartment door was unlocked.

7lw. I was locked in? jad shno mathalan ban7ash? Omg that was just funny :)

I shook hands with my brother and kissed his cheeks, however Noura got one of my bear hugss.

Me: wlaaaaht 3alaaich *you can try saying it like I did. Stretched! *
Noura: 7abeeety ma tafgedin ghaly

When she said that memories of Hamad were repeated I tried washing the thought away, Noura pulled away and my eyes landed straight at Dhari’s. I felt my eyes being watery so I just looked the other way to avoid the weakness and wash the feeling away.

Aziz: yah yah sh’hal zain mrabta e6awla o klshay jahiz chena?
Me: tstahl akthar wallah enta el ghaly *he side hugged me *

It was awkward. I didn’t see that coming, my older brother I'm not close with at all! I was surprised but I didn’t want to show it because he’s trying hard to fill in Hamad’s place and acquire half of it if not all and I should let him in, he is my brother after all.

I smiled and told them to wash up while I squeezed the oranges for some fresh orange juice! (The only thing I ever enjoyed doing in the kitchen is squeezing lemons and oranges in that prop)

10 mins passed and I called them for dinner my seat was next to Noura’s, Aziz sat across and Dhari was in front of me. The kids were on the sides in their highchairs. I served the food on each of their plates, poured orange juice for everyone and sat quietly. I didn’t feel like socializing or asking about their trip, mood swings I guess.

Noura and I washed the dishes and she messing with me

Whispering by the sink while the guys were watching news and updating each other and of course the kids fast asleep…

Noura:  shsaiwatay yal kalba?
Me: haw wala shay shbasawy ya3ny
Noura: latgolinly ma 9efalich eljaw mathalan
Me: way ambaih latkalmeny eb hal mawthou3 ma3aref akalmich feh entay mrt okhoy
Noura: magooool! Goulay
Me: wallah mako shay a9lan tenefes elwath3 7aliyan wedy abchy
Noura: malat! 3ala shno mnafsin!
Me: I was pms-ing! Wel7in madry shgoula!
Noura: mafro’9 e3aref 3aziz kan yadry!!
Me: ma3teqed kthr hal ashkara ely ana msawyat’ha bl nail polish o mastaw3ab
Noura: waay ghaba2 etbachon… enzain bgolich ana 7amil *Blushing! *
WHISPERING PART IS OVER I COULDN'T HANDLE IT!
Me: CUTEEE! Can’t wait ashwa e9adif e9aaif!
Noura whispering: ya 7mara okhoch mayadry chub entay awal wa7da! Knt bkhleech tsamina bs hawant!

Me: laa sorry my lips are sealed!

Faj2a Aziz dash 3ar’9

Aziz: kl hatha ‘3aseel 97oun wakaltaw qabeela?
Noura & I: Ha? Yala yayeen

We joined them on the couch I was soo happy for Noura kl ma 3iny 6a7at eb 3ainha atebosam laha, I never saw the twins at the hospital when they were born so I really want to be there for this one!

Me: baro7 a76 lehdoum bl dryer knt aghaslhom
Aziz: ethnich ma3ach *wink *

I placed the clothes in the drier; I want Dhari’s to dry so I can give him his clothes before he leaves. I sat on the washing machine waiting for the drier and when through my whatsapp’s, bbm’s and Instagram. Till the drier beeped so I started folding Dhari’s clothes. I walked to living room to see that he’s not there!

Me: besmellah wain ra7 tawny m6al3a hdouma mn el nashaf!
Noura: weeh! Tara tawa ma9arla 6ali3 dgay 3laih!Me: okk!

I quickly ran to the drier and grabbed my phone and PING!!!-ed him!

BlackBerryMessenger

-Sara Al
PING!!!                         
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!

-Dhari Al
Hala?

-Sara Al
Wainik?

-Dhari Al
Bsayara ba7arik. Laish?

-Sara Al
Wait 5 mins ana nazla

-Dhari Al 
Bser3a.

I quickly continued folding and made sure they were neat and then I sprayed them with perfume and put them in his empty handbag and ran down the stairs then stopped fixed how I look before leaving the building.




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There you go as promised and kept the promise posted BEFORE the end of the week :')

I'm getting back to this I guess :pEnjoy my lovely readers thankyou for being patient and follow @Madliarq8 on Twitter for updates on the blog ;)

Me: mafeny shay, Namaw?

Dhari: la feech shay… ee namaw

I stayed quite wasn’t in the mood to explain myself at all.

Dhari: laman btgolinly shfech kalmeeny

He got up walked to the door and just before he closes it

Dhari: t9be7in 3ala khair  *shut*

I drifted to sleep and woke up 6 hours later, tried going back to sleep, rolled on my bed but no choice. Got up checked my whatsapps intagram and text Noodie!

Sarah

            Noodie I miss you haven’t seen you for the whole weekend, this sucks please come pick me today we’ll go do something and I'm taking Feda with us and leaving Fares with Dhari. Cant leave both with him, I’ll tell you everything when I see you please reply asap xoxo

6:07am

I got up, tied my hair in a ponytale, washed and prayed then walked out to make myself waffles.

Got out the big bowl and started mixing my ingredients then used the waffle maker, poured myself orange juice took out the Nutella jar and waited for the waffle maker to beep.

When I started eating suddenly a door opened I looked to see Dhari coming out, I quickly got up to change into something suitable. Got my free city pants with a shirt and came back out.

Dhari was making himself coffee with the Nespresso machine while I sat and ate my plate of waffles, it was awkward he didn’t even talk, giving me his back.

I got up washed the plates by the sink, which was inches away from where he was standing, then I cleaned the waffle maker and went back to my room.

I got my laptop and came back to the living room and started looking for Ms. Swans videos they’re the ONLY videos I watch on Youtube because not any of them are worth the wait except for Ms.Swan she’s an exception. (Don't watch them anymore but you have to etha you never did :o ) I only did that cause I'm bored oh and I put headphones on one ear only :D

Of course the videos were hilarious and I might have been a drama queen while watching them, it was just to grab his attention and I hope it works..

Me: ahahahhaha… *holds the tummy tilts head backwards *

And my earphone was pulled out and it hurt!

I creased my eyebrows in a furious way and he didn’t look back… mo shay ydeed 

I grabbed a pillow and aimed straight at his head!

He turned around mad

Dhari: yahel?

Me: yasalaaam! Enta eta7arash wana elyahel? Wallah esharha mo 3alaik enta esharha 3alay ana ely lail7in ga3da aklmik

I sat up closed my laptop hard causing the screen to hit against the keyboard. I walked to my room threw my stuff on the bed picked out an outfit for Feda and I  and walked to the other room ignoring Dhari completely!

I picked her up slowly held her in my arms she looked too cute I really didn’t want to wake her up but I kinda have to. So I took her to my room woke her up slowly bribed her about getting our nails done and she got too excited ‘poliss’ was all she could say while flashing her nails at me.

I changed fixed my hair and dumped stuff in my bag called Noodie till she woke up but she didn’t so I thought why not walk over? :)

I carried Feda and walked to the apartment door took a key from the hanger and heard

Dhari: wain 3ala al-la-h?

But too late I slammed the door :D *victory * he cares *happy dance *

I put her down and off we went, it was a 15-minute walk till we got to her doorstep.

We knocked rang the doorbell till she woke up with her Kisha all over the place

Noodie: why me? Go to the lovebird

Me: eqeth akraha

I went in and walked past her with Feda following in.

Me: ok sm3ay badg 3ala elsalon bnsawy massage and mani pedi’s! except for Feda is having the longest mani pedi in the history of mani pedi’s :D

Noodie: and your inviting me right?

Me: EEE EEE elmohim ma ajabl wayh Dhari!

Noodie: talk!

I booked our appointments for an hour ahead first.

Then I told her everything she took his side tgool 7aqeera wala chny rfeejat’ha…

In the car with Feda all quiet and whiney asking about Fares till we changed the subject to what color she was applying and she got excited again!

We got to the only place here with a decent salon we did our massages and our nails applied nailpolish oh and did I mention Dhari didn’t call or text  we passed by Toys r Us got a puzzle and toys for Noodie’s apartment to keep Feda busy and headed back.

Noodie: where’s the “machbous” it's freakin’ 5 pm! Ya 7mara

Me: 3aib maygolon 7mara 3eqaban lech entay te6be5in!

I moved away because I think I burned the chicken and the rice wasn’t cooked and I rinsed it already :$

…...

Noodie: akeed l2ank 5rbteeh!

Me: saway shay thany wentay sakta

Maskeena she was the only one hungry Feda ate chips, chocolate and drank milk.

We had our lunch watched a movie played hide and seek with Feda till the clock striked 9pm and I asked Noodie to drop us back.

I walked in the apartment with Feda in my arms and the place was quite I guess they’re out somewhere having their “day out” as men.

We changed into our pj’s, F and I and sat on the sofa with Feda’s head on my lap drinking her milk and hanging on to her quilt.

Before I knew It, I was fast asleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

I woke up to see Dhari carrying Feda trying to cover me with a blanket.

6ab3an girls love being drama queens…

I got up ga6ayt el kambal 3al ar’9 and went to my room.

A minute later I was tucking myself in to see that he barged in

Me: mo chethy edar3emon next time t6g elbab

7garny dash el 7amam o 6la3 madry sh5atha

The next day I woke up to see the kids running around, screaming happily then it hit me, Nora and Aziz are coming back tonight!

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Sorry.
is all I have to say.
Posting another soon Enshallah and when i say soon i mean it this time :p
Enjoy 

What! LAAA YA3NY JAD HL ASHYA2 ELY TE6LA3 MNA FAJ2A TA9DEMNY ::

Fa allah esalmkom sawayt rou7y mtan7a o chny masema3t.

Me: Ha?

Dhari: salamtich

Me: mmm ok

I figured Dhari’s was thinking about our future and not actually into the Tv since it was Sesame Street -.-

We stayed there physically watching with the kids but mentally deep in our thoughts.  I do love Dhari, and I know he loves me too but it seems that he doesn’t know how to show me that.

Today he loves me, tomorrow

 He doesn’t care, tonight I'm

Special, next week I’m nothing

This was exactly how I felt, I don't know what to expect, when and why. I'm confused.

Suddenly the kids started screaming and running around this is what brought me back to reality, I looked up at Dhari who still had is arms around me. His head was tilted backwards.

Ambaih 7abeeby te3ab wohwa efaker bl mostaqbal el shayiq 

I stood on the couch slowly and held his arm so it doesn’t fall and wake him up, I looked down and he was sound asleeeep.

I sat back down placed my hand on his chest and started repeating his name

Me: Dhari Dhari Dhari Dhari

I kept repeating and looked down at my thighs…

Dhari: bas bas bas shno bal3a radio!

Me: eee goum! *I said as I smiled *

haw shfeeh hatha shsawayt :/

He got up to stretch and walked to the room he sat on the side on the bed and he kids in the middle playing with their Ipad, punching hard on that screen.

I stood in the doorway for a bit then walked to my room to get my pj’s and I decided to sleep in the room with the cribs and tell Dhari to sleep in my room I just didn’t feel like sharing a bet, especially after the nightmare and how embarrassing it was. Plus I admit it is inappropriate :)

You see I am a person that cares about culture, religious beliefs, values and all even though I’ve lived far away from the country doesn’t mean my mom never taught me what was right from wrong. Not to mention I’ve kept that clean and I don't want to ruin it right now.

I came back into the room holding my pj’s and they were all the same way I left them!

Me: *in a quite tone * Mmm Dhari troo7 etnam eb dary?

Enshallah ma yes2al why!

Dhari: ok.

Ok qathny you know how sometimes people answer you coldly and you just want to walk over to them and punch them haardd in the face! That was just how I felt right there! And I kindof wanted him to ask why (covers face with a blanket)

I decided to let it go show him that I didn’t care, I seriously don’t know what’s wrong with me but he’s being annoying right?

While I was still standing in the doorway he walked past me, shoulders hit mine and walked to my room ;O

Dhari: tara Aziz o Noura you9lon 3gb bacher belail

Me: adry

I didn’t know but I just wanted to shut him up I guess :D

….

Finally it was time to sleep I changed the kidss into their gap pj’s they’re the cutest ever! I LOVE THEM.

I covered them with their quilts

Gave them their milk

Told 2 bedtime stories one in English the other in Arabic

Tried ignoring them

Acted as if I was asleep

And they wouldn’t sleep!

They would ask about Dhari, and that they want him to put them to bed :)

Well guess what no uncle Dhari in bed tonight, I shouted at them and made them lay down forcefully then they started crying and said between sobbs ‘mahebich’ ‘abe amy Dharii’ .

Ok so I'm the aunt here kids you know that man is a stranger you’re not related to him… okay I'm jealous.

So I got up left them there, walked to where Dhari was sleeping barged into the room and said

Me: switch rooms

I walked to the side that was less occupied and I could see that he was looking at me like ‘what has got into that brat’.

But seriously I couldn’t careless

Dhari walked out leaving the door open; I shut my eyelids and had my phone in my hands.

I thought

and thought…

and thought…

and thought…

and thought…

and thought…

and thought.

About that one person of course no one else.

I felt my phone being pulled out on my hand and the bed mattress wasn’t straight like it usually is…guess what?

Dhari sat on my side so close to my tummy. I opened my eyes slowly to see him right there exactly how I’d pictured him a seconds ago.

Dhari: shfeech?

I know it's short bas i didnt mention before 3ashan mat7esoun :D

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